the slightest chance of development of airports of words near your face is me is you

have we been doing it all wrong, or way we say it, control it, give them us .. what is flying, from origin of thought, off-planet

oh my

you're crazy

ever slightest chance in room

how did you come to be this, awkward scrawl .. even words here, to eyes reading .. fly

dare to be, in room, that doesn't have full story

see slight words extending, cheap just a branch, a cut-off branch, trim trees, save, put white stickers on ends .. where see me .. write you, say to you, dare "augmented reality" "augmented word reality" things I dare not say, form them in a way I dare not do

what are we all to do, helper words in airports on grey screen, massive book of how mind cleverly gets its own in life, or mind snapped, soothed, grew in roads through air, saw full collection highways, come in the rest

stupid, to say, not book, not fiction

stupid

hold on, say a little, some allocation, reality, little minutes, for us all

I guess for things like cancer, you have to be careful, what you say, it is a terrible disease, and working away at meditation, if you have a heavy-duty medical grade chi kung meditation, you still have to shut up, if it works quietly, at what ails you, not just cancer

oh, a lot of people "get fancy" make farfetched claims "they know something better" "a better treatment" really, the landscape of inside .. we carry around our insides - we don't do much about them

quietly, see a picture .. "not really the inside" we can start there, sit with me, hard to find words

oh, to write to me, things we can't quite say to each other .. find some way, even think of, not of this dimension - what do you find, in years of meditation - do each day, discipline yourself - the tough meditation, just the sit-down phase of it, is an hour and 15 minutes through one cycle, you do two cycles these days .. but does it click with you, not just the time .. what do you see "when there's something to it" "not just your mantra" "repeating a word over and over" "and focusing on your breathing" that is good, you can start there, but there are further meditations "you get into something else" "of some other living"

the inside is quietly not just an inside safe poetic I think I'll read it some other year

I never was much for the blame me I didn't look at you poetry of that

not words harass me with smart oh without laboured over words stink of too much labour where are you true enough matey line of a shop for nothing I want just walk shoes wear down up with stairs no rent no render employ me so desperate for money of "the right thing to say" someone sitting by you

find me that ache treasured don't ouch me I leap too hard playing football in words I want too hard word flight no one can do sitting by an illness quiet is good enough and this sometimes careful

say some any robot 129 greying screen contrast not age

ever reach comfortable say a little more odd word electronics of saying them

your robot make something like that

sit, talk to a girl, robot too - words are important
-
some scintillating electronics of bodiless "just please me" my nuts bolts maintenance check program but my soul or laugh at for modified words

of all electronics

who would have known, say into the air, and touch me

blond ink truth - we couldn't even see it on the paper

ever wanted truth - truth so powerful you feel like falling on your knees and licking her all over - no - get up - talk to me - about truth - in the words - in the ink you can't see

speak to me, as powerful as any

let's put these looks aside, could we, looks of reality, I am bowled over, earth so hesitant to be more, than it is, for the world

male, female, brain, lost, even to professional, educated, what are only of matter form, grow further, than stationary surface, of all the machinery, politics, continents

projected globe and us

where is our real truth

ever sad - aggressive bulldog blond, or misshapen, or arrive clumsy, in our media, capability

ever the camera's not right, the production isn't quite right, nothing about us is quite right, adapting, to truth, of us at all

besides lying conniving operatives burying any chance telling "of us" poor humans no allegiance to anything just lost, operatives of lost no paycheck on it no secret messages "don't reach deep enough" "where"

for earth

blond ink not written, blond words you don't tell me in equation find helper words empty poem room emptiness

stand have grey screen flip out from side, static on it, lines coursing, little black words, film, finger near, voice from behind camera "blond words" no

find blocked out come along find in erstwhile weather in the past odd earth sky couches never revealed I'm friendly book

not of earth, not of anything we are and ever will be

dystocia .. slow or difficult labour or delivery .. ensorcell .. enchant me, beg of me, bewitch, not sorcerer .. sad small meek of earth get groceries

ha

the production value, face and body of mind, and environs, of earth, meet sky, cry down, consciousness, other bit go through it, say out front

ever what's your face of mind, or can't even find mind, to say, among us - put on spot - grind it out - can't say a word

all the million videos, this person want your attention, this person dressing up, some way

what are we, deep inside, not even earth?

