be nice to each other, for precious little writing, you can't hear - time .. to hear .. senses .. of sad, have time, ever something - not beat up yourself - ever wait, for senses to kick in, of this

I am here

writing, a room, quite a mess, or reflecting life on earth .. I don't shit on the floor, I don't have pets, stink of urine, no .. but I am a mess .. writing this .. calm of 3 hours 4 hours meditation

living, breathing, other creature

not romantic comedy, not porn - life does something different this time

be real - tired - no one ever made that more than a buzzword

credit cards, or gift cards, don't have a credit card / for real, buy materials, give up .. some word, plastered on my face "charge card" best words, transcendent / .. occasionally I buy something from the internet .. these cards here are from years .. what do they really mean, this context .. as tired grinning face is not me cartoon sad

what did you catch there, it goes by

sick, and catch clear sane a little bit extra to these days

what did you do today, read this, for no one in your life says this - not in mine either - but this is peculiar tired of art tired of book

it is this/ no bubble of protect city plexiglas nothing we are read in safe
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what do I buy? oh sometimes "pre-workout booster" a vegan type, it's on sale, sometimes during the year .. save quite a bit .. order a few bottles .. I don't buy much .. luckily I've avoided "trying to be happy" "by going above my means" .. read in safe .. ever protect best words insane a bit not edited by company

I meditate

publish here, into life

as in here/ was never a here, trustable fort pleasure clearing deep love in no concrete rings left with notes in plastic bags forest
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what am I like to live with? oh, I haven't had a girlfriend in a few years "how do I communicate" I got sad, just the sex, paying attention to sex/ when would I get some, don't say that .. instead ventured to this, to get this /, but not really/ so easy/ alive / as of course from grow up see linger for what words never said no world we know child discuss in language used /sigh-brr-cold beings - have house, buy things, as grow to be mature

I needed/ some nice people may have hinted "why life" I heard .. this

as a little here
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you know? / we are family of doubts wishes practical as this, got it / farther, of minds / and don't call me minds superdozeandwakecomputer / can't do in person - we never do
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as life hints world communication as this fumble crushed hope save words for later crushed lunch bun not too bad

"no, I can't say that" as brat-easy youme of kindness like floppy no dog to walk, big dog - of no thought, no thought known to run free get leaps earth .. produces little smiling faces - no known technological update - it's just not that / as earth confided it wanted something big from its thought

we mess mosey along - content not to do it the same - not feeling we're lacking - or weak on that thought - ha - building
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we love like and lose time of "world efferkaput" strain and anxiety, sometimes we lie in bed and bundle up - but we are no better
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as worse "can't stand it" many days

oh, some better, earth is warmth of blankets, cuddle, talk to yourself in brazen is night and day not show-off with yourself look at pure no intelligent language

long wear-in meditation course of words walk to work here time real life, very bad bumps, survive as mind no-call mind was real in pain

me letter long letter too much of this style as reach kaput wires hold as not live wires hands no schemata dream language of better shh-sigh-brr-product

think tank fall say made toy call pandemic-awkward toys of us speak better than producers we lacked job as that, sad we are barely toys sick-attached to humans bettered as education fling full no ever want stinking hard times toy, speak new as never call me advanced taxes hurt me being of not construct awkward be this on the way this page streets lonely out world no-find corner ogle internet for minumu flow-away mind bird playtoy is nature of my mind can't do a thing

finds flight here leaps from small box hold my weight of invisible try this space as commuter computer line afforded

the bible of the doghouse as humans are dogs much loved it is a regular house with no dogs just e-husp-er-ing-comwhispering compulsouter of a higher being a pet in mind communicate with as equal pet

we go, to find pictures with shorter ham bits comedy writing

an eye mess, watching me, is crude could be hint of any writing useful a million books written so tired for no communication, a desert, even of a wall with built-in wall-sized bookcase, completely filled, some spots left open, a vase there, two or three small framed photos of people's faces, other places

I could read and read, get nothing, but this

wrinkly, water-damaged, says "not here - as communicate" .. curated take best ones crap lazy is good, we have no more materials, past million-book materials

the libraries closed, from the not so cute virus is only humble "we never talked" with an edge .. even try mess of this, is this mentally ill, we each ask of each other, to see "something"

the girl steps outside a car, which has been following him, she starts to dance, in just her jeans and jacket, she says "ercoco is loss insane" she is 10 feet away, 15 feet away, he stops, has come out of grocery store with cart .. she shouts "ercrccoco ercyccoco!" as not get it I try to hear her language standing there, is formed tall cardboard thin nothing is sky UFO shouting like sculpture at no one making her, then she gets back as words tried to be on earth in car, drives away

what he saw

barge legal ship car walk slim no weight of comfort me atlas map continent nation world arms hug legacy no drugs stores streets .. go home ghost .. still alive stay there .. do you have a soda-daft-safe home .. meditate .. a tough one, abdominal breathing, no eat for 2 hours before, through chaos "be in the wired avoid world" as that push pin clamp soft no-never gets there, on lay off its own dresser system, even it, to answer, gentle-quiet - bowl of sun dawn pavement less soup, meagre existence, and feel better

we are ever

"funny game can meet you there unconventional" not a game, we say it abrasively lift smile no see smile just feel wisps of

ever meditate, but get groceries too, consider world too

when is vervezzers, what I call ET's .. do they seek human interpretation of the consciousness that comes through them, use it for human ways, yes, but what else .. consciousness consider story .. touch .. make it through "barely do an anything"

as tell us what local as fade and go sleep in no-body just behind universe we are comfortable energy of no-make as does that have details see these words no-make then do travel we have seen before, but it is no new, versions of us, unreachable durableoroloop original story, we see it do too, and are pleased

