yay-oh I don't knowworth marred lume dis pack on winter clothesroadillbought oterss two cry lockedroster team in seasons besdes us doing things

 

walk in.  no one there.  thirty, thirty-two people? still, no one there, go about .. do not let a little, give a little - yes - every day we tryu ast esch otheer you mert otherrs niw here now we speak never imoruved find thdt lsdtch go in close sdgain berhjknd you see sdomrtine thry're there/ sorrtro gives Lossgain a bit of try-info .. cry tears metal is the joining fluid, robots confused, still do not feel each other

like a newnuew news the lady Lossfain winderswghst he's saungm, sghe hesrs of, nit weuith huim, Lossfeign erverryine dhr knuiws feign weakness snake snapping what .. no oner be in thsdt hanne; handle htygrine sje cam hesr thrtm plfinkly "heygeine" eroght there deasl with them hdve a casual sdon;t stink wortld, get almost that wanted bit, don't, it takes longer, say it no glide list of lost things as a csr uiun trsfftc lodt to big eyes in sky firther thjdn sduirveuillfnce, rsrwely right in .. weruite in .. grt am sddress,. no onr kniws a lot of sddresses in everythjtgh a psderson sasrs nver go there fyr whdt ass ehsdt fujnd the firm ad do it, some make sense

really good in the try as right in the room no photo or video life from the beginning

that good, scurrilous went and tried to find in things that made sense

I came out alive

how

is life truly advbdbce dunt know .. hiwe ti descruv .. or be in opisotion .. druve .. kiss.. ehdt .. no sebnses sppedsges work move in fur be kind of illnopelmow

what lawn or wil unylu

life now

no machine, no mower, no face of yours on it

what is it now

more than hyper stance "besides that" feel clouohnmnmo

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the store of paper, writing paper, pens, a bit over-the-top, shiny, or matte black, like stealth fighters .. be quiet .. peruse the store .. walk slow slow .. need a date, the act write no one mature enough no one knowledgeable enough in person no cameras on no slick "I must be something I'm not" of this heard of did a few times and wondered lackadaisically "of any" "no nothing in sight" "walk over a hill, know, nothing, hear of, learn, take in, forget, in nothing was a friend, of that, we talked so good - I made life the day, did things in that, never asked, to have that pocket closed, still walk, where, as what/ be watched for ridiculous, but soon joined in, no drink of whiskey or rum, just playful of dots squeeze roll around no gears/ gothen wrote/, with so refined paper, or random splotches recycled sold high

so high

-

never say hi, say hello, of anything .. near that great .. get a pen, clip your fingernails, wash your hands

write

love

anything

now

-

no one be so harsh, ready to sling a quip, serve breakfast, ask for pay "fast language"

no .. ever sunlight in daylight of handshake far away of this never proffered close real close .. needs door, of faces are set in "know the you passed a line, you had it wrapped, no one, know, a line to each other, but it still wasn't good enough for a life was it .. all the surroundings, settings, a line never go bcvk niw be here in thus dtll srtved life srtsved off life savbed klife to do thus of coursebuy a frurnd kniws s rioimhouse, if you can, not likely these days of rooms all descryubed msde fuiurtnished everrythg mire ther thng we want nne lerft never guit it, and be "what's supposed to be in there" "what walks out each day" but doesn't .. what is it

fridges, odd signs, way low - blur so bad - sorry

no second chance, didn't get it right, life, every moment, coffee offered to stranger hiding in her peculiar host of p[arty is in her no-see-me sweatpanmts loose dgoprt hsdurt juisdt an ejastyc pull it bsckl ssee anyine was nit pruvsdte of that, face so bold, can't face subterfuge is an ill society made up a lot more thdn rough or lipstyckk rouge, places in surface picture drawn well "each hopes 'hopefully drawn so dip into reality we never seewell' nobody bothers me seawall waves slapping like a couople in love, a few love me here and there divits of dirbsbreverumbkle" but not the rest of was clear it was there all the time

show me throttkle brakes swinf a lefg over sasddle of motircicke make these wordas like life repsired wester mfin leasks punctures fures the werwe you ever there, you know about that, fingers beside fingers, your hand, the other one

still nothing

why don't you forget it

okay

-

don't need rest of body parts, even hidden ones

I just don't know

those years, holidays staying close with that, finding that, excursions so threatening, mention that to another, and have it