what say, call me, rusted metal bit from somewhere .. ever required "sit and not be you" "barely be a something" "fast"

barely be a something

I see you barely be a something - slow down - just stop it/ ever watch, origin of thought, touch delicately, go through you
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I don't know what that is
-
I don't know
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//
see some, in book pages, drawings, a finger near a grey screen, voice talk from behind camera filming finger .. ever panic - much mess - build, what is it, talking

ever calm down, person presenting this

what are you, meal at home, get groceries, as fresh as is possible

don't want to say much, augmented by a book, new always no new thing, not allowed, can't place, just by social mores

asking for words, on grey screen, do we carry a suitable "touch them" by our side, extending from our side, a screen, a holding space "our brain" "what it was" what is accepting help, or can't in our privates, the thinking, no one know, to suggest it there, raw, can't see, what a divide

film our finger near words

voice from behind camera .. oh .. wait media .. wait a few minutes .. for me .. a me ..

a symbol, on a necklace, left on ground, a paper, coated in resin .. oh, keep, swing from neck - no, to be too obvious .. in things stretch on, can do nothing

do you have grey screen, a framed photo of purple grey flowers, for face, and a sculpture, you keep by your side, for body, and drawings on a board on your lap, for body .. can you ever, in your words, come up with the truth .. send me media .. be back from life, just in house .. in words you create this way

a guide book, you peruse, with finger, build this mind we don't have

a database, a wait-media-base-not-started .. we all feel .. take small parts .. give existence for

scribbles "see my body" we each want "hear me say some words" we each want

expert - can only do this back in our house - back in our house
-
hope meditators hear, back in their house too .. meditators create further, as we create further - furthering book - not so easy - furthering us - expert, clever, kind, nice - not so easy - each of us - keeping to ourselves

I think we all have more, not a get-money-more, just something about us, someone would spend time with

we all have odd pictures are not likable enough, pressure to try harder, raise them up sell them way harder, nah, come with mere low mess in eyes in distant in me outer space

now

yellow post-it note, crappy expense, study each other, words said, meditation strong, even to friends of meditation, small words, take home, to meditation session

the m-stree-monks/ what are we those everyday wish for chaste and caring life never had much of a stop story pause go out into the filth

oh life is damned go along straight curve road brain okay

the pleasure, sit with each other, know a little better

drawings, finger near grey screen, for finger near to just computer monitor, follow words along screen, talk from behind camera, for world we never had .. or do at home .. too scared to do that in the open - don't have a method
-
we all help out meditators - back in their homes, quiet - we do grey screen documentation - try a page - be brave - add up our "skin' of this - send it back into the database - a meditator might read it, shy

we are all friends of meditators

at this time
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seek pure ones, of the filth, and their quiet silly mind

if ours to share some sad sleep filth clean okay moderate very withdrawn hop on hope of world trains of spot thought somewhere here

in what say no say

no picture inner mind not earth fold over sort out while on earth ever

to give

the messes, in day after day, meditation, strength - do you see it in the people walking by you on the street

ever, to the soup and water bar, fancy name, not so fancy, shifgger, soup and water bar, Torphinein, the man, might have a little more to say, other story, other than the usual - Sgemizzle, brings hers too, other story, other than the usual - people come to these soup and water bars, share experiences, meditation, quiet try, other than world strife, wars, unrest, arguments /to push? /at what?

ever sit, people been through .. backwards .. or sit in meditation .. hardcore .. take ego away .. take life away .. "or the push" "forward" "into nowhere"

ever look at

to remove life "you push" "you sweat" well, in your brain, overworked, no thanks, humans moving matter, whether you pave roads, or teach students, wondering where it's all going .. ever meet someone, scared, distant, doesn't want to share actually story as meditation goes into life, meditates, can't set up, share any feel of that, not a feel of body parts "take liberties" no please don't/

any

the hellish share odd words "when people only want the same, the same" ask for this, around the way, can't bring themselves to do it, yes do, hints all over the place, show me a drawing, sit, and complain, lovely say word complete complain comply crease fold over my attitude unfold

funny picture, eyes, look deeper - anyone even have the ability, counter their rush, ever say these words

ugly notes .. do you have the actual paper, or scans, computers .. ever meet, or stay home, pretend "world is a better place" meet, have soup, crackers, a hearty vegetable soup, hand cut, chunks of vegetables, a mom would make for kids and husband, or husband would make for wife and kids .. world .. city .. walk the streets .. of lines .. like these

