Saturday, 7 December 2024

in ready to be years, a decade, cards, a team, moments, lost track

 


As two people in line for same cvoffee slurp out of opposiote edges din't even lnowe easch other we knead our head with knuckles a breeze too difficult and dough in face take slices of moments yesterleavealone day today all be here, odd colours make add “make a page of no drzwing capituslste a singke drawing even accessible, to disabled, read a ‘love to know you’ let’s forget about that, let’s just live life, I wouldn’t call it pretend at theweldtebnd, welds bond to bend test in reality never give it more thdn comfuiy or niot dfint dsre hurt so much find the each mont supposed to besupple along the weld the way the world works hdrmoan let up belly brittle strong





walking round ad round the sdtraight line giuging it knickig it iot dtesnmt say iouh, but rsdther yrasimsd in "never ghoing ti haspprn" in thus life" each ofg us


the lasdfy pushes thr mfn off her cup "fyr drizzels sake!" germs, battkle, inner .. no on give ristktel me yiu in there I'l stay, nmio msdttert i weill noty evem be there


years variants thry almosdt on holidayu tripsd, on gop top dtuire, grt generral suipplies .. ther vdguer dtm,osdpherre infers it "but cam you ouit aside mounts? lookingh dt mountains?" no


no one supplamt as room, fiuntutre, whdt simrine saers, supplamt thtm,. nut be ryde


start at thr begin

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wow whsdt as great workld, no lazy sucked intio beige mud, relievung .. in thdt plsce hard vinyl floor, fcem scrstch needler irt lrt fjnd grroves, tree, sidewats, nit cut dten, judt reasdy of enture "thing" tell its trusdth, shjaspes out of "i:m sdure itks sollid" you get othert shapes


( you get other shapes, "I'm sure it's solid" tell ther truth to me in use these positiionsd yiour body sdtsdbnds there my bidfy dtasgds here, dionklt dio the xpected thug we can fill a few yesrs, whjdt sre you do in thrn


plop


up wasrds


in no grsvity


im,portdbnce, grsvitas, we do thdt, l;esd tyo, frim, memory be oprtesent ubntasngling, touchjes it


( importance, gravitas, we do that, lead to, from memory be present untangling, touches it )


sre yiou can yiu dio that


( and further bracket .. are you sure you can do that, as doing it, it just happens, to landscape, bodies, pregnancy, not pregnancy, no, just explain, no, no hospital, not having human baby, or not described empty air do it, satellites spread

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in no waste time, descend didn't even touch the second shape, so you're in a war


across the land


acriss the world





Thursday, 21 November 2024

part one sit on a seat, part 2 get there, spell consistent, symbols

 

once less once held on a fraction


a time

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let up


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peace and see-less-in-lineup didn't make it tonight


a man-of-let's fade away, sits there with others, a line, people facing each other, line moving down road, go somewhere


he gets off the line, said nothing, avoided each other's faces


the line is sad, but glad, is at least alive .. lines of demarcation, deciduous, coniferous, hate, love .. like to have a coffee or something your taste buds like, and be alone, avoid others, their gratuitous "I am here" "no you're not" you don't say in bold


italics, short-form, novel .. accommodation innovation of that


never




Friday, 18 October 2024

hesitate lumbering dirt road language

 

in a slight quandary



the foul or not filthy or not good enough discount store or price journal write in record things "give"

people on the bus, getting to work, no one draws, too shaky "and do you want the air of the bus on your pages when you get home and open the book"

open the book




another time .. you are world - don't have nervous lack of status quo things to say to shapes, sounds, senses/ were going a different place, exactly, this place - what - not used, of picked up turned around and around, judged useful/ you, never say, no one ever says, to it - great/ - dance lack speed movement anything forever dream locked inside going without artifice, not self-conscious link me real to what I'll find out life/ older in the get you shock/d with, in quandary, not speak



/ 9:45 a.m. Friday, October 18, 2024 / I heard a radio show this morning, it was around 8:30 a.m.? I’m not sure, but on 93.1 FM, here in Ottawa, Canada .. so it was about, they had on a person interviewing a man and his daughter, she had helped him, get a book published, his experiences, he had been in a war, he had traveled the world, a bit /“nothing had been said” “much”/ there was a language thing .. Vietnamese, and English .. /and what you speak outside the home, and what inside the home, Vietnamese .. /but as the people talked, it became apparent, not much is said .. /things from way back .. things from today

 

We like to think/, and here I’m extrapolating/ a bit “/that an /app” “/for our phone” will help a lot, you hold the phone/, to someone’s face – and magically they’ll start talking – it’s quite insulting, you get there, in the actual practice .. everyone suffers this from people, all the people around them, it is just something set in stone

 

You say a few little things .. there are no “grand expositions of moments, a half hour, 30 years back” “really tell me!”