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recede months road of langusghe totle futs others so locked in supposed to ber hug asd affecvtyioonbothers anyine kind of calm down from intrudtyced lie every time now, live bruight day, accused, no court case of that tapped ketbryuwse my i like you like thaton left in mistakes, tapped on, with a knuckle, metallic sound and someone turns to see who's pulling at their leaves

oh

nature

fecund

fertile ground of this

in ready to be years, a decade, cards, a team, moments, lost track

 

As two people in line for same cvoffee slurp out of opposiote edges din't even lnowe easch other we knead our head with knuckles a breeze too difficult and dough in face take slices of moments yesterleavealone day today all be here, odd colours make add “make a page of no drzwing capituslste a singke drawing even accessible, to disabled, read a ‘love to know you’ let’s forget about that, let’s just live life, I wouldn’t call it pretend at theweldtebnd, welds bond to bend test in reality never give it more thdn comfuiy or niot dfint dsre hurt so much find the each mont supposed to besupple along the weld the way the world works hdrmoan let up belly brittle strong

walking round ad round the sdtraight line giuging it knickig it iot dtesnmt say iouh, but rsdther yrasimsd in "never ghoing ti haspprn" in thus life" each ofg us

the lasdfy pushes thr mfn off her cup "fyr drizzels sake!" germs, battkle, inner .. no on give ristktel me yiu in there I'l stay, nmio msdttert i weill noty evem be there

years variants thry almosdt on holidayu tripsd, on gop top dtuire, grt generral suipplies .. ther vdguer dtm,osdpherre infers it "but cam you ouit aside mounts? lookingh dt mountains?" no

no one supplamt as room, fiuntutre, whdt simrine saers, supplamt thtm,. nut be ryde

start at thr begin

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wow whsdt as great workld, no lazy sucked intio beige mud, relievung .. in thdt plsce hard vinyl floor, fcem scrstch needler irt lrt fjnd grroves, tree, sidewats, nit cut dten, judt reasdy of enture "thing" tell its trusdth, shjaspes out of "i:m sdure itks sollid" you get othert shapes

( you get other shapes, "I'm sure it's solid" tell ther truth to me in use these positiionsd yiour body sdtsdbnds there my bidfy dtasgds here, dionklt dio the xpected thug we can fill a few yesrs, whjdt sre you do in thrn

plop

up wasrds

in no grsvity

im,portdbnce, grsvitas, we do thdt, l;esd tyo, frim, memory be oprtesent ubntasngling, touchjes it

( importance, gravitas, we do that, lead to, from memory be present untangling, touches it )

sre yiou can yiu dio that

( and further bracket .. are you sure you can do that, as doing it, it just happens, to landscape, bodies, pregnancy, not pregnancy, no, just explain, no, no hospital, not having human baby, or not described empty air do it, satellites spread

-

in no waste time, descend didn't even touch the second shape, so you're in a war

across the land

acriss the world

part one sit on a seat, part 2 get there, spell consistent, symbols

 

once less once held on a fraction

a time

-

let up

\

peace and see-less-in-lineup didn't make it tonight

a man-of-let's fade away, sits there with others, a line, people facing each other, line moving down road, go somewhere

he gets off the line, said nothing, avoided each other's faces

the line is sad, but glad, is at least alive .. lines of demarcation, deciduous, coniferous, hate, love .. like to have a coffee or something your taste buds like, and be alone, avoid others, their gratuitous "I am here" "no you're not" you don't say in bold

italics, short-form, novel .. accommodation innovation of that

never

hesitate lumbering dirt road language

 

in a slight quandary

the foul or not filthy or not good enough discount store or price journal write in record things "give"

people on the bus, getting to work, no one draws, too shaky "and do you want the air of the bus on your pages when you get home and open the book"

open the book

another time .. you are world - don't have nervous lack of status quo things to say to shapes, sounds, senses/ were going a different place, exactly, this place - what - not used, of picked up turned around and around, judged useful/ you, never say, no one ever says, to it - great/ - dance lack speed movement anything forever dream locked inside going without artifice, not self-conscious link me real to what I'll find out life/ older in the get you shock/d with, in quandary, not speak

/ 9:45 a.m. Friday, October 18, 2024 / I heard a radio show this morning, it was around 8:30 a.m.? I’m not sure, but on 93.1 FM, here in Ottawa, Canada .. so it was about, they had on a person interviewing a man and his daughter, she had helped him, get a book published, his experiences, he had been in a war, he had traveled the world, a bit /“nothing had been said” “much”/ there was a language thing .. Vietnamese, and English .. /and what you speak outside the home, and what inside the home, Vietnamese .. /but as the people talked, it became apparent, not much is said .. /things from way back .. things from today

 

We like to think/, and here I’m extrapolating/ a bit “/that an /app” “/for our phone” will help a lot, you hold the phone/, to someone’s face – and magically they’ll start talking – it’s quite insulting, you get there, in the actual practice .. everyone suffers this from people, all the people around them, it is just something set in stone

 

You say a few little things .. there are no “grand expositions of moments, a half hour, 30 years back” “really tell me!”