please tell me you've done that - tell me a little of it .. more, than greed
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never poem drive car be car appearance of projection as always skip dash - love call me as made little tiny words rest, as still go reality insert degrees typing all test of road lissomeyric poem here turns best of make for favourite is more than any look literally do day as shapes no think of story we ever could have made this way in head is leaking all over life as form it better

make us see you write softer no war take to words made communication no-make of a trillion things earth holds, our experience bicycle racks of UFO's are cheap and used to words, show us you can do it too our minds lack this story, we are not far ahead, we look, it ask us to join even though it has made more than us, we look, hesitate, join as paper clumsy appear as told long ago less than bodies float solid room we are flesh too as long as you stay tell us this convene materialize your less than think it real you pin it up due course it no-make not much jump to us farther than details confusing earth here then this as please less than real make words sadly be the better solid and it will work coffeeshop calm the consciousness is made to no accept ultra safe meet confusion is no more meet as words slightly joined with ahead-of-them-humans .. the words carry through .. strong as you said them .. in more open words of nature of consciousness behind you humans than we could ever be this join it touch it

we get it I see you eotu edge of the universe .. I like young seeing original no called often to do things like this young 100 years energy we came from a long ways this way to read this be mechanical join story as imagine meet humans in open discuss this low esteem books may be good find as no excuse code mystery is just byzantine words no version busy hybrid stem in make sense surface sticker .. and this

books people sad depressed press up words lost hooked to chi kung meditation natter energy on hidden road to us we read false key is real key no find this in internet, you at least got it out to some chance of we see it and us .. as you sit make twisted-poob mouth say nothing want to act as disinterested or never get to this

trust test

as we ask you float the words behind you right through human as right there

assistant to the hum within the human

I guess to detect it.

the man walks in the store, big box grocery/department store, walks as does not stand out, just another customer, there is no link to him, walk near and it beeps or something, people would have to know, he appeared somewhere else, some obscure story

oh, shocking on my eyes .. says "some words of book you could say .. some .. words .." as if to say to him, he doesn't remember, he appeared in any other book, but world

assistant to the hum within human in the book

so teeter on wonderful "close covers, open covers" .. be .. "what?" coordinate bot-of-flesh-not-activated-to-be-part-of-anything-care scifdossierscomplex could never be enough words written, and yet "trillions"

"assistant book" try to match get us out of, just be in plain book .. everyday, wait, for better writer, complete everything

purple toss imagining away white paper get back to a no way better world with hyper-failure imagination is actually to reality a mix you can't get, fail and fail happy medium get something

lock into that slight get something

awkward "fully odd story - make up to me - sit - 63% sort of an industrial bad green - we are content arrived no story make it anywhere - bad grey green is best as I think/ many here about it - story magnificent story - earth collides finger to finger in glove of universe ask pretty nothing glum sack written pencil finger own face" sit as babies her transmit great distances duplicate of earth jangle

read feel something tingle nothing there

in world of globe store library need it this bad locked into must get date of universe

practicing

for what more

a little bit of something hovering in the air when I felt sad

never find them, it wasn't advertising, sneaking up stalls of inking up, and over the dry parched inhouse-useful bridge flowing my mind, and everyone wanting to be noticed, it was more "invisible air" just walking along, and gently "no reality I know" thoughts poke into air, seen a certain look of green glow letters or form into black letters on white, any read a book at all, sort of, new, never get here

8:15 pm

just very tired, emotionally, spiritually, see a world, demonstrations, protests, information, websites, selling, clothes, jewelry .. buy .. decide .. put off .. never a place for “missing talk” “missing of the everything”

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(the person stares in their own mind, ever access private mind best little tiny things)

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8:20 pm

with “missing of the everything” join, seek out/ this/ do you mind if anything tested approved reaches you by who, who is doing it, dropping, setting

no known way

for nothing

capture that no information bothers you as no way get through locks, dole out a little, it is real

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why a simple crude "appealing" drawing, delivered by such sophisticated ways .. stare .. even your mind, removed from the fray, has a place, it can read, what - approved - would help world - it seems almost extra-no-known-book-terrestrial-know-me .. reach us .. but where is it after all media why would you seek my inner doubts laughter smile I'm too dead for this world why is it all happening it is big lights bright humble turned off slightly have screen of don't bother me, any designer not from here dear me choose have that, grow up as show face this way, of all of us

oh, inner no media, never started, I see world, wants money, I never developed me, if I have sex with people want money, but I want more than money, what comes along, to say

ever be in the room

being what looklike
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no, just kidding
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here's some writing from inner book I wrote, not a being for earth

2:30 pm

what are we making with each thought .. what are the steps, wake up, go about your day – what does the human make, what does the being pursue – as sexuality of chasing money and then asking why is money everything and life should be more .. and the strange “nervous to say words” “of these” for a sexuality, unusual, unheard of “even make” or odd creature behind it all “make nothing”

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slow, never reach here, rub up against/ millions of words, slow, we take grey screen “we don’t understand” “each step of being”

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for this doesn’t exist

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so end of offline writing, back to blog here .. yes a slight taste .. of million page book .. we never get .. all of us

walk there

have technology, grey screen, flip out from us, take a page of writing, film finger near it, talk from behind camera "watch me" "I am something else" .. hear in me not available for air of earth I am breathing what is no dimension at all we seem to see and hear be around breathe in, please come, what not us, I feel as me too .. legible .. here
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I do not do in life

what is mentally ill call all chances that strange beings in eyes of people gentle strong, shudder, shutter off, when is "alien" as that in our person our great universe, just as people, the further people/ or soldiered through many years, diagnosis, they could do nothing, and then this .. created