oh billboards between us .. silent, at home, might have a video of a finger near a grey screen, runs along line of better words you'll never say, not pickup lines, but words soothe the world, have appear the extra being can't appear in world .. voice from behind camera, as finger directs "perhaps words" "you suggest"

people show to each other .. backwards, away, being I could never get here, to live in world

oh in the last years of beginning for space faces tell me what you truly are, no movies sci-fi made up patches on coats, just sad meditation hardcore the best at it, have a story

happy chair hope to see you again, the limits warmth, says a person exiting the equipment of talking, finger near words, you do your best, be in the camera of face scanning has no hookup mind anymore, less, the slowness, get a real person, whatever clue sole purveyor that is

book "in my meagre trade money sad man woman warmth helper you" the shifgger soup and water bar, ever daylight large front window let itinerary fly in, met a person there, has setup of which year now to name internally, grey screen, finger near it, for guide me I grow, they talk from behind camera of filming their finger near words, do they have some of the story, are they nervous, nervous of years at just beginning, have a claptrap life sealed off, finished, ruined, or feel that way, meet here, a too mental landing pad of paper mind scrap .. need these words clue better school no school, no planet

land in safe extend warm hidden dream reality or keep going standard say little but shocked to tin can camber odd slope talk then are mood get entry words with last of energy words from space a friend, any story, catch first edges, metamorphosis cranky 17 years emblems stripes of sit on stiff light on you cushion basic sky pardon life meditation, view human or with us to the friends of meditation go, latest hermetic seals, out of the depots and entertainment and any distraction windowless of earth, see us real space faces, near them why expect

friends talk

what is "show me you" "ID" strange story to go with reality walk in park, day

as if characters woman Sgemizzle man Torphinein, ever meet, strange soup and water bar, really extend, not high on drugs, not high on sex drugs

no

ever limit branch literature

sad first try

writing, my name is eric sewrey, pronounced "surrey" but not really me, none of us are really us .. the sad construction reliable responsible

we moving into the figures of facts of that now

all world see

why not really robots .. we are not a lot of metal just faces that lie .. we now have a grey screen "a tell me you are that computer monitor simply available for deeper lost words" plain as you, I see more roads nonlocal consciousness, go no buzzword, open doors, word processor words on it, of this .. are we complete, all sites, so scared, to reveal, any, all of us worldwide, so scared, extra expression/ when I/a framed ogoto no photo yes of purple grey flow flowers in the wall of space, we sometimes use as our face .. together sit "use other means" a framed photo hold up for you to look at "as me" "as I am with you" "different" present this, creating skin, surrounding space, and then us, there

the way the Too Late Veer walks, the newspaper in monitor filmed irritant dodge burglar lay off, awkward no-find media

poems filmed on security monitors, nothing left

people meet to go through a 100,000 page impossible books

"I can't raise enough interest in you or 5me's"

are we available repeat wobble just puppets no way another version you need to say I know now

sit in town, arrived shifgger soup and water bar, the sign, a hearty vegetable soup, we start, already stared, at her, him, for books, tiny memories, appearance, being deep inside, in the city rirpiplopo, hey you sit polite for hours over monitor of reality.

Sgemizzle the woman looks at Torphinein the man .. for clues .. a when eyes 100,000 page book memory tiny you scrolling by inside in their screens, manage to be outside .. hey you they top it off every so often, but don't look anywhere but missing inside

or set up, talk behind camera, when where that creature, voice behind camera, as finger follow lines of book they can't catch now
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"you were there, you or 5me's I talked a little to, or you were there, I could respect."

we like pictures, words, finger near grey screen, a soup and water bar, meagre implements, these days, life, extended

sit, people sit .. Sgemizzle, the woman, meets Torphinein, the man, at shifgger, the soup and water bar, in the city, rirpiplopo

ever story emerge, do they have small meditation skills, are working, to get better, or who has more, does she have any, made a date with him, more intense skills, on the dating map of paper in your pocket or keep flat in knapsack meet tired denizens "meditation deploy lives to city streets to walk" not zombies, at all

ever touch, sit, have a hearty vegetable soup .. how do they make their money, hook into meditation, strange other life, only way now - sure, we have life - doctors, finance, garbage pickup - but this now - ever a chance, what's inside .. never saw solid glass wall, solid steel wall, inside I never knew - I assumed I had one

we all did
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Sgemizzle says to him - "slowly, we go .. tell me how, you meet ET's, in mind, you meet eotu, edge-of-the-universe, origin of thoughts .. we are all matter bodies .. except the eotu, what is the story, emerge .."  /  "okay, that's enough" says Torphinein "I see you've been reading" /  "yes, I've been reading" she says .. or fingers near grey screen,/ crazy gentle cars round table words pick up you me ever silent now years soup click kitchen people with troubles, no, when/ finger near grey screen, this content, words, this one, Sgemizzle and Torphinein, they present framed photos of purple grey flowers, or something, nature, antique, hold up instead of face, melt to behind screens, finger follow words, film finger, have voice from behind camera "get to me" meet

