Wednesday, 18 April 2018

right nuts dense writing I want to hear it and I want to float through it


so terrible give some street description

the garbage cans were dirty and banged floating one inch above pavement I don't even notice them

give more street description, don't give description of your heart

there were little hearts, it was not valentine's, they were made of clay hovering in front of each address, just one


so what a picture, a slight smudge

words in front of face

your address

give more street

the description, it is all I can take


oh, whole you, let me stare at that a bit - don't go in yet, please, no

I see "dense nuts writing words are just terrible loved by me" in you, I won't take

so go on, another street

the street sailed, smudges on bookshelves were somehow computer, I stood in front of shelves in bookstores, smudges were moving by on screens, beautiful abstract smudges, there were no books

I had given up

and I had this








Saturday, 24 March 2018

mysteries - as we live our life - and behind it - we feel


ever someone meditates can sit with you inside as you say yes

better than a film with stilted dialogue





oh enlarge pictures see true meaning, first words "evening the night to day not here, even now I can see you"

as if meditation communication inside

I cannot allow bars fold back dough silk welcome bear you witness, watching, okay tick wet

sound watch unclear on my wrist walk with me dare you watch close I could ever settle it be my way

humans








Thursday, 8 March 2018

it's farther than a fancy film and bad comments


augment and new word blow by me traffic me with your words, sit book, as your face

so neat me


ever dance ugly picture

person resume trying to be traffic so many of them themselves

notes know no nothing here on earth

spread social sigh no media I know

risk traffic words as drugs so flimflam me near you promised me love

floating we were both men women new no to touch words I lust for cerebral kiss so library rests spectacular shape here before effect starting as not origin thought here on this world

I see you come from meditation no define anything cloud has slight shapes to these words we glance away

penis vagina somehow now clean of being us for no sit grab sips of tea look at each other for liquid warm happiness

your words are said finger near grey screen this as you say them real "I'm okay" as this stark as book fleece face as face price pay down aisle books chosen as this flicker your voice between combine natural society has the book stretchy scratchy earth sketch me walk sky soggy here

so being bounce in not beautiful meditation hurts my ass or break in years float this book by through that life angles in smarter me lost fight for gentle the being not offensive anymore finds way to speak big words of sad augmented by book live greater me as that your complex computer is outside in park slow walk kind enough face of earth beckons it

formed then

now you

as we trade reading this way
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//
we all the books I am not made to be a book, support my words quiet as I walk around







Friday, 23 February 2018

what are "superagers" oh even past that, what is a strange story, the social access of a story about the things we never talk about


oh that's a mouthful, that title

yeah, but .. ever send letters, or have material on your computer, taken, or odd byzantine where does it go to, who gets it "ever anyone, might talk about it, in their lifetime"

you might produce it in your whole lifetime, and they might talk about it in their lifetime

and never

but a little

matched, that come across, joined that way, superbookgrowers, never called as if that


yeah, strange picture, look a bit closer, line drawing, something to it, want to dismiss it - try to see it - and just as if for "superagers"and "superbookgrowers" very tough to arrange that situation .. meditation, exercises, superbookgrower, a whole project lifted from your computer, somehow winds its way, do you half-not-mind, who touches it, gets to a person, who is good, purely good

but can never say this

she doesn't know what to say, where to start - assemble words, new creature, as if for earth, a being, as if beside you, as if just of thoughts, no body, can be that way

helps the body, exists with it

it's strange, after years and years of meditation, 18 years

a brutal meditation, that's too hard, most give up on

and the story out into life

superbookgrowers!

fantastic!

yogoof word combination tone down insult smile

as with all/ no way, get here/ agreeable shy thing







Wednesday, 14 February 2018

I often feel like a bookshelf offers good place


I look, rent apart my meant to say, coming along soon we were that

oh another pace bookshelf in reality anyone read another human being as that

more than fast

I draw drawings

plead for "see me down the road, not just this"


I'm really not some kind of idiot

I'm really not

see me steal me steal a glance at a friend's place, book on bookshelf, in them
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//
for a world

unfolding slow down

I can barely handle them, shoot a line find page smile to myself in my chair

reading, totally alone with them






Saturday, 3 February 2018

very sad, a person who's been abused, struggling, in this terrible world of money and power, some small home, someone can get away to, have poetry


we have those words for anyone, just not too harsh, naming names, getting very angry, perhaps save


the words of just "so reared on tired angry" "nowhere to grow to put it angry" "or years just slowly beast of tired still has muscles mobility move to peace" meditation

are you squealing on anybody, are you telling on anybody - what we can take - can only take small a pity so small droplet, deal with anything, as everything is going

share shale outcroppings slate I can't get the word

meditation - brutal practice - lines up, other mind, you don't have, other inner, not even a human working

as we walk around come with me, perhaps go to a big box packed flat furniture store, see plain, not too risky, fun, sometimes, furniture

no criticism, ever take tea, take time, for this, here

sit have inexpensive food good enough and hearty sit with me look at me how why when equipment computers finger near grey screen what are you talking about less now drift read this post on blog we are there too safe in this world to consder action slow inside world never had a say that will get us by

this droplet be mechanical walk more say hello more so drastic you're not deep not even putting on airs of that an unimportant other figure for space to spare

each of us








Thursday, 25 January 2018

it's really hard grey screen computer finger near words talk voice behind camera just can't do it that way


oh, the stress of modern life

so much confluence of seeming answers, then let down, shrug shoulders shrug face

anyone that could handle it


person riding bicycle, odd detached stress

words say "mess human strain - full beautiful complication"

as if we ever get there


just a camera, movie camera, a broken little toothbrush holder thing

as if we all are "don't movie me right now"

some other way take movies scared to show my face me not a being formed yet I'm really not

how

look out unattainable meditation deep card of passing grade this scared deep cake no birthday celery green pepper fresh veggies feel better consumer calm out to friends of meditation just bustling bust me down pick back up with life

communicated slow me down to fast speed universe no calculation see

a little

become