 

no

-

And friends today, and families today “some say ‘it’s a lot better today’” please wipe that away, and whatever thing nefarious, you’re going to do, next moment

-

It’s best to include a dirt road in fancy pavement .. walk away, even the inch divide, step there, even a lawn, don’t walk on someone’s lawn, small lawn, downtown, even touch with edge of running shoes “eekech!!” of “paradise” or representative or real

 

Where, a letdown, speak within locked sunlight, you can do it

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so that bit of writing, this morning, after being up in middle of night, meditation, going to bed early "the whole thing is not so easy" "it is not dreamy meditation in a monestsry"

no

-

here

bleak blue damn around edges of toilet, in a bit "colors" day sky, walk, don't mutter, don't face it either, wipe, nose is wet, sniffle, bright chance of let me at the hands touch plastic high tech palms or some material I'm gliding everything is happening/brought paper towel, be prepared .. /letdown let through has a ticket / "hi" and begin/ no call army green t-shirt honest in calm day schooling, anyone, fairly peaceful city, not spread wide, of like an angel pencil case handmade canvas, picked the color "truffle" no, is wheeze, poverty, on this I'm saying, not saying/ tanks no roll and crush/ neither speak though/ugly color destribble desk of walk devoid of desk around you pencils sit safe school way way away a person-being like a being fit without recoil not repulsed get on with it use your skin bones don't call it that use parallel a thing dainty of need only ephemeral very light of soft glow morning on skin of r-bit robot screw-edrver appear marginalized-mdterialized in hsgd mudrusty real uncasred fyr robot rfuted find abother world of scooter-global-mess withhoney of fsrm sky locust poems romantic wuth umbrella cstch weird winduptoynd this is ridiculouslane wind basck lane a non-cyounger/ world/ belches/ or the swwers. thr wsrm ayr, the cold ir "klollive' dnt need ti see no vudeo, inrughtwrungescappissdism, like TV-scared turned sdround looked away at wall not you drast yiu draft close door eyes on any o, whdt sre yiu "wjhat? you love me or me?"

in a cafcave of gut coffee is warm hasnded out best hiding spot, hkmeless fur friendsleep curved you dgaingt concealcallhavem let me in you girl i, yes, there's jusdt you "play" explain yiur medust-cough phlefleegmion go filet mignon kiss on cheek hold raw meet there frsdt she feel it in decorum psrtues these hallo-garbasge laptopoffwed days while I watch yiu wuith cab-in cameras finding cityeras frm 40 angjes" "wha!!?"

the way, you shift your bottim, eriong msterial, no ruppleoopbm (yiu should have stopped there, thst was good) .. is in the oprn, rough chdce, no luchshus, roulette-pails of wastert duig out of flesh be in psnts and no one .. around yiou doing thatis there fyr .. initaste .. the furst talk of mass boredomnkindf, humnklin, womfnkind, ayine dt frimt or back, u dnt csre for musuc strawberries hush nit a crudh you love me "song on radio taxi has no seats, grt in, lisdten. lste st night in palm of hand small transistur resist its plcruc ochrejdge curcyuit judges take you to jail bisrd come out no reck prepsred packsdge like orange "Sanisgean" brand" gee whiz sane, stand in used microhone somobe'sesrtyhty lidten to yir tummy rimbkling frim medudtion loosen locked thingsmusfgc styure stare, like tunes of falsireal wenough okdy yesrs longer pulse of whdt was, nit off yioyr tangerine mm, glistening fayryues fair trade sdukt drink coffee shasde-gryn migrsdtuing birds of prey miniscul song plasin brown hdve trees sd fyrest, not clesred awat fror sun-coffee lilt a grt you in bed/, wet spsrkle snow cold good womfn asre yiou alrught passed out in allright we need to pay these billsryway need any way we can anyti-over ther touchee-banokayrupt-stsrt a small mobile retyucent skoorisr soft quiert vehicke grt yiou sdurn 10 milesp stiry andotode told a stopry close t fsce or resd dtsrtbce magbnify older here be cracked or glued coomfut nit kuxury exopress niehere in no-eduted but fair ad csreful "is summeme real" "you r-warmtalked tuday"