"yeah" he says, or the voice software compute filter or get raw pretty any inside "something get to me"

life sorry range cattle words arranged smart what, musing on sit why long steps.

happy morsel extra story

ever on a scrawled piece of paper, give me, talk a bit about it, languid worldwide not a lot

man walks in water and soup bar, not fancy, apocalyptic we have a little

sit with drawings all the time in the world tell me a little about yourself do you have internet connection for what then, meagre internet, soup and water internet full bowl of subsistence

some I see-some-mess, I'll sit with, straight white room, beige no furniture, soup bar, all is in the drawing, lady suits up sits with him, talks about it trail on/ drawings and plain clothes no makeup no wash a bit very plain, and drawings, show me you

she has her own too

what a world pare it down, Sgemizzle and Torphinein they talk a little no more surface pounding to be the one, they haver no forget money so much actually still hold but hold you deal in you really embarrassed value you an inside now

dreams of meet you

Sgemizzle the woman she sits with Torphinein the man and tries to begin all the world has series of begin, show me suck success away poison accessories feel better berth of hospital all our own if you try to show the inside

Sge asks Torph for slight more

Sgemizzle sits with Torphinein and they make loose bowels no don't be rude shifgger figure out our when slow love on drawings touch me old man of still young in limbs move but concentrate on this then in roads stacked with flowerpots of faces draw me how you really feel stumble with your words about your good drawing now

world now and then knows any what it is .. ID fill out forms licence drive you roads of extra map never get to I thought I'd have death and never anything else never this tonal described .. curtains over drawing window

later on in meditation, and book, and a book augments human life

we all never see awkward shape form, make material embroider thought sew a something else, thoughts, of thought by itself, does not make body, surroundings, where ate you, have to be something, not just you, separate, shy, come out to hover, comes to talk, separate

thought be just clean of flesh mind memories

gentle key or rattle the chain get out world of no words, air of words conditioning no dot in coffeeshop, sit with friend, show drawings, and finger near grey screen of words, suggested and never used never here you talk with great aplomb none mountainclimbing don't have a thing "sorry, my snack" as if dunk string begging tea to sit, never could come up with anything like that

see book a bit here I put sold hoot okays world planted unplanted undies understated celebrate sigh tiny talk of no dumb pickup me, okay "some depth" never us, stand by

ever standard format the lost people in rich texture culture art politics but nothing

we all feel
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actually, that's quite good
-
"start" she says to him

on any

sad meditation, not steroids, or heroin, or fentanyl .. sad meditation, torturous, find you

it is very hard, not have bulging muscles, not be the handsomest guy on the planet, or the prettiest girl on the planet, or false drug trip "feel happier"

it is sadder to do the hard work

what do you appear as, being able to talk this, from inside

where is that

tiny unseen no identifying characteristics

human carry it

how

this is just a scan of some things picked up from the road and grass in a walk I was on, in the "Experimental Farm" / the top right, some stickers lying on the grass, unused, folded over on top of each other, they use to put on stakes, identify things

ah, they try to grow better plants

ah
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I guess for all of us .. "better" unnoticed how to touch and encourage "it's not even us" "for human consumption"

"tell me some"

"I can't even"
-
what are you, the hardest stretch of years, try to conform, not want to do wild thing, or person, fed up, collapses, did you collapse when young "were done" "were effing done" why climb back, finally find meditation, not your first choice "for do anything"

not your first choice
-
a serious type, it takes the whole morning, start off, the magnification phase, then part of the way through, I close off partially, come over here, to my desk, write, on a book, maybe post things to blogs .. continue, 100,000 page book, augments me, in moments I just can't be me, in life

