we all deeper never seen the place are shocked a new house "did I used to live here or what?"

ever years of meditation who has time to take off life take off job take off purpose how you greet people see people, ever wear you down, inside

to see you

we are not that, we definitely do question things - but take a rest - don't blather on in hurtful things

the mind wander across borders get permission or ask softly in meditation

see what you're not supposed to see softly over years ever the time off "the human can never see this" ever dot-dash awkward feel yourself resist as a human inside, meet your inside, what you used to think of it as, the old one, and what's really there

not much of anyone to talk to about that

you're not the life of the party

but at least you saw the truth

there is some comfort in that

and then leave it all alone

and rest

truth of world hurts so much/ ever see torture and exercise your inside one you never thought you had - important to world

the work on the hustle-bustle - unnoticed, balance it out, nowhere

a feeling everybody seeking stressed me too it takes years ever the bad and good human and refuses ever a slight glimpse in how you think everyday

travels with you a pocket cotton hanging there in the air sitting inside the pants of your head if such a thing exists

ha if such a thing exists

in all of us/ air invisible think not here "you're needed here"

ever insight objective spaceman calm been through hell calm only some days meditator

lost allow wander there lost get lost creep ha world jostler meditators in the sunway too say nothing hard feelings sit and say no do sweat day nothing shakr sentence here just sit
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odd almost giot a few sopelling mistskes there odd included .. little parts we jumped enough expert only human thought

yeah we see all the pictures increase gravitation explode interest attraction get you, unfortunately I am more, you cannot get me, yeah a little, I am sad, developing

we are all developing

or scared the bridge inside to where see floating things our heart not our human heart share scared to reach in meditation jump across become it

sad a little

poke draw

the world, I see with my eyes - I am starting to see through it

oh everything - words written in a sentence, photographs I take ..

ah look and see, odd aberration - or okay

mistrust it - sloppy, or what is a thought without a body - a bodiless thought, in a skin of thought

doesn't need us, or knocks on the door - asks, in thoughts

we all are afraid of a setup touch private words inside

we look sit with computers storage of all pages book, extra add-ons from around the world, all people joining in, but us .. the difficult meditation .. some people do, some don't .. look curiously at us, this extra to human life

paper I look closely cut paper edges shadows very slight

of me inside

meaning of words, large work the feel of me, many years hidden as each of us are, compare or see "not quite external art" lead me, have a way to talk, from your meditation
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meditation hurts, some sessions, you can't have platitudes, like "just be nice" it doesn't work

you explore, and it hurts

and it gets to something
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clear rock sit on up a mountain of words roll-call fall roll softly on flat paper

good

i am included difficult meditation some bare rocks gravel road without shoes or cheap shoes walk fool into life never been done slow strangers from here

sometimes governments do a good job

oh a small thing, but something

a big thing

the ghosts, or encouraging spirits, floating above, treating those on earth

oh who feels what in their hearts, nudged

as poorer residents reach for flowers then

it's okay
it did a little

ah, we all try to be kind "people that are not there in the crunch" we love them too

be careful, say no names, people the world over, billions of people

love

if ever get there tiny kid's toy tank beat up metal flower petal taped to barrel tiny kid love in heart innocent has time for silly things

we all do

oh we all .. a little messed up .. promiscuity won't help .. beer won't help .. tan walls sunshine from eyes look at walls in your head we

are all there some

kinda lost, but explain, lines, hard lines to explain add words to

mess, guy walks away, girl sits there, he looks back in colour and scribble
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why is kind of holidays to then spend time explaining what bio line ever explains inside

bio terse not much world years
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yawns, cuddles up with you, geographically, not seen key card entry in smog so walls maze

ever push smile at cough the cordoned of webs thought