it's really hard grey screen computer finger near words talk voice behind camera just can't do it that way

oh, the stress of modern life

so much confluence of seeming answers, then let down, shrug shoulders shrug face

anyone that could handle it

person riding bicycle, odd detached stress

words say "mess human strain - full beautiful complication"

as if we ever get there

just a camera, movie camera, a broken little toothbrush holder thing

as if we all are "don't movie me right now"

some other way take movies scared to show my face me not a being formed yet I'm really not

how

look out unattainable meditation deep card of passing grade this scared deep cake no birthday celery green pepper fresh veggies feel better consumer calm out to friends of meditation just bustling bust me down pick back up with life

communicated slow me down to fast speed universe no calculation see

a little

become

ever talk in space poverty or say, you know, have art accompany you, not stink conceited, sit with me, present a sheet, my fingers touch it, look, look at you

man and woman on space station meditation two cushions facing each other ten feet away same room but not same room, air wiggles between, a sheet of air, a thick wall

give art, read small note, in coffeeshop, scared meditators, of oppressors, or local easy library sort of suspect you the authorities do unnoticed gentle meditators so many they get away

"show me your art" she says, dressing in black cotton, a grey thread, pin on, small clips, square of greys and blacks ragged threads, small can you blend in not see only if looking

he pushes sheet forward, he has small square on body too, threads leading nowhere

talk

his finger near small black words stationary like from book modern on a screen he carries, she has one too, finger near speak voice "away from moment" "in moment" stare, not interrupt "away from moment" pop in, into reality moment apparently

couldn't have better

wanted better

in this life wordy scalper fiction sell ticket expensive to my cheap inside make a home not charge

ever friends on take me home right here not allowed blaring reality find aching small spot can live any day

lovely words tinker car face pull in roads of these

like these park emergency break turn off all things come in

you are here

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in our minds life and lively