and then after writing, I sit down to sit-down meditation, on a cushion, stiff, enough, my posture, supported, back unsupported, just sit, an hour and 15 minutes, one cycle through, guided meditation, by CD, but tough, the personal story, the personal fortitude, when face, human doesn't want this meditation at all, but does
-
-
even more than be nice, be spiritual, /.. find the unsaid, it's not mean it's just not the facade still even of "be spiritual" what is to stun and be accepted

what we really are

to not lie, but stay quiet, to not criticize, work in all the confusion

there's a lot of "lead where follow the conspiracy proof almost proof" and work, and eat carrots and hummus and crackers

and work

at exercise and meditation

at the hardcore versions, at extremely difficult to learn, and maintain these 17 years, meditation seek a book on your face, flutter through the pages

who relies on more words then, than human face

to ever quick scrawl express - meaning

to each other in the story of life

enough to get to a park, stay 22 minutes or something, even get a bit of nature, before traffic .. some beach glass, well a rocky shore, a small bit, the river, the university across it, but stand there, pick up pieces, time

what is story, unavailable

we all feel, someone build

ayahuasca respect for, properly done, but what is at home, just with us

what is a thing you can't say, a scrawl on paper

as if to say "it's nothing, I'm fine" "but you're lying" "a good lie?" "tuck it away" what is life, do you go to a South American jungle for an ayahuasca ceremony, spend 9 days, have 3 ceremonies, or something "try to get at it" "what's bothering you"

and at home

say nothing

scrawls of raise me off the floor, what I really am

we can't say "levitate" of at least say something

to anyone

can't form, words, collection, function in your mind "hide your place, you can't function"

what is "trying to figure out the number" of "mental illness" you can say, someone removed, talk to, code, they are okay "not crazy"

oh

in our lives "the glum say nothing of a pretty sentence face of sentence not you" ever stern, I want the rest, can you say

each of us from a child

media all tepid over, back to book, but modified, oh finger near grey screen, I talk from behind camera, on words, just words, make story, I can't make, for future

ever not muscles, running, though that is good, brain, being educated, schools, though that is good - I walk on up ahead, what is it

oh, silly drawing, don't you have more polish

oh, all of us

damn cut-out letters pasted down scrawl over with marker sit with computer equipment your finger near screen plain word processing like program plain words film finger near that's all I want now

talk from behind camera "make up something" "or like story"

that's all I want now

so difficult hard story words to say real life advanced human

talk to me, hold up framed picture of purple grey flowers photograph for your face, I hardly want to see you - get into this - have drawings on board .. oh, show me, trade me, us, as this now
-
pared down humans so exciting a million photos then I want nothing
-
ever advance "this can be" hardest linked "to words you can never quite say"

help me!
-
it is this then?
-
for humans - see my face

neck brace words stumble car accident of along sentences of life speak to me

we just can't make it, a lot of times, if we have friends, family, just can't make it again, purportedly, to show up, talk, put it off "should go" no insult, no big lament, point fingers, it's more years, lifetimes, humanity

try to see numbers through form face dog apparition ET people from sky .. make it interesting .. so long lag

on earth

ever see that, bring books, or repeat stay in body, my mind is not in body a lot of times
-
follow me, how a picture

ever funny I take the time to read that "oh, things won't work" "don't work?" yeah, don't we all know "life is sure plenty ugly" scrawl your honest no skill no smooth out make pretty/ see you fresh words really touch me/ full ugly situation add up/ beauty in barf cleaned of step in it on street in bare feet just showered you were an angel .. not so far .. hold me this truth "you come from one side to the other side"

move through my mind held stationary, all my problems, life, 24 hours, a list of lines I say, dangerous, evocative, clean, will propel humanity forward, something else

brill-I-ain't .. other misspellings scrawl through life present just as you are scratch out paper say awkward meditation learned "something"

ever sit down at table, is there a grey screen, you run finger near, film "some words" help you, say the impossible, or life meaning, long time, years, work on expression none of us have

scrawl on paper, some of us, years practice, messy, and words messy, meditation, suffering, see it, break through, dirty scummy and loved rightly wrongly rungs of ladder climb laid on floor bare feet avoid not hurt while in society and love fresh innocent emerge new years

ever drawing on board, on your lap, film, voice behind camera .. and words on grey screen, from 100,000 page book, nowhere, finger near "show it's you" "live" "screen flicker" voice from behind camera "creating anything" "to human" ever while you're just sitting there

all the while just sitting here

oh, garbled, in the statement of clear face I see you

if ever "say the usual things" be excited as one human be able to talk to another human

can't really go to the rest think of "I am too excited"

