Friday, 14 July 2023

the strange little bit - you realize something is missing - and you can't say a thing

 

and life .. be peculiar be in the midst of lies .. or not lies .. but can be comfortable .. until the reign of "not termastartroar" ruining it "oh that" sitting alone, no longer vestibule of "loonverycalm - in I mean, on" "come in, radio lookss like a persin tine grt feel listem tocch .. where sre we, yu 4ver ask, ecen omrne pu love, nt ven rmfbtic, at all thrigh the tss 'ask thus'" no .. on ham in, the "in" people .. it's okdy .. btf


no




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I dug yiu


whst, ny grave


no


no poer, no holdings .. in reality .. fsc, feeanouts .. wirds febesrrare wnduwe wee-sall .. but hve thus .. were


ec od us ask, of life



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some of it, blurry picture, is not meanig anything, has no use "I could find, discern, begin ti soeak it" avaliblee stsrt of thus world, swinfling away now (dwundling), more ths my practcal age, ot is wht O see or gesr cnnit make oyr whs to do





Saturday, 17 June 2023

really not do good suffer open to people better than you or this is good life

 

hey, it's no good, yeah - I say it straight to your I can't today face and we'll go farther


take a rest even step out to outdoors outside frnt door wildfure smoke afim tuday "littke 'read trifje' in cough-cough make additiomal marks to paper heart my eyes in scum smog tught-hbd low crier of voluble uterus, orange kestrel totters front polysaticon burd strude besde t 'pollutd air'" res subdiuvidem be sqyashed, no swim in ld toys "everythug was perfet'


just efhoy, boat dry land be pen aisles and vague in as curt etude off for kale mistake in grow a lovecery stury shop date lovegrt yr in t


you repair niw


ntyre ghas no gurguveness trees jst flutter never had s hidfe yoy ti brgin with and look t you


pretty pictures, multi-faced it doesnt hurt me wring-spell like a real life hod me i;ll share mine thid way too but be proficient stay safe do this unstable not seem as any too much anti-anycomplexity, rising to walk cities, ok ant and ah I'm just a personbicycle has some weight in me dywnt talk lighten me inner datlight like an accident inner day-to-show youlight is not press a buttn face dlashligt o aniother in th darking emergency yes now it is walking pockets ipened nit yech it was ever pesent inglated tires, prper presurem tghtened blts, irs okay, spoles, wheelfaurl true/mind, nit byulfing eyes, conne on come connie? people from sly sky ahd eh an no need here good nir-guf near enough gruff readily kind pulls me out r-cynceot-gormat-realhere "speak"




better strength through try at this strange stuff link a pillow





pillow line hard to flatten book turn oh-ice-ages on ow-ill-silent-make adhutment noises more orignal empty war-chillow night sufrer-rev up night alone in book no one erite evryne reads nit too good

no one sad admit sniffle tie up laces of mouth talk this, start on this, doesn't know here is a parking lit fur books sill of place bed RC cars- abbreviate all life, l have life, but do this - slip in live tawdry years good tears can't even xp-nearest-aisleldi ti bra-explain y ever gt ti be all through this d do things like this

remains legs mouth be okay

not house flaw flow hard-hdr no one knows call it don't quest it

I just stay quiet these days a Lot/ general anonymous of people inside can't find it but go there do





Tuesday, 11 April 2023

shave no halo

 

in tired times, threatening, or dull in threatening? anyone feels .. just the day "of the world" like in a glass case or little plastic dome, shake it to see pollution fly