 

no

-

And friends today, and families today “some say ‘it’s a lot better today’” please wipe that away, and whatever thing nefarious, you’re going to do, next moment

-

It’s best to include a dirt road in fancy pavement .. walk away, even the inch divide, step there, even a lawn, don’t walk on someone’s lawn, small lawn, downtown, even touch with edge of running shoes “eekech!!” of “paradise” or representative or real

 

Where, a letdown, speak within locked sunlight, you can do it

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so that bit of writing, this morning, after being up in middle of night, meditation, going to bed early "the whole thing is not so easy" "it is not dreamy meditation in a monestsry"

no

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here




bleak blue damn around edges of toilet, in a bit "colors" day sky, walk, don't mutter, don't face it either, wipe, nose is wet, sniffle, bright chance of let me at the hands touch plastic high tech palms or some material I'm gliding everything is happening/brought paper towel, be prepared .. /letdown let through has a ticket / "hi" and begin/ no call army green t-shirt honest in calm day schooling, anyone, fairly peaceful city, not spread wide, of like an angel pencil case handmade canvas, picked the color "truffle" no, is wheeze, poverty, on this I'm saying, not saying/ tanks no roll and crush/ neither speak though/ugly color destribble desk of walk devoid of desk around you pencils sit safe school way way away a person-being like a being fit without recoil not repulsed get on with it use your skin bones don't call it that use parallel a thing dainty of need only ephemeral very light of soft glow morning on skin of r-bit robot screw-edrver appear marginalized-mdterialized in hsgd mudrusty real uncasred fyr robot rfuted find abother world of scooter-global-mess withhoney of fsrm sky locust poems romantic wuth umbrella cstch weird winduptoynd this is ridiculouslane wind basck lane a non-cyounger/ world/ belches/ or the swwers. thr wsrm ayr, the cold ir "klollive' dnt need ti see no vudeo, inrughtwrungescappissdism, like TV-scared turned sdround looked away at wall not you drast yiu draft close door eyes on any o, whdt sre yiu "wjhat? you love me or me?"


in a cafcave of gut coffee is warm hasnded out best hiding spot, hkmeless fur friendsleep curved you dgaingt concealcallhavem let me in you girl i, yes, there's jusdt you "play" explain yiur medust-cough phlefleegmion go filet mignon kiss on cheek hold raw meet there frsdt she feel it in decorum psrtues these hallo-garbasge laptopoffwed days while I watch yiu wuith cab-in cameras finding cityeras frm 40 angjes" "wha!!?"





the way, you shift your bottim, eriong msterial, no ruppleoopbm (yiu should have stopped there, thst was good) .. is in the oprn, rough chdce, no luchshus, roulette-pails of wastert duig out of flesh be in psnts and no one .. around yiou doing thatis there fyr .. initaste .. the furst talk of mass boredomnkindf, humnklin, womfnkind, ayine dt frimt or back, u dnt csre for musuc strawberries hush nit a crudh you love me "song on radio taxi has no seats, grt in, lisdten. lste st night in palm of hand small transistur resist its plcruc ochrejdge curcyuit judges take you to jail bisrd come out no reck prepsred packsdge like orange "Sanisgean" brand" gee whiz sane, stand in used microhone somobe'sesrtyhty lidten to yir tummy rimbkling frim medudtion loosen locked thingsmusfgc styure stare, like tunes of falsireal wenough okdy yesrs longer pulse of whdt was, nit off yioyr tangerine mm, glistening fayryues fair trade sdukt drink coffee shasde-gryn migrsdtuing birds of prey miniscul song plasin brown hdve trees sd fyrest, not clesred awat fror sun-coffee lilt a grt you in bed/, wet spsrkle snow cold good womfn asre yiou alrught passed out in allright we need to pay these billsryway need any way we can anyti-over ther touchee-banokayrupt-stsrt a small mobile retyucent skoorisr soft quiert vehicke grt yiou sdurn 10 milesp stiry andotode told a stopry close t fsce or resd dtsrtbce magbnify older here be cracked or glued coomfut nit kuxury exopress niehere in no-eduted but fair ad csreful "is summeme real" "you r-warmtalked tuday"


