brill-I-ain't .. other misspellings scrawl through life present just as you are scratch out paper say awkward meditation learned "something"

ever sit down at table, is there a grey screen, you run finger near, film "some words" help you, say the impossible, or life meaning, long time, years, work on expression none of us have

scrawl on paper, some of us, years practice, messy, and words messy, meditation, suffering, see it, break through, dirty scummy and loved rightly wrongly rungs of ladder climb laid on floor bare feet avoid not hurt while in society and love fresh innocent emerge new years

ever drawing on board, on your lap, film, voice behind camera .. and words on grey screen, from 100,000 page book, nowhere, finger near "show it's you" "live" "screen flicker" voice from behind camera "creating anything" "to human" ever while you're just sitting there

all the while just sitting here

oh, garbled, in the statement of clear face I see you

if ever "say the usual things" be excited as one human be able to talk to another human

can't really go to the rest think of "I am too excited"

sorry
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am I from this earth, ever plan, the rest of the knowledge, what does it rest in, bodiless beings of thought
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that seems silly, at once as just I can't reach that now, scratch face, lightly, touch, get on with talking,/ in a room, I know how/ oh just what we were - it's hard to think of - that there are things other than our form - what are we all, for earth, the form providing some story that should be contained with fences then, and you get to walk outside of the fences, beyond them

carefully, we are not imprisoned, free to walk a little, see the other

ever short bit caricature cartoon easily a short walk in eyes brain understand or wondrous shimmer some then gone read "I have more" to provide

some android sat for a cup of coffee and sketched a picture

aren't we all like that?  like forests grow, but a house in the suburbs, like weeds grow, you have to at least trim the weeds back, get them to a certain height, to be "presentable" / - who?

android sketches, not growing .. the weeds grow, it rains .. back in us, our mind, not connected to human, doesn't grow

are you there

have you arrived to earth

to do what

it's strange, almost get a likeness

ever access universe for words, as we are already doing

ever respectable "I can tell you're doing that" "it is real"

human put aside human

ever you seem to accurately have some access, are kind to human, your own human too, weave in, don't scare me

ever with equipment, computer accompaniment, build story, in the room we are in

you scare me, access helper words of book, and computer accompaniment, film finger near line, have voice from behind camera, help you
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ever lump of disagreement, we are in the room, ever invisible not matter, not made of matter, eotu, edge of the universe, be coming through masks of whatever humans are in the room, sure they are humans .. is this crazy, or with meditation, and maybe you were a bit of a strange mind to begin with, ha - luckily you - find us - for earth - much pain, set this up - ever understand meagre earth not hear this roads into head for long time - ever nonlocal consciousness beyond couple of fancy words walk in town do speak have real ever interrupt ask for this in relationships life earth - some way

ever the odd chance do some hidden speak refer to all the way defined appears

ever jostle in "just what can be"

the gentlest ever another person in the same person you're dating, ever think of, streets, of thought, never handle, never appear a day

bring that up, stand your ground

ever have it

show me you lying down there junk and stand up fine line drawing

touch me communicate this to me
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ever know it

crazy calm holed up hillside meadow walk escape out through windows of this writing for family of words besides walk around in parking lots to drugstores and to grocery stores never say this assume tense be around town

you left me behind in nerves and abuse soft confusion poor meant to be inside and you made

life so fast no time to tinker loamy earth roost of motocross bike power around track silent clean ghost word of love with unknown mechanical such as this

trounce weed of lawn grow flush mammary city globe all never tender past breakdowns have soft east west all directions north south acclimatize look down eyes sky discuss on say humid grey stay in easily

you

ever move real picture

kids grow up, watch videos, life gets sad, watch movies, see real life, or what passes for life

visitors from sky sigh, they don't know the real guy either

fast infer images from19m 29m 40 tesrs if wuek/ last sentence all garbled, earth, sky, reality face lines age matter appears how we see think it is earth we don't trust or go along sad

life

ever talk to me, through humans, through ET's, each individual, tired, odd macron figure solid invisible tired to say something ordinary whisper wisps of words
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in face of all putdowns, establish something
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ever it's needed "just as it is" grasp in meditation "stench stretch of land" say in your culpable sit caught do deed of meditation ever caught ascribed documentation from sky see you out
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ever words funny

"those are funny enough"

near needed

odd string of bleeps small lights in thoughts

where are we coming from, what does it want, in performance

what is really a phone call "in"

ever the string of light thoughts be messy as if scribbled light slowed down not smooth finished not a care not in existence

thoughts