in all the clutter of buildings and emotions show me something I believe in and trust

 

I was a washing brittle prod on myself

so odd to be there can you see it

no

the days, personal, real, made hopscotch designs on sidewalks who treads them .. words say .. oh you can read them "in this place" screening, like back door wooden door keep insects out .. oh, adapted, and sides of foil, duct tape, reinforced with throw out plastic clear clam shells for salad, on ends of enclosure, one end, feet bang it, when get "excited"

hm

oh so odd .. patterns of walk, if you can, of course, if you can see, earth

not there, what perchance and fail doesn't care anything "there"

meet something doesn't agree with pattern, not grumblingly, just is not it, to your senses, thoughts, whether haptic or hopeful, hopeless? "touch" that .. there is not a there

all what you feel have been through remember don't remember .. wiped up with cloth or not sopping wet or cherished or not thrown out

it's not a media you're tired of and love, each other, push buttocks, dimple, ribs a bit of dip or not feel around computer keyboard no

what is truly here references for hire

no be friend or unclear "hey let's hang out" or yet to be, the seat beside you, yours is filled, apparently, not ask anything of ultra-not-here in each other, so kind

tilted, uneasy to the eyes, straighten out, not person standing on their two legs, wobbly .. apparition, packaging grocery store, don't eat them, best to be friends, not ever touch the library truthisvvery good marked by teacher or she or he at home wasted in their free time is soaring no face ascribed zoo of coffee water coffee and water no coffee left

what asks in new condo of hands can I park there not any waste I just want to stay in your hands as you drop me and pick me up

clumsy

or not

in all the suggestion, not demolition, sit with me at all .. find the beverage of plain, of survival, of not look like anything, form-fitting clothes, no, no cut, no style, run away and be desperate, even though have a house or apartment or room that's safe, quiet in all systems down, but eat a bit, be quiet .. or the noise extreme, inside head, inside body, or share place go no one sees you .. in people walk talk .. very rare see people walk "this place"

touch a link of paper rainbows glistening wet moist roll of pulp and paper trees down no nothing down this time .. to make

love .. is the splendor alone vice of reticulating tickle and let off, no pressure, just a bit, let off .. sigh breathe talk mumble low get under bar walking water and soup, a bit of bread, that's all, to you, it doesn't matter, someone eat you, let them

all down, forms of walls, the edge of a street you're driving your car on, meld, or scissor .. through .. no swimming .. dry in paste of lush no stick, no notes for kids as they go to school, their form be withheld, even as they live, we all live, all our forms be withheld, we know that

as this

the kindness wear out drawing good drawing interrloveuption is not even going to interrupt

 

how is the day goven on snsrly eyues psranopid hste the workd suspicious walk ibn closed system styires sell false rtevunue fur the heart

gert better, world

no creature have instinct to form in a place of hospleasittal, so filmy, diaphanous, it itself

too much detail to see quick the decision weu-whyersers srt brauin intermiss-wires operasturs from 1950's telephone companies keep me companmy in ghost smilingagemassage

o

me in tught body walk fast to work

here

workillsay odd motor of hands face is culpable walkcycle zoom get in a parked car downtown just ate, hall in a throat was waiting empty swaddlejito, no

 

harm is off in sumptuous silent love is no entropy laugh be equipped no knowledge shop best protective gear in knickknack store figurines to pray by with extra room, size fits well

with prey never a few moments later eat years development humanity gargle fluids of mint remain cogent

do you ever know, angry, bug-eyed, stop faintly, shift your fingers on screen, is it a screen, morph grey softly fuzzy dtoc static detox not buzzing on drugs of exhaustion not drugs but pernicious overload wanted by perhaps-34 is no number bus stop of anything no be, not primitive irritation always there modern same cave cold shivering in heat and air conditioning border over 1,000 years ago today step out soup kitchen, water, no one be brave be comprused of bowl of soup no use learning fur cereate anything on this workld, slosh the fklavourful be on street people svoid uou oprn timmy of soup plsced sidewas "somrhiw stsdtys" is nuit sdtyesdy on feet is dstumnling the gkass of warter as hesd fce, people looking strangeky at yiou come in sit duwn be real the word coufghs is unpleant wiopes mucyus at sydes of mouth "real" canker showers into younger .. canker hold mschine in a met eyes shimmy strip of stores appear mind not ready no image speak then is a no explain image it talks clean ^* suddenlythrill step farther stimulation over or begin, look, as well as look at person you are animagryu grew you st saint, world ant animalyou sure handed not angry at

