the fitness level, of meditation, hard grueling work, now recognized

oh in life we run we lift weights these kinds of things all good, done safely, in moderation, or careful, if elite athlete, but we all take a part in it, or should

and then the fitness

of meditation

coming into it now, worldwide - but odd "people that can assemble meditation into talk"

what have they found, odd story more than meditation brings no words "I can't talk" "new story" in no life, stand there, be there, I am at home, I don't dare go out, with this

ever "what is that" "clear up picture for me" face, as if sliding in its overlay of colour or line, get stable, words say "we have no way to go on farther than this"

ever say more, but still dumb

I'm always dumb

of these subjects of the sky and furthermore

hold me, some other method, augment me, by a book, grey screen, finger follow along, talk from behind finger, film the screen, my finger, but not my face, hear my talk, illegible, stumbling, of this subject - ah, I feel better - and drawing, go near with finger too, lift up, film, slight media, basic "I have nothing"

for this then "of world"
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ever pay me one day less or more days, or no check, check me as ask me this no way voice of reality, ever come in where are you from, develop steady 10% steady through the years I have known you, give sad ends beginnings
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why develop the health or pay slowly after 40 years, that sad .. pay meditators .. be part of life .. wake me up in my words that walk around fly hover of another dimension as I just struggle to say some of this live life don't know this at all "I know you" "fitness of this then" exercise in this at all, know this exists

I hesitate at words