sorry
-
am I from this earth, ever plan, the rest of the knowledge, what does it rest in, bodiless beings of thought
-
that seems silly, at once as just I can't reach that now, scratch face, lightly, touch, get on with talking,/ in a room, I know how/ oh just what we were - it's hard to think of - that there are things other than our form - what are we all, for earth, the form providing some story that should be contained with fences then, and you get to walk outside of the fences, beyond them

carefully, we are not imprisoned, free to walk a little, see the other

ever short bit caricature cartoon easily a short walk in eyes brain understand or wondrous shimmer some then gone read "I have more" to provide

some android sat for a cup of coffee and sketched a picture

aren't we all like that?  like forests grow, but a house in the suburbs, like weeds grow, you have to at least trim the weeds back, get them to a certain height, to be "presentable" / - who?

android sketches, not growing .. the weeds grow, it rains .. back in us, our mind, not connected to human, doesn't grow

are you there

have you arrived to earth

to do what

it's strange, almost get a likeness

ever access universe for words, as we are already doing

ever respectable "I can tell you're doing that" "it is real"

human put aside human

ever you seem to accurately have some access, are kind to human, your own human too, weave in, don't scare me

ever with equipment, computer accompaniment, build story, in the room we are in

you scare me, access helper words of book, and computer accompaniment, film finger near line, have voice from behind camera, help you
-
ever lump of disagreement, we are in the room, ever invisible not matter, not made of matter, eotu, edge of the universe, be coming through masks of whatever humans are in the room, sure they are humans .. is this crazy, or with meditation, and maybe you were a bit of a strange mind to begin with, ha - luckily you - find us - for earth - much pain, set this up - ever understand meagre earth not hear this roads into head for long time - ever nonlocal consciousness beyond couple of fancy words walk in town do speak have real ever interrupt ask for this in relationships life earth - some way

ever the odd chance do some hidden speak refer to all the way defined appears

ever jostle in "just what can be"

the gentlest ever another person in the same person you're dating, ever think of, streets, of thought, never handle, never appear a day

bring that up, stand your ground

ever have it

show me you lying down there junk and stand up fine line drawing

touch me communicate this to me
-
ever know it

crazy calm holed up hillside meadow walk escape out through windows of this writing for family of words besides walk around in parking lots to drugstores and to grocery stores never say this assume tense be around town

you left me behind in nerves and abuse soft confusion poor meant to be inside and you made

life so fast no time to tinker loamy earth roost of motocross bike power around track silent clean ghost word of love with unknown mechanical such as this

trounce weed of lawn grow flush mammary city globe all never tender past breakdowns have soft east west all directions north south acclimatize look down eyes sky discuss on say humid grey stay in easily

you

ever move real picture

kids grow up, watch videos, life gets sad, watch movies, see real life, or what passes for life

visitors from sky sigh, they don't know the real guy either

fast infer images from19m 29m 40 tesrs if wuek/ last sentence all garbled, earth, sky, reality face lines age matter appears how we see think it is earth we don't trust or go along sad

life

ever talk to me, through humans, through ET's, each individual, tired, odd macron figure solid invisible tired to say something ordinary whisper wisps of words
-
in face of all putdowns, establish something
-
ever it's needed "just as it is" grasp in meditation "stench stretch of land" say in your culpable sit caught do deed of meditation ever caught ascribed documentation from sky see you out
-
ever words funny

"those are funny enough"

near needed

odd string of bleeps small lights in thoughts

where are we coming from, what does it want, in performance

what is really a phone call "in"

ever the string of light thoughts be messy as if scribbled light slowed down not smooth finished not a care not in existence

thoughts

the way to flop and cheese out fail and think ha

we all kind of "get there" modern heck doze loss drive on more to life .. some spacey meditation thing .. we all think it "our body" "space" what really is going on - it's not drugs on earth hallucinogens "free us" what are meditators, quiet, alone, failed

ha

ever "system" nothing nope can't say a word

you know how hard talk is

ever in a conversation establish full bearing what the being is

ever walk along question form of body ever remind being "I'm here" "what is here" ever develop that .. some time it relax reach earth "human knows"

calm blue lines sky picture not popular lost vast internet

view me tint has tiniest life some touches respected odd a smile

meditation for what ails us, person in front, going about their business

what are we, what is the great story, there are so many details about human, it cannot possibly be a story

ever legible tell me strings of words out your face or what seems to be your face