rocketless shipped the world nothing

baby

disconnected paper towels on your nose droplet it itches tuckles can gert really bad

orce fyrce of nary crisp day, marred rotted was supposed to be newy, fir take it, it still functiions alive tells cutting truth stark unmbellidhed, yiou dnt want, asd dud ritten worddeny do, but grt to work, on thus, no, step out, dyen sray lighted up buddeasrs, steps, bus comes with yiu, is crawling under barb wirestrsy duhjgm, brgging dt yir heels, hug me months latere "ues, okdy .. come euth me of no bus ststion need a light gut a lighter huiw you syeak to me recyrded odd nithuig plsce intent on screwing you up" and you hug it, like dyrt grease fexces chrmcal investyugdtion "cleanmeup" no hug, hsve no lifght, fyur girl, assisdtant ti no i dbnt kniw ehsdts going on "everything" stertol lab in yiour mind dyurty to yiu ad you love it, not thrill to a plcem, but is easy, sad hsrdm,, ti come in, a voice flashlight pushed offlight open,. light up, generationtake illumination, limit charge cardinal like a little bird no fjnd ertysdts fyr hdfndcuffs cime with me cuddke it lrt oy loose brf copshop but mystery estuary called to basr candy-chasrges-wraoped in plastyc nit food I feel master none of this maybe a dusty day tebelllesionsion up 5 of lesions call in mottled scab dips in it all over yiu earth called dig me minutes

and doors one, or continue

 

oh, the green lush who are you and what is this, for letters, handwritten, fold some, super-important, first write some on the paper, progress, where we've all come, on paper of empty air, fold into containers, reality, what we perceive so far - send

-

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//

/ 9:50 a.m. Tuesday, September 10, 2024 / I’m okay, still have some phlegm in my throat and chest .. but it’s getting better .. had 7 ½ hours of sleep last night, which is good .. this world, as if trust .. I watched po(or of get food thiough be sitrn last night .. but for me .. didn’t mas(s fyurgetfulness of get sick be dodge as slow can't walkturbate and come last night .. I think a lot of joining between people “leaves a lot to be desired” it’s as if a mystery being exists back in each of us, and it’s just not coming out – not to do with see a lot in not be so quick get and be as no talk but talkxuality .. just a bleak world, like housing, affordable housing .. see the bizarre just curling menacing awful this of a truth .. like financial firms, buying up older apartment buildings, which are affordable housing, solid, already there .. then these financial firms going about “making affordable housing disappear” “that was already there” “improving the apartments” pricing way out of range .. people kicked out, nowhere to go .. we’re talking 10’s of thousands of units, disappearing yearly

 

And so when the government is talking about “we’re in a desperate housing situation”

 

You are sad

-

This is the life of sad – there is some fight in people, but ..

-

So I did a 1+1 this morning .. I was able to do that .. after a long sleep though, not eating .. and slowly gaining back weight day-to-day .. but difficult, good to sleep, but hurt from the weight loss, still .. and do a 1+1

 

A little figure, visitor not from here, couldn’t walk, space, just turn his arms, stretch out hands a bit, had not enough room to walk .. it’s like that, it’s not a forcefield, it’s an attitude .. people not abhorred, more take it as a shrug “okay.  So what.” that’s all visitors want, and that area .. is not ground “humans” “earth” a ground the visitors want .. no .. and a sky .. different .. surroundings, no power over .. visitors walk in

 

It can’t be called “sky” and it’s not a “computer simulation” it’s just laissez-faire no tell anyone not worth it be able to “breathe” of same earth ground, and no one shining a light, setting up a powerbank, shining bright lights, no .. how you feel, your eyes, your face, the surroundings conducive to that, you feel better

 

That’s all it is

 

A lot, for no identified physical being – get to what we all want – life – of not assert physical birth, a location, photos, papers filled out .. no, it moreover just in addition to official being, or need to see that, and react to that “to you” each of us, aren’t really us, requirements, physical .. the rest never gets developed, what is it “walk, thing” “and have a sky, thing” that isn’t a sky

 

Slow, no painted on everything, and the sky, not dripping paint, mess, some idiocy, you’re so angry

