Sim plicity head face zits colourful makeup let’s
say that keep it freak.get.some in a dosed on ice cream shower family friendly is
my culpablent sorry we are all rude pricks and lazy shatbisrd car zone in space
me small car with brain on grip of handlebars tape balancing all gyros
Gopoo tomatoy goop
All men women throw best short comedy love at each
other
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So this is some stuff from earlier today, right now
it’s 7:50 pm, Thursday
This was offline part of a whipyouder ramgging book
ram-ge-grr-ring-oh I can’t say none, if of us can you know “doodon’t say” save
it for a year hyproblond from now or never special package
We write a million pages zoomundbooks, never to say
them, touch a finger on upholstery of chair you’re sitting in touch it briefly
memories writing things you never sad life goes on for many everybody./ your
alter ego “many everybody” signed
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//so this is: somewhere back there other book feel of
it thanks/ feel it a burnt, sit down, put water your hand glass on its counter
leg nothing there no
Sit somewhere a bar baja mexico living room movie
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6:40 pm
Everything gets real expensive, prices go up 50%
friendly girl explains it “it is to give you better service, it allows us to
improve services to you” life goes by do you ever get it done step out from just
“life goes by” love someone, have kids, were you invested as much as a human is
that doesn’t know it’s more than a human
ever
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So .. that’s the end of that peek into vast a
100,000 page book I never wrote of my example of is “many blot pick up blood
traipse dangle like sawn off leg make it home grocery shopp everybody”
Life on earth
No/ but you out in the world foambuck birthumbuck
even canada you oput there bland you too hink fsces lockert some photos sketch
with a pencil in your mouth lead drama ape curtain many flow rain sink on your
tongue pen in your mouth
Get home safe dome rainy night cop scare car pulls
up shines lights on no know yoy dinlt kniw spelling we each onside say
sentences as they’re known it’s cop on my breath hair wet me what years damn
underneath of carport getting nice bags of celery map me out “I don’t know
lettuce salad precut who it is share my meal” I state, but he she wiggles out
no breakfast date family of world we are all lonely tonight decides no/ what
you say herombottle emyogasblize
Whst you sayany WHST YOU SAY
Jus snother guy’’goop strggkle unplsdnned fuir raod
Rain.. see in these little letters ees poke my on
rain night you see exact in misspelling we laundar lasy sbout
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No, work hard meditation trim lawn worry about
scope of ants binoculars helmets everywhere news internet more sad stories I
cry or swallow my cry my cake my pie no, no get fat on ignore, see and hurt,
see a little and hurt, back off we all in world wixworry twist mo
more
He we she in lives never say
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I got me a news here unknown mutant secret writing
whipped hard to understand spell it right from here on in you fucker we don’t want
to see what’s really going plow through meagre mouth chew iron sandwich on
A 100,000 page book you’ll never read we each hitch
in touch a page, 23,770 sure that one
Touch it sketch numbify dull craszy slertch asdd
ouir nmr to it talk like some other name being ever promise know anything closeekse
ever x furm confirm anythug more about all is besides this else on earth
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Wow yeah see me 2,000-so-oddjob mow lawn
Mow pages
My heart
Furry growing graze white grubs apply nemstuides
whst you say ma
Life history clear words clear progress no step out
no face inside internal family 7 billion on earth see ionsplore whats that tape
together illegible illiterate tries fancy bew word fancy new blat blas world
just a spelling misdtyake no one meditation tiny font your mind hiccup distaste
for try at meditation like this, this is what it’s like hours a day .. when you
sit down you may see something you may see nothing at all depends who you are,
ah meditation painful the monkey mind the spinning thoughts get a groove higher
thought or just be in pain does anything sit with your poor shitty little human
in pain, does anything, 7 8 10 billion
live on, have any commonplace semi-false-real-meditation book fucking rude
dirty whats you just like me
Looking for real help my inside around the corner
from my usual inside I present to people
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We just want to feel someone that been mentally ill
college of mentally ill for 10 20 30 years stayed there, developed in there
Just like us
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What a world, my true self
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I wonder a blur back in me leaning on me like plate
glass of beige dots
Not hurt me not shatter
Just seen here
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Explore more I see “wrong-spelled words” I look,
did he or she intend that, in the dimension of human dimension, anyone say,
anyone step out of line, past protest, not that we don’t need protest, but
moving on, into matter beings, electrons, atoms, tiny things, perform for you, underneath
veneer of human skin image bones apparent, go farther, go deep into meditation,
crazy man, tell us, take us there hold our hand roller coaster golf course no
one on it playing just sit lawn not soaked with pesticides golf course of world
weeds all growing trees bears running through naked singing
No you’re not on drugs
Just meditating
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Brutal chi kung
3, 4 hours a day
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It’s simply what it feels like sit there on the
cushion you are a stupid ordinary mind the inside hurts I cannot handle it I’m
not sitting here for this fucking shit, who suggested meditation anyways .. /but
you stick with it you see a few wonderful things peaceful brilliant beyond
earth you don’t have to apologize for seeing them
You’re somewhere else
It really is a better place, people compliment you,
you love them
There is no calculated judgement “who they trying to
fool”
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