it's haggard trolling along bag of pieces falling off, legs binded hemp dirty hemp leaves no marijuana just rotary ropes farm boy city nothing

5:50 pm

Ah we all .. out there .. run into .. oh we don’t feel too good .. clash with someone they just so happen not feel so good, or almost clash, or is averted, or started, almost started .. people .. we all in big shopping centres, march maneuver like carts in department stores don’t acknowledge another face you just stand there, no this wasn’t it, but ultra-every travels, so please don’t think my writing about meditation is super indicative of super calm.

It isn’t.

With some people it is, all these great methods deep into meditation area where things work out.

They don’t always work out.

Sorry.

In reality.

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Oh, you go there a little.  With this.

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But society’s mind, nibbling chattering cubicles on a face opening oozing slap it, it splatters on the wall, produces more your hand just slid off all the slipperiness, doesn’t even hurt it, you threw your hand out, it laughs, society taints all goodness./ there’s a good depressing note on December 30^th, ha we all smile crackcheeseippe, we all sip relate cheapeasy, the latest “thing wiggit you can’t stand wing it go through as best jitters provide” “stand it” stand up poke through soil bloom, wilt walk away old flower we all turn out to be are – we thought we were cheerful with absolutelcreepy yeak kiss everyone – we don’t we aren’t.

Just get used, just get chosen what is the diff dolit to it.

Turn out song weeber couch sit sag stay withBut it is indeed pleasurable when society helps your good time meditation solid reliable you there don’t hurt me-ness./ I won’t no me of us half this type do see we ah get the partially are working on cheerful answers to society’s complex questions that hold up weather the storm

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Paintings like to see my eyes poke around in them

Great god better suggestion than my life, anyone’s life – buy a painting, even metaphorically, ah buy yourself walking up there in the wall a pocket carved out in the wall back there

Someone somewhere a person have a calm reassuring face and answers

Don’t dare say that to me

I’d slap you down quick, you fake, /Anyone would say in our dare to slump world

Collaborate on apathy drag up to the table have a tea with me

please

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Ah to even be one that can survive be weird be expressive part artist with oink fake fur galoshed mud whopimdripping weirdreadjellfiducking weeyrd spell just enough off now get back to street driving straight hug me dependable boy don’t let him in her he is really bad news he updates every day/ erk?/ in they take it, right from ihim/ whizbang keyboard fingers, people need to see me, no one I appear toss right salad as, no one anyone yin-yang yonder appears as, balance, we don’t say, the inner imbalance so/ “but he sells paintings fur a million tossed flock goo dollars” you mean? but anyone i say anyone carry some say it through, lost word chute lush hype of plain say the things none of us sazy that can’t be said, crazy say and don’t be weird

Just be comforting take a bold leap and be comtorting, comforting, contorting in your slam bad oh comforting try just finger softly in air calming

Say any impossible conductor ice age garage to now peep drive home any of this, to where, each of us looking, ironic in our slander of love, each of us looking, for love

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Ah we look for someone shift words come out mouth be driving words

Shift lever

Brakes

Be driving words