develop nipit floating in the flow remove glee and superstitious exit, fool, but stay

oooh

path, perceive lines on hand, hold me

world

cantankerousold-young hills dide mind rolls dfayus nit real inti escape grt on bike mild hills terrain coast thrtough dint speak inner had a any

a cosmic bicycle path - wha - that's not good enough

 

can I keep going? "processing video" the streets, processing the feet on them .. hustle and bustle of city, bit of sunshine peeking in, high buildings, corners, morning and pitstops for feet, shuffle small incremental dance on crosswalk, moving just a bit, waiting

this life, man, sell some oomph - !! veggie !! .. don't say that to a woman standing next to you at the crosswalk

words say "a cosmic bicycle path - wha - that's not good enough .. people drifting, see the sights .. look around, outer space - each other - something .. here, to divide up, not really, moving slow for respect pedaling .. along .. hey, got some speed? nah, it's my gut, I survived - - baby

(look away))

the alacrity leash and collar ambassador allee walkway lined with trees or tall shrubs no inner decide key

 

promptness in response, cheerful readiness

/ 2 p.m.

 

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where are the shapes, find their breathing space, between layers, or they’re free – there’s nothing there/ if you're in a business conference "two sides" a few players, managers, one or two lawyers, writers, put it on paper .. sit, stare at each other, lollygag .. no one's really there, mention "hold it steady" the room, then let's just wander // beneath conscious, can you say that word, forget it .. breathe the apparently going on, the all the world is shown, and it's super-important

-

//

/ 2:35 p.m. / review on store website for Stamp 3 pedals

 

good bigger pedal, good grip

 

in the city, no one knows head body feet inner outer drift dimension less so -using these (oh my!) .. stay safe .. aware .. I find I can get my feet back to these very easily .. they're "just there" ready, waiting .. the grip is astounding .. I have lowered in the studs from 4.5 mm out to 4 mm out, the most they can go in .. not rip my shoes apart .. attn.: these are not for dress shoes or flimsy things, be warned .. but on a hectic ride "finding the pedals" "and staying with them" is super-important ../ rides locally, the streets, the intersections, the bike paths .. looking around, places, feeling things .. it's not always guerilla "see, take a photo with eyes, transcend photos, even do anything about anything" .. not all surface, gather in gruel "please, sir, can I have some more?" .. do your thing, quietly .. no one wants back from step on step one, savoury snit/ a snit not started yet/ enjoy life, in this world/ make not ruined by dominance but even sit in a chair look at someone this way “a;l;l things contribute”

-

//

/ 2:45 p.m. / taking my walk today, got to the big field, walked a bit, but decided steer to the city .. sat on bench at “shelter belt” part .. excellent view, sit see wide sky, wide fields, be at peace, trees behind you, a few trees, muffle the traffic noise – ah, not that bad .. and begin walk, cross the road near government buildings .. hope for different feel – no, it’s the same “are you there?” “walk through buildings, no doors, walls” oh, in life, it’s nice to have things work, like doorknob, a key lock, be smooth, get a new one .. lots of activities, products, jobs – does it work, smoothly

 

But the repercussions

 

Ever veer off, ruined by “working good”/ that gut intestinal feel wow see “impossible
 work human inventions find click it together addicted extortion of your emotions in their lullabye

 

Everything’s fine not said rancid diseased little word futile fuzzy

 

I love you, world, works so good, I’m glad I’m part of it

 

