it's really hard grey screen computer finger near words talk voice behind camera just can't do it that way

oh, the stress of modern life

so much confluence of seeming answers, then let down, shrug shoulders shrug face

anyone that could handle it

person riding bicycle, odd detached stress

words say "mess human strain - full beautiful complication"

as if we ever get there

just a camera, movie camera, a broken little toothbrush holder thing

as if we all are "don't movie me right now"

some other way take movies scared to show my face me not a being formed yet I'm really not

how

look out unattainable meditation deep card of passing grade this scared deep cake no birthday celery green pepper fresh veggies feel better consumer calm out to friends of meditation just bustling bust me down pick back up with life

communicated slow me down to fast speed universe no calculation see

a little

become

ever talk in space poverty or say, you know, have art accompany you, not stink conceited, sit with me, present a sheet, my fingers touch it, look, look at you

man and woman on space station meditation two cushions facing each other ten feet away same room but not same room, air wiggles between, a sheet of air, a thick wall

give art, read small note, in coffeeshop, scared meditators, of oppressors, or local easy library sort of suspect you the authorities do unnoticed gentle meditators so many they get away

"show me your art" she says, dressing in black cotton, a grey thread, pin on, small clips, square of greys and blacks ragged threads, small can you blend in not see only if looking

he pushes sheet forward, he has small square on body too, threads leading nowhere

talk

his finger near small black words stationary like from book modern on a screen he carries, she has one too, finger near speak voice "away from moment" "in moment" stare, not interrupt "away from moment" pop in, into reality moment apparently

couldn't have better

wanted better

in this life wordy scalper fiction sell ticket expensive to my cheap inside make a home not charge

ever friends on take me home right here not allowed blaring reality find aching small spot can live any day

lovely words tinker car face pull in roads of these

like these park emergency break turn off all things come in

you are here

page zero one two 99 10-0

supporting this

in our minds life and lively

the slightest chance of development of airports of words near your face is me is you

have we been doing it all wrong, or way we say it, control it, give them us .. what is flying, from origin of thought, off-planet

oh my

you're crazy

ever slightest chance in room

how did you come to be this, awkward scrawl .. even words here, to eyes reading .. fly

dare to be, in room, that doesn't have full story

see slight words extending, cheap just a branch, a cut-off branch, trim trees, save, put white stickers on ends .. where see me .. write you, say to you, dare "augmented reality" "augmented word reality" things I dare not say, form them in a way I dare not do

what are we all to do, helper words in airports on grey screen, massive book of how mind cleverly gets its own in life, or mind snapped, soothed, grew in roads through air, saw full collection highways, come in the rest

stupid, to say, not book, not fiction

stupid

hold on, say a little, some allocation, reality, little minutes, for us all

I guess for things like cancer, you have to be careful, what you say, it is a terrible disease, and working away at meditation, if you have a heavy-duty medical grade chi kung meditation, you still have to shut up, if it works quietly, at what ails you, not just cancer

oh, a lot of people "get fancy" make farfetched claims "they know something better" "a better treatment" really, the landscape of inside .. we carry around our insides - we don't do much about them

quietly, see a picture .. "not really the inside" we can start there, sit with me, hard to find words

oh, to write to me, things we can't quite say to each other .. find some way, even think of, not of this dimension - what do you find, in years of meditation - do each day, discipline yourself - the tough meditation, just the sit-down phase of it, is an hour and 15 minutes through one cycle, you do two cycles these days .. but does it click with you, not just the time .. what do you see "when there's something to it" "not just your mantra" "repeating a word over and over" "and focusing on your breathing" that is good, you can start there, but there are further meditations "you get into something else" "of some other living"

the inside is quietly not just an inside safe poetic I think I'll read it some other year

I never was much for the blame me I didn't look at you poetry of that

not words harass me with smart oh without laboured over words stink of too much labour where are you true enough matey line of a shop for nothing I want just walk shoes wear down up with stairs no rent no render employ me so desperate for money of "the right thing to say" someone sitting by you

find me that ache treasured don't ouch me I leap too hard playing football in words I want too hard word flight no one can do sitting by an illness quiet is good enough and this sometimes careful

say some any robot 129 greying screen contrast not age

ever reach comfortable say a little more odd word electronics of saying them

your robot make something like that

sit, talk to a girl, robot too - words are important
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some scintillating electronics of bodiless "just please me" my nuts bolts maintenance check program but my soul or laugh at for modified words

of all electronics

who would have known, say into the air, and touch me

blond ink truth - we couldn't even see it on the paper

ever wanted truth - truth so powerful you feel like falling on your knees and licking her all over - no - get up - talk to me - about truth - in the words - in the ink you can't see

speak to me, as powerful as any

let's put these looks aside, could we, looks of reality, I am bowled over, earth so hesitant to be more, than it is, for the world

male, female, brain, lost, even to professional, educated, what are only of matter form, grow further, than stationary surface, of all the machinery, politics, continents

projected globe and us

where is our real truth

ever sad - aggressive bulldog blond, or misshapen, or arrive clumsy, in our media, capability

ever the camera's not right, the production isn't quite right, nothing about us is quite right, adapting, to truth, of us at all

besides lying conniving operatives burying any chance telling "of us" poor humans no allegiance to anything just lost, operatives of lost no paycheck on it no secret messages "don't reach deep enough" "where"

for earth

blond ink not written, blond words you don't tell me in equation find helper words empty poem room emptiness

stand have grey screen flip out from side, static on it, lines coursing, little black words, film, finger near, voice from behind camera "blond words" no

find blocked out come along find in erstwhile weather in the past odd earth sky couches never revealed I'm friendly book

not of earth, not of anything we are and ever will be

dystocia .. slow or difficult labour or delivery .. ensorcell .. enchant me, beg of me, bewitch, not sorcerer .. sad small meek of earth get groceries

ha

the production value, face and body of mind, and environs, of earth, meet sky, cry down, consciousness, other bit go through it, say out front

ever what's your face of mind, or can't even find mind, to say, among us - put on spot - grind it out - can't say a word

all the million videos, this person want your attention, this person dressing up, some way

what are we, deep inside, not even earth?

what say, call me, rusted metal bit from somewhere .. ever required "sit and not be you" "barely be a something" "fast"

barely be a something

I see you barely be a something - slow down - just stop it/ ever watch, origin of thought, touch delicately, go through you
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I don't know what that is
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I don't know
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see some, in book pages, drawings, a finger near a grey screen, voice talk from behind camera filming finger .. ever panic - much mess - build, what is it, talking

ever calm down, person presenting this

what are you, meal at home, get groceries, as fresh as is possible