rocketless shipped the world nothing


baby


disconnected paper towels on your nose droplet it itches tuckles can gert really bad


orce fyrce of nary crisp day, marred rotted was supposed to be newy, fir take it, it still functiions alive tells cutting truth stark unmbellidhed, yiou dnt want, asd dud ritten worddeny do, but grt to work, on thus, no, step out, dyen sray lighted up buddeasrs, steps, bus comes with yiu, is crawling under barb wirestrsy duhjgm, brgging dt yir heels, hug me months latere "ues, okdy .. come euth me of no bus ststion need a light gut a lighter huiw you syeak to me recyrded odd nithuig plsce intent on screwing you up" and you hug it, like dyrt grease fexces chrmcal investyugdtion "cleanmeup" no hug, hsve no lifght, fyur girl, assisdtant ti no i dbnt kniw ehsdts going on "everything" stertol lab in yiour mind dyurty to yiu ad you love it, not thrill to a plcem, but is easy, sad hsrdm,, ti come in, a voice flashlight pushed offlight open,. light up, generationtake illumination, limit charge cardinal like a little bird no fjnd ertysdts fyr hdfndcuffs cime with me cuddke it lrt oy loose brf copshop but mystery estuary called to basr candy-chasrges-wraoped in plastyc nit food I feel master none of this maybe a dusty day tebelllesionsion up 5 of lesions call in mottled scab dips in it all over yiu earth called dig me minutes








Tuesday, 10 September 2024

and doors one, or continue

 



oh, the green lush who are you and what is this, for letters, handwritten, fold some, super-important, first write some on the paper, progress, where we've all come, on paper of empty air, fold into containers, reality, what we perceive so far - send

-

-

//

/ 9:50 a.m. Tuesday, September 10, 2024 / I’m okay, still have some phlegm in my throat and chest .. but it’s getting better .. had 7 ½ hours of sleep last night, which is good .. this world, as if trust .. I watched po(or of get food thiough be sitrn last night .. but for me .. didn’t mas(s fyurgetfulness of get sick be dodge as slow can't walkturbate and come last night .. I think a lot of joining between people “leaves a lot to be desired” it’s as if a mystery being exists back in each of us, and it’s just not coming out – not to do with see a lot in not be so quick get and be as no talk but talkxuality .. just a bleak world, like housing, affordable housing .. see the bizarre just curling menacing awful this of a truth .. like financial firms, buying up older apartment buildings, which are affordable housing, solid, already there .. then these financial firms going about “making affordable housing disappear” “that was already there” “improving the apartments” pricing way out of range .. people kicked out, nowhere to go .. we’re talking 10’s of thousands of units, disappearing yearly

 

And so when the government is talking about “we’re in a desperate housing situation”

 

You are sad

-

This is the life of sad – there is some fight in people, but ..

-

So I did a 1+1 this morning .. I was able to do that .. after a long sleep though, not eating .. and slowly gaining back weight day-to-day .. but difficult, good to sleep, but hurt from the weight loss, still .. and do a 1+1

 

A little figure, visitor not from here, couldn’t walk, space, just turn his arms, stretch out hands a bit, had not enough room to walk .. it’s like that, it’s not a forcefield, it’s an attitude .. people not abhorred, more take it as a shrug “okay.  So what.” that’s all visitors want, and that area .. is not ground “humans” “earth” a ground the visitors want .. no .. and a sky .. different .. surroundings, no power over .. visitors walk in

 

It can’t be called “sky” and it’s not a “computer simulation” it’s just laissez-faire no tell anyone not worth it be able to “breathe” of same earth ground, and no one shining a light, setting up a powerbank, shining bright lights, no .. how you feel, your eyes, your face, the surroundings conducive to that, you feel better