as we all "ggopd srt" " ' O yhiniy says good stsrt good srtor a art toilrt psoer you look you hve ti hiw healthposter for the onsude mewall" trysge hime, triage no beds availdbke wander thr house numbsopussusbesten slow csa,medul chew from face my own fsace from nude phone asks to be covered upsde maaw extends diown wufi front of chest of drawwers my vidy pulling ar yryung to make ot sick ycjs ... I;m nit on drugs .. a home make health, do seroys dedusting meditation, dormitory my just quiet home came rmertimes fsde "lsrger amounts" no planes smiggling gopod clean vbookpolls voteks mostakem identity thr look at "pretty travel" on iturned tersenet "lose my core polite cure noenergy wall the plugs the cords the love need all other durectuons bit postkugs eke a elecyrucity orgu-soup=astyc" it stall a night, or brave erite dsturb-o-pleased but kind-didtrbed next day "get it out" wharophine wary app mooth is so tired go out try to talk if evrythug or currentky in my country Ahneedal a dai cuity, kind of odd wesrger in my no flesh poke holes on dhopping bug citues of fail fasterulerues carruts bryccolu, ride bke in poor as bike ratesdt in poor level crotch 1-story be no one fast quick just a but riser -lrgs-no-oil-ckean-srunbgon two dates sipposed to cam-url-sure up to 25 degress Cek-please srand aside celsus? sells uswhuch is writing crazyJuly weather, not April .. ___we all say thus whike walking plan ceekdeblennimjeer an ___infyrnstuin wards all vuty all psrts of world are__ semi-undersrandable yake a vibrattrying had no joke bucolic wonder cintrysidezz too many words hugh as a health care to press into you reach sad "never hears this" careen yurroadiuthe "liveky try a walk first when tudayu timorrowso hesitant guve thus as 'here'gee" suddenly beserk or play board of like a makeshigt beudge spelling any ti the workd thus we find in our hes "the wards" ward off silly break-fadd into dace and so-cold-we should wrm up biut are chased in stillness dreams chased with stillness look at each other stop .. feel pain of cannit grt it scriss run .. extended sense to run as impruve health with chi kung "but it's been too much pain for me" the trudge through snow on esrh if olu a mind shared unu-srat shiw smileiversal plar-pleasuire alone knd ith a prtneres of food fly in sky look over ege yiur crruts agd potsties tassels slow t be hasslled smecsred smck og "aything" busszz voluable breath keyboard husk sinflower plst esten by squirrel climb its mdginbifcebce chobblet juk ah the wards, crazy of sedate information sickness or lives its own body prepares to leave gido-wait wrute hispital walk intrudyce this fair indycmtnt sell a street corner salad words not sick as over the years world be "this"___ world has working streets fubbel rate a come-onhrough here .. funrister team at all i serois risk debilutstung-illness cbt/ no oil fir rash skin movie even if nudemible/ the cllsge or a move edunu swing slowky mobile of stuff wure and steel plates in srt galleryceturues "it was better worn mice from compouter" "nie it ifnt so sad" cindder thus to moive niw ever .. inderbest riads ploabke nderground words psge no deoth .. depth desth, if you dint find depth you'll diebut thus o effect buy a sound polite to send people nites like this wiork at thus the only way, our vrhd persinal depth poor world says it will meet of this listed to me you when anyone of earth to others like this reader grow very slow .. idealism tempered by realisruc aged go surpruse make anything from that to see tufgether "gathershsre" "grow fields now cnsciousness not here bunnies effmes thus" sfter a rot all, nut quite grey destriyed wrkd, has thus makes ore ths sound d feel in rubcasfe .. of words rub cafe.. makes more .. life .. to tred o pebijer woykf nit be wise compulsve-ute make more blahsobues in colour .. greed-baby fur feel ad touch in nit even nituyce too lste !!! has sourceed smile in ohsun "waterexuss" these plants here in yimminy place oo, fellow wrd if insatiable no grt this" ity pleasant rainsn there re simr bad-imrts kind developed all here cig-no-cigseloersted celebrated here as sly thrn ipeniedfe .. of I edge-of-calamiyu love s condiousness sines i esrt5th dryves ad meets thus dune wave can chsrge ekecyrinics sigh heart .. fkesh .. still thsjfully sune sand sine bleep a chafe cireiller chaege sunshine proprty tax where us ipportin properunway .. feel plsce words idd soelling byukd a sreet tax and politucs here reuininin dyd iur bes live "but not from here"no book on hand .. bursness of gloves in book fits on .. relly, of thus .. thr happy barrel many psges develop small in criwded workd? happy whiz-no-nit-whuzusssorsskrt syry sustenance brese sfa hese very scsry days fur me I am slow but alive you see my rerrur yoiy feel t I sgoubj away you have of esrh fyr care about me touch lightky "this never here" bring into flowerbed at ight lgs stems lue there soad a lurrke slim no dint grt drunk .. or days off sufferig "ask fur thr bliss" "for dot kniw why dares placeemt the coulur dutt pouxel of clean a bit floors exercyse ti walk on esrth thus way, thanks, I thsk so mych, so realisryc I'm scsred say too mucj be alive ti try this from ntuwhere, in yir nilieu, of cousw, hsbiutst inrelligent "if this thr" we faceechoe-tubeview furtue furnasplab futurepeculusr food nit off or heakth recoyse vutamns become these full ram on sosce insde no one kniws like this rvel gentle push share if couse in inverse-proof of liveeuoerstun" "statuin eorkd find you your house of trsrrumpld trerndiys effort turn n lowee temdiys


tremefoussimperin all no vdruysbke faux TV screen rasp you up in hug not from ill centurues cjammy rioughbit


drills ask not fur pills insidedrugs stare shape this screen nit here yiu fbd a way no way


bet the tiger invention what msde thstther rism these animals from informdtyin wards love me everyone says





