media all tepid over, back to book, but modified, oh finger near grey screen, I talk from behind camera, on words, just words, make story, I can't make, for future

ever not muscles, running, though that is good, brain, being educated, schools, though that is good - I walk on up ahead, what is it

oh, silly drawing, don't you have more polish

oh, all of us

damn cut-out letters pasted down scrawl over with marker sit with computer equipment your finger near screen plain word processing like program plain words film finger near that's all I want now

talk from behind camera "make up something" "or like story"

that's all I want now

so difficult hard story words to say real life advanced human

talk to me, hold up framed picture of purple grey flowers photograph for your face, I hardly want to see you - get into this - have drawings on board .. oh, show me, trade me, us, as this now
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pared down humans so exciting a million photos then I want nothing
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ever advance "this can be" hardest linked "to words you can never quite say"

help me!
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it is this then?
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for humans - see my face

neck brace words stumble car accident of along sentences of life speak to me

we just can't make it, a lot of times, if we have friends, family, just can't make it again, purportedly, to show up, talk, put it off "should go" no insult, no big lament, point fingers, it's more years, lifetimes, humanity

try to see numbers through form face dog apparition ET people from sky .. make it interesting .. so long lag

on earth

ever see that, bring books, or repeat stay in body, my mind is not in body a lot of times
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follow me, how a picture

ever funny I take the time to read that "oh, things won't work" "don't work?" yeah, don't we all know "life is sure plenty ugly" scrawl your honest no skill no smooth out make pretty/ see you fresh words really touch me/ full ugly situation add up/ beauty in barf cleaned of step in it on street in bare feet just showered you were an angel .. not so far .. hold me this truth "you come from one side to the other side"

move through my mind held stationary, all my problems, life, 24 hours, a list of lines I say, dangerous, evocative, clean, will propel humanity forward, something else

brill-I-ain't .. other misspellings scrawl through life present just as you are scratch out paper say awkward meditation learned "something"

ever sit down at table, is there a grey screen, you run finger near, film "some words" help you, say the impossible, or life meaning, long time, years, work on expression none of us have

scrawl on paper, some of us, years practice, messy, and words messy, meditation, suffering, see it, break through, dirty scummy and loved rightly wrongly rungs of ladder climb laid on floor bare feet avoid not hurt while in society and love fresh innocent emerge new years

ever drawing on board, on your lap, film, voice behind camera .. and words on grey screen, from 100,000 page book, nowhere, finger near "show it's you" "live" "screen flicker" voice from behind camera "creating anything" "to human" ever while you're just sitting there

all the while just sitting here

oh, garbled, in the statement of clear face I see you

if ever "say the usual things" be excited as one human be able to talk to another human

can't really go to the rest think of "I am too excited"

sorry
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am I from this earth, ever plan, the rest of the knowledge, what does it rest in, bodiless beings of thought
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that seems silly, at once as just I can't reach that now, scratch face, lightly, touch, get on with talking,/ in a room, I know how/ oh just what we were - it's hard to think of - that there are things other than our form - what are we all, for earth, the form providing some story that should be contained with fences then, and you get to walk outside of the fences, beyond them

carefully, we are not imprisoned, free to walk a little, see the other

ever short bit caricature cartoon easily a short walk in eyes brain understand or wondrous shimmer some then gone read "I have more" to provide

some android sat for a cup of coffee and sketched a picture

aren't we all like that?  like forests grow, but a house in the suburbs, like weeds grow, you have to at least trim the weeds back, get them to a certain height, to be "presentable" / - who?

android sketches, not growing .. the weeds grow, it rains .. back in us, our mind, not connected to human, doesn't grow

are you there

have you arrived to earth

to do what

it's strange, almost get a likeness