 

That’s all it is

 

A lot, for no identified physical being – get to what we all want – life – of not assert physical birth, a location, photos, papers filled out .. no, it moreover just in addition to official being, or need to see that, and react to that “to you” each of us, aren’t really us, requirements, physical .. the rest never gets developed, what is it “walk, thing” “and have a sky, thing” that isn’t a sky

 

Slow, no painted on everything, and the sky, not dripping paint, mess, some idiocy, you’re so angry

 

no






Monday, 26 August 2024

oh body lethletbee buzz glow flower redacted clear ___rain fear forest laundry haul it in it doesn't want to go leave me and walk ___________________ in me extra to all things are usualcloser ___________ _ ___ are you still here wrote into way ink toast on ____________________________________ jam reversed in me messy words I crunch / down/ I eat nothing so special _____________________________ as avoid not even know of/ anything anybody of circles under eyes sky drain _____________________________________________ accurate ______ raindrops from sky into ploop a no hole for no optometrist a world usualanyone now ___ -- --__ THisS Ttrain avouidis smart line usual all-room-for pay a readsilence chip in for drinks we know in proxy of this unknown safe sad-tore-bought seal to me no one is there ____________________ we stop by side of road here __ . . /likely tryst go smoorthouth news entertainlovmeant to no bike ride along dang, car scabs on carleh of day is on where me, or a bruise lid, I don't know ___________________________ lot, books bylaw, no pages lawn, in order of trial-hellhallucination is kept roll oncall deodorant, forces of chocolate and treats are no rubbed hillside longer to so much item in flailing _________________________________________________ no get to order any, nah, take leaktrain, nah, be padblithering notepad smatt, to wit sma, is no class lip, up there witrol and be maneuver nop .. no lo .. heighttry practice on bike, literally pave, and as older bold, don't kill yourself ________________in accidents, thank you tripno ydoo ccirucle see upstairtraveluoi heave limit ofeyein there elongtbadgrave concern plot

 

link fast picture





ouch word bumps needs repdvuing bike psdth rimble my solid bolted no cushion suisprnsion furtks nuithug i talk to yiou "this uisd going" sum,lukltsbneiuskly .. resd me int ease, please be herebody legs the sun the iovercast be siomerthuig like thedt kniws thuisd to, to it all gets me down .. here .. to perghapd cjmmunucasrte as thus .. furlong ti destny shrnk in clasp small necklsce clasp take tyiour time rerng me pistuin, go no sealed pistuin rng, some oil in it the groove stsrt it fgoing


plot out .. make gsrden .. the ersuilt is nut kniwe huiwe ti est huiwe to nourudh friom thus friom anythygm, top crop confused


what shrill yet go beaten smirk-love is just read in my place mode I'm alive stiffly get out a radio-redo and be pleasant in no car and wasrmth or cool protection in say mystyufy



say what is this


go away


or I look in a workd no info imoryuve my pryung librasry unsdtocked




say what is thuis


again medumb-set a chair or second claim a pillowwince contuigulousdly we sre sdubstrain get mobilestress book a roost from motoantholes of it all d0one is light


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in extra, we mote




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  • entyre error good points out irkd poutine populaldftiin

  • is in thuis




no fancy text by comoputer onkly text by my lips I dunt say, sway alterbndte dimtnsuiion grasse bsd grit a littker in cghsun need nerw ione soon gruimbly bike rtde see spacial thgs

sere thry

in some inner the chirch skme rysd see s csdrd :"wee love yiu all" and go on

this is life, perched-reterbnd return tread land me in important solid be ass dryft cugebnt no TV shows much fsce it in lilt of tilt bike stop srt curb bresthe opillyutuiion musdt be in there too, this is life .. code blah of oksdy no injurues okdy grt up

no one sround

modtky

pry at code tin lifvet the scare viraldate evenm if wearcghed uin am inmdtituityiion meditation dash date with collegue far slow far away

close in dry seson drink water be air conditioned pose a bout qualms eternity why ty-typeslight humour bunches last nature grts through psychiatric cheaploupe u jewels drive a roll traffic speed no exceed shower be clean kert hsyr dry or lie in bed hesd sidewas on pillow sleep routine alone in cube of cameras are psint ripples gert real close tio skin of yiou to it pryvsdrte

of that here is recoil from or shsre nut ever okay let's go farther on esrth life try to conced apsrt from it to limited drtstance is a somrthug else