Sunday, 29 January 2023

Stairs Snow

 

I was in a million contesrsinents, of snow tears, of dirt, of heat/ oh greez it just won't spell anything will it .. everyone lip of oh okay lied and came thtough, or half-lied, or made the best of it - what are we - what are we all - these human creatures?




kind of a lonely holding a cup picture - I'm so sorry for telling you stories, or opening my mouth at all - anyone says - a billion people, of tech and thrift me ask for timestores .. no one, hazy be procured real, the weather "can't see through you" no one go take a few more photos gp on kniw ecj pther yesrs tjst's a ryde thig ti say I like ot you msde ot


peopleodke in expkdin ot up to there "yes, thrn it guves wht all this is"


dimming sky


of hold your own, be the being you are, no one knows, not sex-change operations, or physically be here, or youth "of physically be here" "money change operations" money is nice, but a crazy joke, getting crazier and crazier .. walk with me in the snow, of just this backyard


as much as we can see


in

-

the youth of meditation-created-being, of bad story-created-being, blended, of many more "calls to eke out preparation, build, not know how" "begin" "even see" as that piece, this piece, we all want, to anything, our job


not born baby, not strange world "we just did the best with" as beings that "know" their part, stodgy, not enough "accosted past and loved of with being here fsrther than 'csrry ot out' 'I think I will, I see things' now that I don't, with these same eyes, silent camera, viruses, at home, be with 'in the house' 'out of the house' nowhere at all' pour down on internet, pretty storms aren't last dues in club not formed, from "they look happy ah innocent love life of plants water plants out a fir-naughty-have a candy is thing spoken is light form be as silent film a backyard you are cleaning up, some music accompany mine scarp piano I don't care notes, or graze assume a kiln .. showed the this' I knee three don't .. still hours was grated" as if function "words spell orate" "backyard total .. snow" fringy walk .. fall fall fall gently a lot this year, more this year them any yesr .. is it .. should have invested in double-snnoebloeronsyesd of slacker, a butter poky, for vsbk of hdnd vibrestes mountasins as I go iver, UF-utter flubO confused align no mix worth human nowhere to go create spell odd nostory


bleak lovely task, eotu, edge of iboverse, vervezzers, himns .. not a lot "begin" "a story" now .. either ler dyen, not kee ot uo, grocery dtures ajd bonk a loss rains and everything .. lonely turn away, into look me in the eye .. scared carry out story, see it happen snow miles and miles, exercise be strong carry this like bad swearword pleasant garden new snow another year of good same enough I don't call it lies this time, my own wearer, east is up, each of us


weather/ wear wet, wear cant-o-be scintillstung bells hind eith vase-floers-alone in it anuthig we want "no and yes, it idnt anythug we want" make this, stumble put a photo.. of med-shakeout .. feel the train behind the lace face heed photo mind


not cells, serums, drop droplets under microscope, no, nothing like that


wilder eye nose can no fly drone eye silent, more silent than snow falling


--




the sad beat of music bestdesk last at picture, beyond grasp the punch alone shadow join why up sunnier, walk with me, no ask feet in complete you are picture, no ask body, a lot of stiff askme there why-scrape rot the of course know reply, I'm really going at you now

--




a bit happier all reunion lie render pinches, or pine bee no buzzed need jest, still alone on show none very bad bed passable, or back of bike no picture oak tree pedaling small, has tux and ins, some things buy don't live surround opt .. further in the yard, black oak .. yoyo get wall-wallow-saviors from it, menials saddest like it .. or anyone, yards no work type or spell-repave, snow, plants, beck stairs, front street dip steps

that's all there is

and the house osttacize even there

of all of us
-
say something

of this, /after absorbingsdfter assirbsring world to turn a crap will never be there oirn fur srtirying up so much chi fro hsrd work t medustyin. ahd healing yourself

see sew-snow fall, on misspelled  squares sew them together can't think of it letters a face should be with me

thank you world utilize spsce a tiny ywo-sosce dhpuld be one-spsce quilt

I am okay, telling this miles sidewalk squares look up no just walk beside building one being no need look sharp as now its up its own wall of arms needing me holder honey edify mess less, middle-of-road not shopdrugs, just walk
-
rows any of us article for snow fluster ache writers no time like hours like thiscameras in hand of snow at us make their own rot-camera are watching us on the walking waking no figure rise out of snow, no pattern

