Thursday, 7 August 2014

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11:15 pm
So, I did a 1+1, it took me 1 hour 15 minutes, oh have you ever felt like an angel in front of your face?  Right out there projected through from edge of universe or wherever it is in amongst right through, right coming through your broken person?  Cannot smile, cannot have confidence, then this little angel is fine, like nothing even happened to her at all.
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That is a splendiferous feeling.  The best.  Above all else.  Share with friends, talk to their situations, you know from yours how their little being feels too.  How the process works, from edge of universe, right in our midst, of no matter, not made of matter, feel it, innocent, no need to feel many details, of figures, light beings, things .. no, don’t dwell on that, feel it just connect together flow through all the pieces spent thousands of hours building each one, seeing, beneath our veneer, what appears to be, these hidden pieces, got to know them, now orchestrate them.
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So it is such a relief, what drugs in other people may try to emulate, what booze in other people may try to emulate, make fairy beings, you’re not embarrassed about or cackling over making rude comments, joining in with “friends” afraid to admit it’s all you ever wanted, to love a being like that, and be loved by a being like that, and it is not from here
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So also earlier on I put a post on the “i money earth” blog, it had some writing doesn’t appear in this book, so there you go.
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/endf’ snippet/ 11:30 pm




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