ayahuasca respect for, properly done, but what is at home, just with us

what is a thing you can't say, a scrawl on paper

as if to say "it's nothing, I'm fine" "but you're lying" "a good lie?" "tuck it away" what is life, do you go to a South American jungle for an ayahuasca ceremony, spend 9 days, have 3 ceremonies, or something "try to get at it" "what's bothering you"

and at home

say nothing

scrawls of raise me off the floor, what I really am

we can't say "levitate" of at least say something

to anyone

can't form, words, collection, function in your mind "hide your place, you can't function"

what is "trying to figure out the number" of "mental illness" you can say, someone removed, talk to, code, they are okay "not crazy"

oh

in our lives "the glum say nothing of a pretty sentence face of sentence not you" ever stern, I want the rest, can you say

each of us from a child