Monday, 23 September 2019

oh, inner no media, never started, I see world, wants money, I never developed me, if I have sex with people want money, but I want more than money, what comes along, to say


ever be in the room

being what looklike
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no, just kidding
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here's some writing from inner book I wrote, not a being for earth




2:30 pm
what are we making with each thought .. what are the steps, wake up, go about your day – what does the human make, what does the being pursue – as sexuality of chasing money and then asking why is money everything and life should be more .. and the strange “nervous to say words” “of these” for a sexuality, unusual, unheard of “even make” or odd creature behind it all “make nothing”
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slow, never reach here, rub up against/ millions of words, slow, we take grey screen “we don’t understand” “each step of being”
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for this doesn’t exist
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so end of offline writing, back to blog here .. yes a slight taste .. of million page book .. we never get .. all of us

walk there

have technology, grey screen, flip out from us, take a page of writing, film finger near it, talk from behind camera "watch me" "I am something else" .. hear in me not available for air of earth I am breathing what is no dimension at all we seem to see and hear be around breathe in, please come, what not us, I feel as me too .. legible .. here
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I do not do in life

what is mentally ill call all chances that strange beings in eyes of people gentle strong, shudder, shutter off, when is "alien" as that in our person our great universe, just as people, the further people/ or soldiered through many years, diagnosis, they could do nothing, and then this .. created








Sunday, 8 September 2019

we all ill top of hill


could you send out little hints to this blog post, send in tons of firefly bluebirds stamped envelopes thoughts to each other walk in hand whisper placard "we want better writer changes" our minds we hold private thoughts come from where we all sit in minds want pathetic poetic laugh at and hug a bit touch madness bring up the curtain on daylight once again

want just minuscule okay in insanity that cares for us

rhythms sky storm human mind mini of scowl or much love


view city mind bears porcupines sparrows .. words say "the reality of it is that we're all sort of slobs of our inner life" pick up forest, of skyscrapers, rakes, shoes, of leaves, of air can't fit a foot of what we really are never said decided consciousness have a play "besides what appears"

what are we really .. a chance slight accommodating very kind small thing make a play in this world

in addition

and it goes, would you ever wrap leaf around invisible the air is smug or smog or snuggle, choose, shapes make up words of your face never say, advanced no call being, walk face foot grow pop out more words make that invisible I see it "I am talking" include make the form of what is what/ say see worst risky farce words, make it, the whole plain pages filled stocked up for what goes on now no bargain plethora of our pain garden we kick at smudge toes raise dust are not cruel just don't know what it is/ achieve dust in words, a dusty road here/ make better world real, walk being tell me in my daily life, I see the words be blood and organs companions to blood and organs surgeons supposedly see, we are aware say words from deep in space, strange peculiar allow person talk billions of us this way, subscribe puzzle makes it walk, being behind watching let grow tend to occasionally we are dim air not even quality of earth air need to speak creative writing pencil dab dance in my mind streets forests animals angels we are here what form envelops me continues

that us real, make a body

from words never say

from deep space continue origin

to this prepared

earth was waiting, calling, friend to say it, any friend, never find, all travels, they always just stayed mode of human, prepare this, wing it, equipment, face, body

be real, of no extended found these canals, people them

I'd like to see you

would like to see the day of this, a freak of words rewrite take time alone at desk as person or what with grey screen flip out from side, framed photo of purple grey flowers on wall, sculpture on box beside you, a room standing of do your life face me as any words if flitting image being made by what components make world so doesn't belong say best words crazy are calming me, I look at you, where are you from