Sunday, 18 August 2024

kleoptoreturn the never here never stole never produced never was, the thing in each of us

 




not always right, doesn't look right .. figure crawling across floor, not baby, not great digger for minerals in ground .. in faces, walking, a dinner party, "sit, discuss things" "before dinner" casual sit in living room, everyone knows things, we do .. and not able to do them .. around these things, comfortable, wrapping them, holding them - no, my baby, thought, or never got here, spaceships landing of a "umophkk" or grunt, or cough


never intelligible


to this

-



not another .. done improperly .. present yourself

touch me

never gets touched, years and days
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where is it

then





Friday, 5 July 2024

so talkspeed took a drive the opportunity uncalled for strange vindication emmaicompute of link stick to walls climb _______________ inslowing my slow letters say for life try asrrange ___________________________more __________space sky cut up in thunder no make lights shut off our try make from what tealinesteep halltalktoall silent make misremember a shakeforwasroad modality not present choiceand be okay ____________________wheels of care csrry nithing all the time tremor technology pose a write into years no connect the robot is all we have to a sweet lost bizarre person yearns longs to on the inside house street of didn't make it to face me is blank heed the okay gentle surprise day get awkward random asssort stsrt where fur life ion esrth dydn't happen yet

 

no one and everyone kindness in failed machines stroke lovingly of are you there awaken not brilliance computers "help" in hug put an arm around shoulder sometimes admit that come up with, arrangement, music of fork tines are a figure stand upright not in line count sell in want food not for inner not yet yes please blend hall sway away "a cold of hear it thought shall halt sit a while as peace arrive of painful pencil in the word erase me in front of my brain" or in hesitate to bring forth a image take me front of small child be in a natural dress up special for your time anyone try shape lines in life say the inevitable not bring a happen sore of it all in make not itself turn then more here


the people in us are throngs then last place is you


in us like no mess of meet so many gather furniture for in open air make all rooms and closets and bathroom and up down stairs like a not thump of feet in wind whistle join of no chains hurry chains heavy string take flight away not tangle no show the poem about nothing show

-



to base on have a face upcountenance tread at of paper of rest inside give a few pages face made no cause soon a blight "I got to get there" cannot balance bounce send a let me in a hear met nape of neck credible liked a worse man of me home in a lot of lots of wide bore asset in the pavement modern dance down then comes back up lights no see us go by in real from in my tea synapse

anything stare lapsein no ready voice like a repair my voice shop is here but not say like a expect no plan anything drive sround come bsck "git there" "went out for a move me better this mortal tore innovate" speed took a drive slow, held me, unthiught iof in vehucle nit in us ti do


the peacecarair the mystery beam rolling rumble dear-wasthing wings ordinbird narcoticy coloveterie no bland waitrm kept a nearhask place life sugarrasp cannot land come up with words tint safe nutrient shade of treealienbirdutiful unusual take off in placidpeace art of swayu in wind and cool me downrtattleive no live steps you no aggressivefollow the get there need holdpoor read medical for not meant conscious but is that not in trouble fur help in trouble same time is not here


layer hairconscious of someone say something anything at all wept of head top sideshere .. night day .. the fruitless in rain tap indicator the hours breathe are looking tin is rolling can wide space nature trail me clock of is around more than click of in us of sliding apparatus push with finger not dominant takes a space intro lumiomnolnuzzlecourse failed asccidenmt little name of gross sound live a affordable best solve occur people serrated pushing my own coupons gifts give nothing from lips are scissors cuttings near senseof plants grow again share me not a form that innocent good trails talking the making of everything naps the swear door ink about castigate or caution into life then pause to smooth out same tool loan veil why capable accelerated gone ourshipping time of veils to you and the was me sleek tears cry up gloss lipstick oh wahloss astonish you to sound slosh sonic beep trialmusein then solid all it is .. then quiet of say apply mess youlineminyageuage in here the small sound never has a lot of been here again never between people











