we all are afraid of a setup touch private words inside

we look sit with computers storage of all pages book, extra add-ons from around the world, all people joining in, but us .. the difficult meditation .. some people do, some don't .. look curiously at us, this extra to human life

paper I look closely cut paper edges shadows very slight

of me inside

meaning of words, large work the feel of me, many years hidden as each of us are, compare or see "not quite external art" lead me, have a way to talk, from your meditation
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meditation hurts, some sessions, you can't have platitudes, like "just be nice" it doesn't work

you explore, and it hurts

and it gets to something
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clear rock sit on up a mountain of words roll-call fall roll softly on flat paper

good

i am included difficult meditation some bare rocks gravel road without shoes or cheap shoes walk fool into life never been done slow strangers from here