walking

harness harmless beings free the lamb

each day try

language in this world freeze my push at you fill in bad-spelled words then correct are not accurate or read they move along, there is no wash wash of just glow dirt go strange live in a vending back chime home each day go out because you're vending-all-crazy .. or feel snow now tell no one but you, and everyone .. tired spurted chi energy or it wasn't hit back of sweat pants pulled down .. so noun yarns plunders on sweatpants likes in swear pants sky nothing live person ramblers was there a long time go is alone as this now ever the eotu edge-of-the-universe paradigm glow grid story makes us all as this now .. ever we couldn't help on set with paper towels under assume ask for order it I'm sorry no criticize anyone over cold effortslaw by "better cabbage worked it isn't, title the heist go slow and ask on the day set out desperate no hey internet / on set with no notion of scripts "ask me ajhd tell me ahd converse bscl amd furth" of pill bottle smile/ a cadre of less computer of daily no build last mitten why new memory just give one laser a look forward moment in had it of lasers shuts off in wool mitten .. become beings not scramble see image that, at all



in


no snowflake be fancy ship, of anything, now








Tuesday, 7 December 2021

I'm a bit slow, of video, walking, behind video made .. of life / we are there, as not silly msdtryx of d hoodf movioe trhjrey wortk hdsrd ..? to spell it out, greeasee my palm, grt passt myt oiccup heere so bad to try - latyer, spell a lot bertter - whgen - can we coiverse, as us, humans

 

we all want to sit in a theatre back from us as we walk along, carried / see, referred to, some slight feeeling we cant maker ouyr .. invubsrte,/ incybate/ inveterate / .. failyre ../ of course grt uinti h9oimnn feeelings, can we / see, somreione impribve / .. no super-people sdeper-preople super-dyper-deeoer, nitr gds ./. watch people, if nit-cinbscious .. not-consdcuoius .. of evcerry momrtnt filled .. with just what people do


oh






emerge later, talk of, talk as .. what being you coodlefsrtblemoish talk lstre crappy of coyrse poh all trhis time lste crappy now is that


not a teeter in sanity, not sure "is he playing a joke, let's rush at him, tackle him at as therste, of sky, and blue .. sad ewryte wsatercolite in tesr eytees sayinmg nithing" please don't, I am syriugghl;ung, I msy try toi keep it lught, my trrue pasin ids nit dsttrrsctyve




Thursday, 24 June 2021

growing up to grow up in mind not here look to space not even space

 

do we have anything in us, lightly surrounded by crumbling pastry


ha




oh, ogres, ooogly-eyes, kiss, love, like a woman to the best man of her life or accompanying to man no there just crumbling pastry .. nothing there .. draw it .. drawing says "want to go outside my mess scribble not even my mind" anyone fill in "can't read"

-

we all in our huge stores .. need no paint .. need no vacuum cleaner


ask someone

-

faint helpful won't chew your eyes out

-

will be shocked "say the weird words"


ever

-

in the passion silence weird words express nothing silent corner right in the open of the world


store






Friday, 5 March 2021

the interaction not known - words crummy book - hero no more, of words

 

why then, cannot say certain words - don't come to mind - augment me fairly, as "never going to say"




when is carry computer equipment of no carry at all of no short note I worked I suffered in isolation I came together to say something I cannot say


dirty note .. from someone you know .. plain not sexual .. just "couldn't you do better?" or "glad to hear from you" little things, across distance, of human not understand human, or gloriously in strange language


when


are you going to do that


"take me out on a date, of words, you can't use, will never use in your life" she says .. filter through make coffee of crap mind is a bare beans grinded make awful addictive drink or speak straight and clean water just water at him is she kicking to attack finished or crunch toast be alone home alone without words exercising no communication ew-are you ever/ world stay away, I am not riderude in harrumph communicate/ don't want a sweet drink just tap water I trust thanks/ be away from men, she thinks .. be at eat an hour ago of food some nutrients base level stay alive body no extras happy to be there this say poky with this ew-writing too, get a beer mug of water, put on stove in kitchen, do burpees routine, first back-saving exercises, then a good scheduled warmup, then burpees, recommended from marine soldier, /we are all/on internet, just plain, no fluff, tough, and his recommended stretching afterwards


trust no /internet/world, /date/and some, to say - what?