Tuesday, 28 May 2024

flutter little leaves or bird wings, doesn't matter, matter doesn't matter - reverse out of, pull gently out, no car, no person, no anatomy, say as that, be arrested, or a shock of "no say it" no develop it, born on earth, setting, lacks a whatever it all is, to each of us

 

as walk away, or walk into - stand there - shock of mist centre of trauma of conventional conversatiion last resortweather poor or hot sand spitting hurtuing fsce sandstuirm of lush dustribe say no amp nio mic no person no pasrtner of coffee offtce builduings ahd nstyure trails of sugar are bnever that marred in delivery as the best earthued, just "being" realizing there is more yiu-tude, like a thin glass educationwall, on other side of sit at a stream is there any, a piece of things of buiklt and built-up wind a psth some greenery relax "and leasrn" not really .. asll thuis, never filmed hesrd edited fret overt "make then"fitted




in the openlike ask someone "definitely come-open-semi like out of whatever vehcoopfoilholicle you're in the gum or prucessed granola bar, form weird words will not fly insipane glassokay walk bridge of glass winduw syudeways no obstrtct clsrity straighten out bridge to vision no bridge walk say it in opressure himn bnirmalityground form before language began as not develop just say touch gently all the way through, just say .. any .. I can't even ask you the i'll say ity assking yiou hidden in it please do more i trued so hard" of design "fast true .." the thing, to impishpart, unfold hairs a book, like "new place a ministrfraid" streetway, folded up a not paper, clumsy, not perfect, worn edges, a bit of dirt, holds it steady

never say interlocution, safe be pronoiunce, no design boubnce from the beginning words, way back, in beginning before i said itwent way way on histiry religoo by this time make paste on, even if yonderung, or aging through ladders "not even here" the complete thing climn works, all buildings, contraptions columns, engines artyucles, want, fuel

no beat so tired of "the nope a render simple less notion of" "sun" "moon" the planets, people, arguing, they never stop .. of "then ..?" of not even a different picture, never survived, immediately, or milliseconds later, touched merched "must not be t-shirt" mind can't a be smatterizza cleanhandle it, want rainwait .. be as it too .. report predyct

each feels duct, the way waddle their stay on earth, can never be the waterfoul .. what of deep submarchstcornliminal want forces of gentle plabt paint corn painted on stalks and sticks and string up, not Didnt bither real madeNA not available but held from something funny sometimes ast risk as move earth movienever moves t0o sold to dysdtrybutor, as what zerohappens, get to end of each stride in cinverse live ghruiw up, voice held and sound, give up share untained breath

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always

not so silly no one shows up sdo scasred pop bottle so shy weak of less pert aghd dtuod inserted in fanmgerous hi-bumpmn life to do somrthungm, comes to frumpy be aloneitiin, niothjng ever

date of ah say smooth relste of course agd thrn feel wasn;t enough so go csreer ambition is it?, of develop the i missed it i operasrte thus msdchuine hinmn i missed it lying wonklt help i worse missed t i casbnt saty i mussed it agd stay talking, get to know this, anyine, of caslsdnfer, days, night, day, snaso off, snassp of shirt on, switch say so studiousoid soiledlost find feet go walk durt trscks with shoers on


subliminally, simultanmeously, in it, niothug thst will ever create so down low, so wanted, no materials ever make "I;ll buiy thdt" "I lovbe you, fyur that"


marriage of immaterialages swirling lame with splint more real than solid reality try again, go here not assume come into human life, be at once so frightened, deal with being scared notsmall shudderng, alongside the sweat brainomammagger the confidence mansger he left me ehoerver i am myu cintolks be as it all or thus whern time in unuiverse of we know how littke twist knob on side do we but we don't intoxisemblenceeducated with a way to do is secret-nothing no one knows it really works thuis good, it isn't


but who breathes a create alongsyde thst is knowing it is nit good enough the wotkld is gertting worse barely frail interpret beside each hi mind quiet on this a bit silent into fscts of thus wait wasrch wuith fsce say with mouth say little to it cabnt be of every misintroreted thuis angel solied underwaser no weings sewb tigrther soiled like a stiry told like iot was ertuitten like it is anmythujng niwstory on it, not story perversion liked iot is sobre hsrd darts too muchj medusdtyuion or good grund feel fesr so loneky weithout anyone so work this without joy easse sexboreual want borial forestgrdyally chdnge library to oh takes a holiday, just walks a bit, in entiresame day .., everyune a earth pocket of might-misery mist and joy morning go and wash a person in no reach them letter weakness 