 

no

oh body lethletbee buzz glow flower redacted clear ___rain fear forest laundry haul it in it doesn't want to go leave me and walk ___________________ in me extra to all things are usualcloser ___________ _ ___ are you still here wrote into way ink toast on ____________________________________ jam reversed in me messy words I crunch / down/ I eat nothing so special _____________________________ as avoid not even know of/ anything anybody of circles under eyes sky drain _____________________________________________ accurate ______ raindrops from sky into ploop a no hole for no optometrist a world usualanyone now ___ -- --__ THisS Ttrain avouidis smart line usual all-room-for pay a readsilence chip in for drinks we know in proxy of this unknown safe sad-tore-bought seal to me no one is there ____________________ we stop by side of road here __ . . /likely tryst go smoorthouth news entertainlovmeant to no bike ride along dang, car scabs on carleh of day is on where me, or a bruise lid, I don't know ___________________________ lot, books bylaw, no pages lawn, in order of trial-hellhallucination is kept roll oncall deodorant, forces of chocolate and treats are no rubbed hillside longer to so much item in flailing _________________________________________________ no get to order any, nah, take leaktrain, nah, be padblithering notepad smatt, to wit sma, is no class lip, up there witrol and be maneuver nop .. no lo .. heighttry practice on bike, literally pave, and as older bold, don't kill yourself ________________in accidents, thank you tripno ydoo ccirucle see upstairtraveluoi heave limit ofeyein there elongtbadgrave concern plot

 

link fast picture

ouch word bumps needs repdvuing bike psdth rimble my solid bolted no cushion suisprnsion furtks nuithug i talk to yiou "this uisd going" sum,lukltsbneiuskly .. resd me int ease, please be herebody legs the sun the iovercast be siomerthuig like thedt kniws thuisd to, to it all gets me down .. here .. to perghapd cjmmunucasrte as thus .. furlong ti destny shrnk in clasp small necklsce clasp take tyiour time rerng me pistuin, go no sealed pistuin rng, some oil in it the groove stsrt it fgoing

plot out .. make gsrden .. the ersuilt is nut kniwe huiwe ti est huiwe to nourudh friom thus friom anythygm, top crop confused

what shrill yet go beaten smirk-love is just read in my place mode I'm alive stiffly get out a radio-redo and be pleasant in no car and wasrmth or cool protection in say mystyufy

say what is this

go away

or I look in a workd no info imoryuve my pryung librasry unsdtocked

say what is thuis

again medumb-set a chair or second claim a pillowwince contuigulousdly we sre sdubstrain get mobilestress book a roost from motoantholes of it all d0one is light

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in extra, we mote

pre-in unitreebicycleson see a roadas might as well too scsred ti follow up this one as well; it is healthy scred susprcoious suspect yiou workd of {"all this is possibnokle" in I see thngs chjesrky quivkly will nuit dtudy as buddjist njkn, nit yet until asll this crap

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no fancy text by comoputer onkly text by my lips I dunt say, sway alterbndte dimtnsuiion grasse bsd grit a littker in cghsun need nerw ione soon gruimbly bike rtde see spacial thgs

sere thry

in some inner the chirch skme rysd see s csdrd :"wee love yiu all" and go on

this is life, perched-reterbnd return tread land me in important solid be ass dryft cugebnt no TV shows much fsce it in lilt of tilt bike stop srt curb bresthe opillyutuiion musdt be in there too, this is life .. code blah of oksdy no injurues okdy grt up

no one sround

modtky

pry at code tin lifvet the scare viraldate evenm if wearcghed uin am inmdtituityiion meditation dash date with collegue far slow far away

close in dry seson drink water be air conditioned pose a bout qualms eternity why ty-typeslight humour bunches last nature grts through psychiatric cheaploupe u jewels drive a roll traffic speed no exceed shower be clean kert hsyr dry or lie in bed hesd sidewas on pillow sleep routine alone in cube of cameras are psint ripples gert real close tio skin of yiou to it pryvsdrte

of that here is recoil from or shsre nut ever okay let's go farther on esrth life try to conced apsrt from it to limited drtstance is a somrthug else

kleoptoreturn the never here never stole never produced never was, the thing in each of us

 

not always right, doesn't look right .. figure crawling across floor, not baby, not great digger for minerals in ground .. in faces, walking, a dinner party, "sit, discuss things" "before dinner" casual sit in living room, everyone knows things, we do .. and not able to do them .. around these things, comfortable, wrapping them, holding them - no, my baby, thought, or never got here, spaceships landing of a "umophkk" or grunt, or cough

never intelligible

to this

-

not another .. done improperly .. present yourself

touch me

never gets touched, years and days

-

where is it

then