Oops

 

poops

-

No one want “that less than magical” and work towards feel/ no grest false real accomplidhmtnt poops in pryuvarte, bsdthroom, 90of iot all spresd gryuw sbexrow off “hard to feel, very nuanced, disappearing .. something there not work see English fall apasrt on yiour lap gir; dahcving closeinking .. or taunting .. you .. no, ger5t togrthervery valuable, not moanrinse dyshes wasj thrm aloneney, standing, loonylook .. the living breathe through dimes are hands sdhaped hammered metal work csress your fsce kiss them bsck, bsck offension, use what just happened, what is happening, not be there in it, be there enough “assume guise not laughed at, touch the ‘untouchable’ statement, begin on it ‘of life is not life’ it is not said there, in life, supposedly life .. forget it, unless spent decent ‘aces’ are socks, clean (?)ades on it, even then, no guarantee .. are people sweet are some girls sweet, humanitarian, bundle someone up with so much love, no not really .. it’s kind of lonely, each person decades help adeshelps separate from the eternal yiou satd ehsdt yiou were ehsdst worked hsrd no loving thig in esrth dimrtnsdiion really syes asre nooks fail secludedir void “earth all-important” and drift through .. one being crappy oness make frm eye gunk insde special case everyune of no gold stars on your recess sheet, class sheet "did “everything” to get this, eventually .. no you never did that, each of us feel that, no matter our appearance – you can’t nail it home

 

There is no shortcut, whiz faster as “not you” feel failure, even young, old, any flesh form, see, so promising, all of it “do it” “great” no, not within its confines

 

All it is

 

Take that to court, or in your teeth, floss, ha .. eat a meal, someone donated, of not understand, can’t ever understand – eat

 

Be beneficial

-

And the effect of lowly can’t see put a price tag on have a phone number be a person .. does it affect your person cells, bodily cells, no not really, it’s part that, in the quiet, do something, across wide areas, no measuring, to aware of world, people, animals, mountains, oceans, slip through whitish yellowish faint pastels lightest touch lines not from here or there earth or anything we know, make shapes

-

//

  

the catatonic blush, to the smallish "I will not be anything" a bit of sunshine, a bit of grey .. no one be undecided ambiguous start that engine it runs it moves you the vehicle further than you finally the "all, let all start, go, be its life" then this, why

 no help turn the gnarly bumpy page no hand holds glaring to climb safe on top of you wield through turn nothing going

 

 

 

wan .. suggestive of poor health, sickly, pallid

 

near terms .. cityy .. sitting by itself .. in city

and other wallet pictures fold out, wrong one .. cityy walks 2 inches above ground, then falters, falls not very far .. legs spindly on staircases, the turned wood dowels, doll of the night

not a talk, keep unfolding pictures

sock of the night, no speed, put on, or walk barefoot, stony road, itch to not hurt, mostly smooth, run .. along .. bare of words, talk to her, the list goes on

oh, so many .. do you stop to see it .. upper left "slip into structure as it goes and goes" a0p-pliances, cook lunvh, be at home, alonrit's nit really livingout what image a mystery of after him, with him no one label a paper is warterproof or rauincoat in lichens on trees perplexed at that .. geez too hsrd to see, too diffycult, files magspellnifyucatiion on "com0puter" .. "yiou see" gurl says, yes, I see" farther than disappointmrtnt new mediums werute too syay be sdtill hasve a spasce between words talk tall tales whiter like spring fsdlowers fsrther fasrttyher into that very momentous it iosn't

fad-followers

I don't understand

link spoerts stires serll boooks in back roomperson seeing it

oh seal the deal

-

on no dealwards/ people sit in beds, hiomeless bit cared for

no more words, please, I don't even want to read it

ah, I said "no more words" .. I'll l;ook .. there is no otherr plsce then" .. the-tread godt's enoughh

no other place tire brand, godt so impulsive, wabnt to scratch it out, but not ruin tire program, thery walk together the priogram complaining "keep going" tuigrther, niot touching .. on a hoghwar deep intohe night .. scream sing talk low coffeee down thrtisdt aslone in a coffee links set ads afar to shop[you

"there"

 in yiou

go to bed get a good sleep "I alresdy dtyd I true edify canceled

.

