meditation is not a pretty thing, of hallowed halls, money, it is tough, ugly, poverty, inner mind, inner space is tough to sit with, be around

see this

yes, person tries to hide it, what is ugly inside, meet with careful meditation, care

scrawl on an envelope, just had a peace of paper, it looks to me just here like a sex worker with a client, in a mishmash of ideals, questions, wants, private life, beyond her naked skin - I know someone like that, no I never had sex with her, but cared, I care .. in some way, peace of looking down and the word "peace" scrawled underneath .. she sees client's secrets, but does she see sophisticated outer space meditation secrets?

it's love at a high place bodiless thought not being concerned with body and face and age

but hurts

reach it

really, meditation is facing deathly pain .. when you get into higher levels

you make it through almost daily

entry key

life more than lifespan plate

we never knew extra paragraphs, floating with it

and you don't talk about it

the world

is swearing stink me I just did some here hen-picking typing ha lives of cars at sentences lissome none flexibility bark too beep beep hey get out of the way

I'm rude too

missing

to our pretty stories of sky

they get it too

and cry

would like to see when change "such heroes" nowhere, no guts to talk about the strange link lilt poems
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some way

live on, putter, in sweat over need to get papers together earth here for something or other legal thing that I need to meet with people for, oh just life, nothing I've done wrong, but just slow at, like a turtle, ha, but continue meditation, for speed, of mind, invisible of body, and get it to her, who

really, 18 years into it, meditation long years where space talk, hours every day

who and material, someone sees, that would know, the strange, utter strange

something else going on.  hang your head.

all of us.

tell a sex worker, in somehow she get it, through computer peculiarities, she forgiven "as even know" even in all the strange requests she gets .. she got whizbang friends, in computers "to know me" "really is we box when arrive tiny packets thoughts care the truth of life" do I dare say that, anyone, and she gets her education, on the side, or main part .. I mean, officially, as university, and strives here "to see the strange dodderdo truth" "any for any of us what years what face could ever say it real truth"
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sit some of us chance mind is not tea do you have if ugly poverty of papers said crazy let wait brewed in consideration 5 minutes or when time call in you of behind what universe insides mechanical sex lust of clients not that but beautiful why bicycle away words the stolen it's okay, we knew not the things we ever say anytime, could ever speak

I could never, dear, to your face, we know of that way, and it is almost requested greatest passable, life, earth

from where, the origin of thought, behind the ink of stand bear witness is there a link okay old-key hold hands smile humans dare silly see more sights what universe really say so