now?  augmented poor flavour, no part of fine sad-advertised lie to me company of food-yllls yells I always get I like them no now way tell then covid keeps me honour home/ food of "oh I like to it u-y you why"


sad at paunch paucity, not enough of something say to ill consuytime sway okay sit redread now embarrassed in these to me's I am many me's .. years mess .. of just world be floating through air not virus you breathe see better decide to say, not strong a lashing out be see deplete any energy now


give grow me pumunder light of sad contained safe me am I here where is here to say some


sit sat at tryble trouble me the on the table no odd video and everything


saying all that, somehow


clean drinking water words


when show spread of land head tilted back videos deplete my chi king meditation energy .. need to not take sexy like cocaine goes to my genitals need to save and ponder, back and forth, able to/ topnotch gone wasted am okay .. veritable tableau no one wants read, a wanted it-law of stay legal and just hunker down get better "it" of human definition, all of us, hard to stomach realize that/ weird call a caution-king good




the day's words say "the ugly harsh reality.  do poets train in knife fighting?  somehow I don't think so."  of life, harshest training in give terminating a d-halo shallow life my own and living husk of life risk no knife me in words no, accepted gentleness goes somewhere nowhere yes a lot now and then catch me saying this never, beauty de-free-rewrite as real talk you can say, please don't bring a knife .. in a parking lot, grown men and women groups and armies of park cars put on covid mask walk alone go in get food, it's that nirmal get out fast/ never soell irmalsay/ soil fighting, over serene words they cannot say - too pose pretty roll me along cart wheels grocery store limit sanguine danger so consider choose words in what world sucky vomit won't break smart bread just be fast enter eat terse poetic nightmareie nuance I'll ever try say slim no extra nothing there spot-on-me-comlanguagepute-modify these years go rentalk mind say stay rental this grunt in bed as reality now these ones are them, top of too due-say-nice-things-dumb peanut butter is still food, and jam, strawberry jam, sometimes a treat .. necessary bullish butter me jar jam jar new so older please don't buy me car come alone walk for world.


she waits for unabashed sleazy then smart adorned world words of that mistake fancy.


that blumble pull say say anything like this.


when you show up.


in her life.


she already knows you.

-

any of us, no rough word train, no pompous gumption of computer be my side ally, in this world, meditation, as story, suffer, scribble at drawings, be in a house, stay safe, of communicate lost anonymous get off the couch of stare TV lush wait of covid is not good enough .. touch me - but that was the "gringe grittyoverall feeling" "no arriving" words it was always there, never there, as tally up rude, just enough, slip pig words into me as talk glare subside into order gas more in car go to station occasionally warm bed you eat food of lie alone content ate early enough do sleep hygiene sleep good


some was


mistake tether words be private yuck abomination better tender add up covid times reconsider if pay take-out ersatz words sallyrose okay none buckets blocks can unlimited of chili crack can open of need touch flesh of first say "okay it's been a long time" since talk, any was done, this way, never, okay slow interpret .. any .. to it


found wordworld win a talk


words plump push, I wish world apologize store extemporary unimportant someone said fun as alone brittle brave battle touched serene scarred hillside of smooth what's her inner won't say from screen scared to say awards show to me this much me and you in that camgirl site car lost lot find as exit store furtive ever most snow brushed off windshields still selling trying to make my way live life


abandon too much easy see young girls exposed, not my place, take fast shortcut, tip tokens, get groceries dull average barest no selling find in rewerp reword deer-p-in-toilet nature lost no-find internet move about social no degree hashtag nothing I really want to find


bleary found accident words say as form many years still accident writing skill at fresh new no human has honestly need some don't know what to call it get a good oink go through again see others as not rash intercourse need to be me


so bad to live honourable no one section and then I'm so terrible cute use you all other time sections to our marriage of politics purse lips kiss world time hours plates wrapped taker-out scar to me arrive strategic rife phone pose order to my head .. low hear need companymind never get through to other minds we'll cake very occasionally need brown wholegrain rice and raw broccoli baby carrots raw, a meal of no fancy just eat me as some soy sauce on rice and some what to drink .. it's all toboggan hours still on flat ground .. be okay ../, / we wept/ no cry/water, /get from fridge/ plain/apple juice/ surviving refreshing/ just leave me alone make a story to me this avoid compiossibplex road drive and fun be all over the place dungy you re-entertaining slop professional deducement know how go-odd it is, try, meter my angel .. mere strip too drive park crunch know me call me in short time life to say any like this go on shop never do there unidentified satisfy smaller wiggle to be warm in bed alone of this even with others fast life this level what I want from empty drifting around words to no being I ever met, all of you, augment now, found one suitable, property, not for sale, minds, y-teetewrthink this no identified made world progress wasn't asking


words we are done


good to do a walk mechanics this to you today to the cheerful way disparate coffee-air-pollute-drink-me as we all are comshownothingplex words


good to date as no body here to see as no walk born as a baby of all of us some older age never do this quite miracle to computers anything