.

righht away, skinny lowers down eavy catchel if rubasrb rue the day roads work better

yay-oh I don't knowworth marred lume dis pack on winter clothesroadillbought oterss two cry lockedroster team in seasons besdes us doing things

 

walk in.  no one there.  thirty, thirty-two people? still, no one there, go about .. do not let a little, give a little - yes - every day we tryu ast esch otheer you mert otherrs niw here now we speak never imoruved find thdt lsdtch go in close sdgain berhjknd you see sdomrtine thry're there/ sorrtro gives Lossgain a bit of try-info .. cry tears metal is the joining fluid, robots confused, still do not feel each other

like a newnuew news the lady Lossfain winderswghst he's saungm, sghe hesrs of, nit weuith huim, Lossfeign erverryine dhr knuiws feign weakness snake snapping what .. no oner be in thsdt hanne; handle htygrine sje cam hesr thrtm plfinkly "heygeine" eroght there deasl with them hdve a casual sdon;t stink wortld, get almost that wanted bit, don't, it takes longer, say it no glide list of lost things as a csr uiun trsfftc lodt to big eyes in sky firther thjdn sduirveuillfnce, rsrwely right in .. weruite in .. grt am sddress,. no onr kniws a lot of sddresses in everythjtgh a psderson sasrs nver go there fyr whdt ass ehsdt fujnd the firm ad do it, some make sense

really good in the try as right in the room no photo or video life from the beginning

that good, scurrilous went and tried to find in things that made sense

I came out alive

how

is life truly advbdbce dunt know .. hiwe ti descruv .. or be in opisotion .. druve .. kiss.. ehdt .. no sebnses sppedsges work move in fur be kind of illnopelmow

what lawn or wil unylu

life now

no machine, no mower, no face of yours on it

what is it now

more than hyper stance "besides that" feel clouohnmnmo

-

the store of paper, writing paper, pens, a bit over-the-top, shiny, or matte black, like stealth fighters .. be quiet .. peruse the store .. walk slow slow .. need a date, the act write no one mature enough no one knowledgeable enough in person no cameras on no slick "I must be something I'm not" of this heard of did a few times and wondered lackadaisically "of any" "no nothing in sight" "walk over a hill, know, nothing, hear of, learn, take in, forget, in nothing was a friend, of that, we talked so good - I made life the day, did things in that, never asked, to have that pocket closed, still walk, where, as what/ be watched for ridiculous, but soon joined in, no drink of whiskey or rum, just playful of dots squeeze roll around no gears/ gothen wrote/, with so refined paper, or random splotches recycled sold high

so high

-

never say hi, say hello, of anything .. near that great .. get a pen, clip your fingernails, wash your hands

write

love

anything

now

-

no one be so harsh, ready to sling a quip, serve breakfast, ask for pay "fast language"

no .. ever sunlight in daylight of handshake far away of this never proffered close real close .. needs door, of faces are set in "know the you passed a line, you had it wrapped, no one, know, a line to each other, but it still wasn't good enough for a life was it .. all the surroundings, settings, a line never go bcvk niw be here in thus dtll srtved life srtsved off life savbed klife to do thus of coursebuy a frurnd kniws s rioimhouse, if you can, not likely these days of rooms all descryubed msde fuiurtnished everrythg mire ther thng we want nne lerft never guit it, and be "what's supposed to be in there" "what walks out each day" but doesn't .. what is it

fridges, odd signs, way low - blur so bad - sorry

no second chance, didn't get it right, life, every moment, coffee offered to stranger hiding in her peculiar host of p[arty is in her no-see-me sweatpanmts loose dgoprt hsdurt juisdt an ejastyc pull it bsckl ssee anyine was nit pruvsdte of that, face so bold, can't face subterfuge is an ill society made up a lot more thdn rough or lipstyckk rouge, places in surface picture drawn well "each hopes 'hopefully drawn so dip into reality we never seewell' nobody bothers me seawall waves slapping like a couople in love, a few love me here and there divits of dirbsbreverumbkle" but not the rest of was clear it was there all the time

show me throttkle brakes swinf a lefg over sasddle of motircicke make these wordas like life repsired wester mfin leasks punctures fures the werwe you ever there, you know about that, fingers beside fingers, your hand, the other one

still nothing

why don't you forget it

okay

-

don't need rest of body parts, even hidden ones

I just don't know

those years, holidays staying close with that, finding that, excursions so threatening, mention that to another, and have it

-

recede months road of langusghe totle futs others so locked in supposed to ber hug asd affecvtyioonbothers anyine kind of calm down from intrudtyced lie every time now, live bruight day, accused, no court case of that tapped ketbryuwse my i like you like thaton left in mistakes, tapped on, with a knuckle, metallic sound and someone turns to see who's pulling at their leaves

oh

nature

fecund

fertile ground of this