ah, systems, no way I can invent another system, tired shut up with words

ever feed into meditators I have a grey screen I run my finger along, don't touch

what is that

reading, ever I try to find out meditator's language I don't want, I am helping him or her, in life

complete a circuit

frequent wanderer

more down-home
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really anything to prove say now - meditator afraid in house risk - great story - risk - all systems in place - money finance religion, ignore,/science retail/ walk live I wouldn't risk a thing to say any wild in room age I am

world ever contact mushy wet towel

communication

shower

damp towel
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sad me anything at this point, can we walk in details massive 100,000 pages touch tiny spot world what is stop in we see and are blank all systems language horde or share in mill of last mind pool of murk tint bits blur tie-dye ochre mud fly not slap with spray run shoes touch edge of puddle read exercise made help and all of us to this?

we ever feel world in book blankets house linens make me

not so bad

scared people in houses, beat up by life, find quiet small recluse solace we feel as reader touching pages

ever lead the movement shrug shoulders a very slight not walk on do not gather friends for pursuit

we are all sad

ever loud, too bad

slink away again

no say
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system, shy, all you can do to put in a meditation a day

and a bit more, this

ever big and catastrophic and ugly and mild glum uncare and dumb

no

ever small the big happy blue sky ground of earth some days

not tethered to be owned made keys loud jungle door jingle size of sky size of door of ground of field rain

ever particles broken up easy to take key

raisin of trail mix grocery store slightly on in conversation

mind

we love to give not threatening sky weather

such a book

mild happy not much to say to counter all evil, very subdued "thread to wrap around it all?" no

we ever, a little picture

meditation is just very hard, takes days, years

and things that go on in life are to do with person-to-person, not get along "what are you" "nothing to ask"

would like to ask

any, before it happens, world, any "I don't know about you" the weird "there's a stretch of ground in meditation" "all goes wrong" you face that, the eotu, edge of the universe, travels through that, wants to, it is a human mind that has not been in a human body - it comes not to be a human body - come through "crazy words" "succinct" "sweet" you might say in a tea with a friend, a trusted friend/ or anyone/ dare/ the 30% hidden, what I call them, ever "you've broken me, increased my strain, my stretch of land, in meditation" now it gets through and it likes to live/ the worst pain, sit, poor thing, like to live, very sorry to live this way, humans at each other's throats on earth, but the consciousness it produces, the ugly consciousness, on last legs

come through to say odd things like this

if with a tea oddest to say painful, can you see these words come to my lips, it is very hard/ it is not easy and it is not easy written, I'm a bit tense here, even writing is hard, access blur bend wires art fence don't touch work of art them border influence come another day, in for life, what have I accumulated, learned, to go into a person, like into meditation, don't know

no

we walk in place, what place, seeking mind that scurrilous barbarous no c'mon when scared thoughts scurries falters stays put is strong to be nice on hard subjects when

ever long title .. ah place on sign .. long trailing off scribbled words on lit-from-behind sign, how long will it hold on, catch our fancy, grow, live

ever awkward sheet, not scanned properly, or edge at bottom - love me - what I can say

any of us, not able to say much - what does humanity transfer to - forward

like have a drawing on a board, touch it, not across its surface, but lift it from the side, with your fingers, hand, film it, you struggling with hints "anyone have hints" have a grey screen with words, even these lines here, ha, organize your mind "for so long I have said nothing, absolutely nothing" ever grasp evolution not even a word not even our lives fast to say "smart" not for this .. define you - you moving through you - what even is that
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cafe, stopping point, say something - drop in to "stopping point, say something" walk in, set up equipment, say something

can't even
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even have .. recognized equipment for this, recognized faces for this - I can't - ever society, computer company, book publishing company - we all scared, it's legal, but we're scared of it - us, grown up, powerful, numb, set in ways, no rebels for this, past life, of leather, motorcycles, it's more words, quiet book - can you

real stung me all in stinking risk damn of say a few words cut my finger ouch or inside accident labour scream go fast find words like these here

you can almost see the face in this, adjust dimension, I'm almost here, as what I want to be

we all walk around, are adjusted to grocery stores, heating, cool water

our dimension

but what about the rest?

what I really want to be

we look, adjust eyes, then see it - us

ever why I know my body water and gunk and bones and doctors and they do a good enough job sometimes

but I wonder, lines, like those of thoughts - the human head "insulated" in its thoughts, thinks they are its own, ownership, lease, decide, create, on earth

what beams in unknown dash dat dip dash ever would like a scribble just devoted to it, to meditation and it

never cry

"that was a mistake"

it's satisfied to look at this with me and you too

parallels same wore the coax cable unknown from sky invisible charge company lash words bundle sticks play in light, turn off thought in head rolls gets tangled clear