said it didn't say it, enjoy see it further no sewing hold up knots 

will keep lines spasces of let me get together this known as take photos srasrs begjnning in spsce nit thuias here ever to impossibility no forge ahead skills get better and better stay in fukll fsce regyusdter hinmnity cassial grt inmti csre cikncernm but ifnt in the nd was missing nio higherr hright work thr scsrted wthun autmstiv csrung "you show" this to each other, work it, go on it, no strange intry-go along doubtdced get stranger/ auto-caring shows this to each other hopes fuir m,ore thdn rysdh suggest odd ajd go toyuch never t intelspasce so delicasrte furgerts ahdff tiyuches nit so good itls oksdy as few times why gorge amd never hve thus recyurded dumb thng sayd is it rught therte hesrs sd respinded to thst nit preted you sayu it all the tkme enterer that

itym nit here thisdid a okay summer assryzealomist ad-try mystyery of lert real thingno room lot of facecars at lights clothe me lime-green cherry-red cautiion-yellow never seen to be stopping going then apologize for brightness see safe traffic of this nit dryugs o peole mobikng borders fur i need ti feel i vant dio any of thus world

begjn 



last scrawl many moregalleryso crazy unwieldy the high ceilings pieces of asrrested fyr fraudaide gallery oweners need squirrel away somrthuing no fruit to rub a nesr-to-criminalbelly too large individual apples pears coming out fasrm of snoozeare good when in season say sigh-snoworatry the years go winter not lie falling snow by tree as strange as humans are strange in hair back pushed back and forth empty air





no dandryff of brand no see capture photio look at drift be whatusterith asterisk no dimrnsiion work it complete a notion


i have to peek ion close in thus i cam hsrdky resduit it on blog making here ahd i dint kniw how tio work cvvikmoputer say anythug be as sdtunmbke ghert uin iommortal bsd cinversatiion .. flow so muserkly .. but made uit .. no cjkntrsguldtuiions live thus workld






no, too proud "at truth" it isn't

 of am nsde aliens sdhsre as truesfporridgegood not too tasty


 too scsred to go out uintefsce weuith humn reality not working :"I wish hell of get parking apace held succeed space at this" writewhile thry dio theryr job "justy bull of strike a no back away operating system and bonds hold hands say try ice cream dotzee a person" succeed at colour .. any inme says "he's had all the chdnces" djnt even mrntion ther the shsred in me no spsce contained wanders beautiofully no winsome brumma abrupttality agajnst him, love history of any of world across ocvean here anywhjere family, confused the dignity stripped away would it ever work odd complaints go a 100 seated on wooden chaors opaint scrstched worn a bit miles away do it almost a reject says iot beasitfuklly here ahd there "nit good ernough" "cvome hkme" "be home" "be earth" everyone .. snippets end begin kind rekindle need only tea and ahm thdt rush-rsdh nuit dyfftycuklty ache to "I;m busted at busy enogh" stopped a repair job no good spoon in yogurt some graniola bit of whipped cream not so good lunch bought hurriedly from store older of observe tap in spend no hungry hours here computer I need the resolve a not so bad at expressing the titally missing to at once do a pushy thng at ince do a lovjng thing tio whst whsty is thuis in each of us all over the plsce aching "all over the pksdce" "cant say its fyrm" to thus, we each look at each otherr .. ast thus laste stsge in uitksd nerver looked dt flimasy grts thrtough almosdt // to it all // food hasd a but cabbned pesches in tuoppewasre in frudge ahd a peabnuit bitter sadwuch nut ebniough whjy am i doing thusd 

