Ah what do you do I mean
aliens all around us – oh sure eric – but the laying it on thick, governments
having to come out of hiding at one point, ah we won’t talk about that, but
little aliens pointing a finger making a joke
I think they will
really
It’s all peaceful
Some people make up things,
there’s efforts at deception “we want to make the aliens out to be bad” “to
fear them” they really don’t know what we mean .. all is love, or blankness,
just sedate, at peace
Zipping all over the
place
At high speed
Oh yeah
Oh things to get used to,
their ways
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Um, eric, you been
taking your pills
Ee hysh ha .. oh we all
Have no room for
anything but us
But what is deep in us
What is us
You can barely feel the
blur, something more
/no one talks of it “I
feel funny, a feeling in my gut, can I put words to it?” “no, I won’t let you” “I
can’t even speak, it would be fucking weird jarring torn apart paper torn apart
and I’m supposed to read it.”/ supposed to look it a page in my hand or a page
in my gut a being in there hold it its eyes buggy shocked scared read what I
have to say
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Define it. Get some little pieces to it. To see it.
To even begin to see it. / a thousand people take a page whap it with their
hand, rub it on their bum jeans on please, stare at it give it the wiggly eye,
draw do sketches cut out things paste down, sign it “I want to help” “I want to
help with Eric Sewrey’s book” “he’s got something here”/ well no / okay ../So
yeah the following drawings, ah just an example “how a reader helps me out” “not
particularly 12 years old, maybe an adult, ah what age, people are really into
anything, kids grow up, ruined, seen too much, hell, even the news each day/
get scatter-sacred-start begin scared can’t pick up a pencil anything don’t
know what to do/,/ someone tell the truth, who will tell the big truth/
furtively stare at cellphones get new messages in “from friends” who knows
anybody “the image of human” ‘fit in” not sure you should, or can,, just fit
in, nothing else developed, no one with the crazy lay down while walking
talking sleep 40 years where were you did you leave explain/ guts to do it, the
time, the mental illness, the smarts, the chi kung meditation, deep serious
meditation, disciplined .. hard work, to see, not a joke “as humans insist they
are all there is” “and we have found nothing in outer space” “see nothing”
“nothing is happening”
It’s hard, to even
suggest anything else, I don’t hold it against them, the people in power that
have evidence, it’s pretty scary, the induced panic, your heart just leap, it’s
worse than a fire, worse than a missile go off, it may be peaceful,/ they are
peaceful, past the lies we put out/ people go to great lengths, even produce
ships, facsimiles of the aliens “abduct people” “to do cruelties to them” “scare
them” “so they can spread the word” “yes the propaganda machine is working like
that” when visitations have been done, peaceful, warm, can you distinguish ../
but your heart can’t stand it, we were brought up on us, only us/ we don’t want
to know, get there don’t want to know please feather it in please have a go-between
Make it fun
Make it lighthearted
Please we need that
Make it weird but reel
us in on just be nice
Fuck, just be nice
It’s a terrible world,
be nice like an alien
In my heart be so
different from all our faces
Ah we have little thoughts
like that we all know we are nice inside somewhere there, oh there are some
pretty bad types, but if we could only reach, straightforward love
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So you stare, even someone
risk reveal it all say the weird swivel fulcrum go into totally the other area/
oh tap my book steal it from me as people have to just oh get it in peaceable portions
easy to eat/ think of/ never have a friend say it directly to their face, no one
that brave/ only a few, good spirits, cheerful, safe/talk to you about it, you
stare at them
“You’re weird don’t say
any of this please now
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So yeah it’s all pretty
weird oh these scorched together pages scratched scrabbled what you say “but
young spirit” “that’s all it is” “the youth of aliens, oh knowing anything
about this” “comparable to youth of earth” or anyone 16, 17, or 14, or someone
SOMEONE with any spirit glowing they want to help they haven’t been kicked in
the head kicked over and over in the gut “just shut up with your innocent shit!”
“learn about life” “and be sad”
Sadness for all of us
It takes a long long
time to meditate out of it
Feel these things I do
.. oh I’m not about to insult me, give everything, it takes years, can the
layman reader or laywoman reader understand it, that’s the point – who has the
time 9to5 jobs kids families “the human way, the 2 arms 2 legs human I see you”
anything else would be too fucking weird, they may have 2 arms 2 legs oh but
look pretty strange you realize looking at them your heart sinks ah on earth “we
want nothing else” “we are occupied” who can meditate 12 years 15 years, like I
have, a serious hardcore type, get proper instruction, then you’re on your own,
go into it, face the pain, some sessions, /some are excellent, couldn’t be
better, /others you are burning away the ego of the human, it hurts “you insist
everything be the same all the time”
You insist
So don’t be too hard on
our governments and our military and our spy agencies, /inside yourself wow you
don’t want to fucking hear about any aliens or God or creatures out there other
dimensions, you’re spoon fed doctored photos of the universe, things removed,
and I can tell you, I want it that way in me, I have nothing but love for the
governments and spy agencies and military, in me I have met me, and I want nothing
fucking to do with any of this I am talking about!
Oops.
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It takes years and
years to wear it into yourself.
So don’t blame anyone.
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They are simply doing
what comes natural we humans are locked solid automatic pilot no room for
anybody else any other entity, we like “God” to be distant, never found.
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God, aliens, other dimensions,
work on it, see it in meditation
no
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