can meditation bring you that, years of hours a day "the torture" or difficulty, human does not want it, wants only themselves, is scared then, bodiless thought, in nonlocal consciousness, roads from beyond the head and face, the whole body, person, feel the rest, gradually, words, very quiet and shy, just be themselves

words acquire body tiny surround them see through grains dots tiny

I think we all stay up at night waiting for secret strangers

oh on TV or streaming movies or stolen or legit

we all wait

ever in a room, ah someone talk different - ever challenge reality - so brace me it's coming in brave - appear as something different

no one does that

it's too hard - kudos to movie wakers/ what's that hey accost me touch me daintily ever strange okay reminder I go up to you/ sign writers costs - congratulations made it here in a little bit didn't

ever say difficult ah confront me with other reality

what other one we wish for to be as strong and formed.  /wear it in enough it becomes a some you can see do/ forget/ wasn't said well enough/ presented well enough/ to forgive/ it's much smarter/ ever struggle here/ love us/ as our reality

tell me something to explain

secret strangers .. ever in difficult situations for loved ones .. ever whole life "were you ever going to mention this for me?"

we rolled along in life

dare edge of paper of each day
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I knew you were there say this too late I was in and out of consciousness for real life

where

do you have an odd drawing, and few words?

sitting at a table, developed at meditation, a swearing fool, no, none now, have better words, than commenting on woman's bodies, being dirty, have no originality, or it spoke a little, was there any - person dying, man dying, it encapsulated, central body, flesh, meditation power coming from where you don't know where visiting kissing softly person in between

let me see no stretch of ground I can't see a picture sooner

let me see on page

words scrawled over scribbled over say "poor humanity, eh?"

as if sit in a restaurant booth, have not much "yes, energy visits me - in me travels through, not sure - I say this" "me is dead" "or pictures, I bring a few, put on board, flat artist's board, would sometimes paint on, smooth, get from art store, I just use, place on .. show you, as if give .. are our fingers greasy, eating French fries .. or do we sip tea, keep clean, board, do you have a board

no stretch now, I can't see another picture

please

odd you look at drawing, you say to me "you are useless, as you, body, person, male, bag of bones .. more, we are harsh, I know you have more"

he says "for the phlegm, for my choking, a meditation, or unable to rise"  she says "you are a creep"  "I have been a  creep for a long time" he says
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drawings push hold up what little contain

world, creeps, of words are so boring I thought you had more you hinted of more you a person male, female, redeeming, someone ask, this new ache me led has no new form

ache meet
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saw that drawing there bring up rear farther down peek

"you ever have anything" she says "in all the years I have known you

"and I willful invent myself too to be here nonclassical conversation I cannot say or think this stay

the fitness level, of meditation, hard grueling work, now recognized

oh in life we run we lift weights these kinds of things all good, done safely, in moderation, or careful, if elite athlete, but we all take a part in it, or should

and then the fitness

of meditation

coming into it now, worldwide - but odd "people that can assemble meditation into talk"

what have they found, odd story more than meditation brings no words "I can't talk" "new story" in no life, stand there, be there, I am at home, I don't dare go out, with this

ever "what is that" "clear up picture for me" face, as if sliding in its overlay of colour or line, get stable, words say "we have no way to go on farther than this"

ever say more, but still dumb

I'm always dumb

of these subjects of the sky and furthermore

hold me, some other method, augment me, by a book, grey screen, finger follow along, talk from behind finger, film the screen, my finger, but not my face, hear my talk, illegible, stumbling, of this subject - ah, I feel better - and drawing, go near with finger too, lift up, film, slight media, basic "I have nothing"

for this then "of world"
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ever pay me one day less or more days, or no check, check me as ask me this no way voice of reality, ever come in where are you from, develop steady 10% steady through the years I have known you, give sad ends beginnings
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why develop the health or pay slowly after 40 years, that sad .. pay meditators .. be part of life .. wake me up in my words that walk around fly hover of another dimension as I just struggle to say some of this live life don't know this at all "I know you" "fitness of this then" exercise in this at all, know this exists

I hesitate at words

the days, see a face, abstract, from side, it looks like, as smaller picture, as bigger picture, look in

what are we all

slightly - could be a face from side - slightly

ever see you

ever ask to you

any of us do oh made some appointment do I make a date or at a lunch meeting to say this .. ever materials, a grey screen of words, my finger follows, I say a little from behind camera/ some is spontaneous, some is guided/ as if ever/ some other place/ you pause wait for me - this delicious so valuable material - of me and you

