in a slight quandary
another time .. you are world - don't have nervous lack of status quo things to say to shapes, sounds, senses/ were going a different place, exactly, this place - what - not used, of picked up turned around and around, judged useful/ you, never say, no one ever says, to it - great/ - dance lack speed movement anything forever dream locked inside going without artifice, not self-conscious link me real to what I'll find out life/ older in the get you shock/d with, in quandary, not speak
/ 9:45 a.m. Friday, October
18, 2024 / I heard a radio show this morning, it was around 8:30 a.m.? I’m not
sure, but on 93.1 FM, here in Ottawa, Canada .. so it was about, they had on a person
interviewing a man and his daughter, she had helped him, get a book published, his
experiences, he had been in a war, he had traveled the world, a bit /“nothing
had been said” “much”/ there was a language thing .. Vietnamese, and English ..
/and what you speak outside the home, and what inside the home, Vietnamese .. /but
as the people talked, it became apparent, not much is said .. /things from way
back .. things from today
We like to think/, and
here I’m extrapolating/ a bit “/that an /app” “/for our phone” will help a lot,
you hold the phone/, to someone’s face – and magically they’ll start talking –
it’s quite insulting, you get there, in the actual practice .. everyone suffers
this from people, all the people around them, it is just something set in stone
You say a few little things
.. there are no “grand expositions of moments, a half hour, 30 years back” “really
tell me!”
no
-
And friends today, and
families today “some say ‘it’s a lot better today’” please wipe that away, and
whatever thing nefarious, you’re going to do, next moment
-
It’s best to include a dirt
road in fancy pavement .. walk away, even the inch divide, step there, even a
lawn, don’t walk on someone’s lawn, small lawn, downtown, even touch with edge
of running shoes “eekech!!” of “paradise” or representative or real
Where, a letdown, speak
within locked sunlight, you can do it
so that bit of writing, this morning, after being up in middle of night, meditation, going to bed early "the whole thing is not so easy" "it is not dreamy meditation in a monestsry"
no
-
here
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