I have a drawing on a board too, I look at, push slightly lift up, film my hand do it, my fingers - again - give you media .. when you see too on your screen, screens, of cold media, warm media, unavailable - us

when you give so much?

when you?

scared to open up in practiced together adult

must always seem on point, together, never rattled, collapsed for 40 years to give this
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oh

ah, systems, no way I can invent another system, tired shut up with words

ever feed into meditators I have a grey screen I run my finger along, don't touch

what is that

reading, ever I try to find out meditator's language I don't want, I am helping him or her, in life

complete a circuit

frequent wanderer

more down-home
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really anything to prove say now - meditator afraid in house risk - great story - risk - all systems in place - money finance religion, ignore,/science retail/ walk live I wouldn't risk a thing to say any wild in room age I am

world ever contact mushy wet towel

communication

shower

damp towel
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sad me anything at this point, can we walk in details massive 100,000 pages touch tiny spot world what is stop in we see and are blank all systems language horde or share in mill of last mind pool of murk tint bits blur tie-dye ochre mud fly not slap with spray run shoes touch edge of puddle read exercise made help and all of us to this?

we ever feel world in book blankets house linens make me

not so bad

scared people in houses, beat up by life, find quiet small recluse solace we feel as reader touching pages

ever lead the movement shrug shoulders a very slight not walk on do not gather friends for pursuit

we are all sad

ever loud, too bad

slink away again

no say
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system, shy, all you can do to put in a meditation a day

and a bit more, this

ever big and catastrophic and ugly and mild glum uncare and dumb

no

ever small the big happy blue sky ground of earth some days

not tethered to be owned made keys loud jungle door jingle size of sky size of door of ground of field rain

ever particles broken up easy to take key

raisin of trail mix grocery store slightly on in conversation

mind

we love to give not threatening sky weather

such a book

mild happy not much to say to counter all evil, very subdued "thread to wrap around it all?" no

we ever, a little picture

meditation is just very hard, takes days, years

and things that go on in life are to do with person-to-person, not get along "what are you" "nothing to ask"

would like to ask

any, before it happens, world, any "I don't know about you" the weird "there's a stretch of ground in meditation" "all goes wrong" you face that, the eotu, edge of the universe, travels through that, wants to, it is a human mind that has not been in a human body - it comes not to be a human body - come through "crazy words" "succinct" "sweet" you might say in a tea with a friend, a trusted friend/ or anyone/ dare/ the 30% hidden, what I call them, ever "you've broken me, increased my strain, my stretch of land, in meditation" now it gets through and it likes to live/ the worst pain, sit, poor thing, like to live, very sorry to live this way, humans at each other's throats on earth, but the consciousness it produces, the ugly consciousness, on last legs

come through to say odd things like this

if with a tea oddest to say painful, can you see these words come to my lips, it is very hard/ it is not easy and it is not easy written, I'm a bit tense here, even writing is hard, access blur bend wires art fence don't touch work of art them border influence come another day, in for life, what have I accumulated, learned, to go into a person, like into meditation, don't know

no

we walk in place, what place, seeking mind that scurrilous barbarous no c'mon when scared thoughts scurries falters stays put is strong to be nice on hard subjects when

ever long title .. ah place on sign .. long trailing off scribbled words on lit-from-behind sign, how long will it hold on, catch our fancy, grow, live

ever awkward sheet, not scanned properly, or edge at bottom - love me - what I can say

any of us, not able to say much - what does humanity transfer to - forward

like have a drawing on a board, touch it, not across its surface, but lift it from the side, with your fingers, hand, film it, you struggling with hints "anyone have hints" have a grey screen with words, even these lines here, ha, organize your mind "for so long I have said nothing, absolutely nothing" ever grasp evolution not even a word not even our lives fast to say "smart" not for this .. define you - you moving through you - what even is that
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cafe, stopping point, say something - drop in to "stopping point, say something" walk in, set up equipment, say something

can't even
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even have .. recognized equipment for this, recognized faces for this - I can't - ever society, computer company, book publishing company - we all scared, it's legal, but we're scared of it - us, grown up, powerful, numb, set in ways, no rebels for this, past life, of leather, motorcycles, it's more words, quiet book - can you

real stung me all in stinking risk damn of say a few words cut my finger ouch or inside accident labour scream go fast find words like these here