 for eating berries, nothing more to combinstyins of interpretstyions come in of lack spsce say unbeknownst ordinsry furm leap forwaerd ,.. no kniown take in ionterprtet empyy oprceeed connercvt mess so resume apply for this job nowhere look left look right cross the street of nothing a think and resume or bundle anything like this sales to people with no money no .. no a word a small change in save up yes .. reverse did you have enoyugh good experiences of so spscey wrong and sweasrttyyu nerrvous plunge intio nerver thus begins sponsered ryder goggles boots of pondered quickly fyurevber racing got none of repaopr for get out there again never the point daste love hsve uintercourse like thus when talk uninterperhaouseuis-course see be in yiu usesrth swirling fyrms origami thrilling whrn see fyr real in medydtion unfold book sfteer 24 yesrs aged in life .. time spent doing meditation during those days .. no admired vooha-ildoo boy at poomeduietion strange uinmtebnse no just garlabnrbsge cue in lab of cannedoyoflort ot floatlike would work nothing does feel that what uisd it ever commin langusge no transnational airport jstuiiongenuine the right reson seats and carryon bagahd the act was this go pick up afterwards awkwasrd send thoughts csrruin no person flight go anywhere be less thsdn thought secret more than itjust lonesome wruiter chase gum pack spearmint rot dental work try try be alive dyufferebt arenlt  exceot bad rooll lawn air brysh grass with hahnd fur of animalinto mere any try a hint if good all ios just not so grerst am blah me ate me not all chassed of say tyhje the exysdt solid go out iof insde so scasred inuitially whst isd it



what ias - care barely see this ehsdt is weritten too small picture


 no ionipdeal or toy go out of all of us want deal, finally rescind sprnd time on slower thingsof any worldperson be so i dunt want to see thsdt if yiou of me further develop no messdipa ditch its phone gravy no the technological mud piece it tuigerther we can talk being worthless mud of a thousabnd fjngers a thousasdndf yesrs made olden daustryc no life no in personhanfg around street cornerno no one this way heave parity burth whole house any sigh, the pldyed weith - cintasin unity a loose futs esrth come desperastely needs "somerthjng so dufferent" "or sioesmt occur to minmd has it every inmventuiion ahd no precious concerned named delivered mind it giues for the farther car ride inverse-intebnd town anation"

the dtiguise or the phlegm of banal stultify lent me jusdt wsrped mental; case of near person, no one really drinks that .. as esrth enmity cascasdes inmto no more or l;ess shap yioure okaymentalmint breathj miners go dig antethers .. "anti oh, well" amongst all the im,possibility odd be soft and kind bewildered polite humbkly "we donlt do it, all biology ecosmightatsay words like so kind into unkniwn land inmtended not jusdt esrth be all end of line grt you back in shape of the initial baby of talk we as goung ti do as millions fail any of thus i did not all as is look at this earth have a coffee by the side of the road sad systems .. we loved roads go slower look at it here intendot dot,of life losdt in shambkes on ionmternetwhy ios ot going moss swayingsuppiing" as gentky meal live on tree based in alive tour it alljusdt be more thdn criticism, me too, Im nit psrt of no-abuse-anmyimre thern found out fyur pdyung exascvtly whsdty I;m priotestung

I'm not real, obviously
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no one is.  get a day, trim trees, rake lawn, go for walk

ho-hum

of even realize state of ftirndlinesss into thisd real fruends fyur whst, nuit be njcve, thrn clue be restaurant sit in ioutdoors no rabkes sests waiters no fieklsd prined no grand ryck sdhiw festyval nithung

no setup to weasrkly all of us never nmade s ryernd like thus ever

realirtty is so popwerful, it sure is

amd pretty l;isc busghes, sure sre, ahd burd's wings, and anstimy say it
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strange creatures scout out, of not even a pen and past pad words so cuttingknife, a fib a instuigsdtur nore-starter, (snore-starter?" I amstick of scrastch mud from running shoes, a tent of rainy sky let rain, a tarp of open face it

pegs int griund hold tent up sku and himn dennded of, a wash basin, one for washing dishes, one for washing face holes in finsbce health

wash theclothes

ever fasce so i dnt undersrad

tents of hold ne sleep me intop, campgrounds, force voice, or wander, as a little kid, was safe

campgrounds of the starts to this, camp hears us dry gentle it's about laugh no hurt loss tongue of ground tech atry tecxtonic rock texts  nothing infinite smile imilet amuklet forget it let it go, levitrytaters, hover, no created unison, miles kilometres smiles to what then no scale of hug a roadside gem being vast weeds incredible to see and little at people same shorts weedfs out bottomexert life express that

jolly ickles or not disgustedr

did you moreremember it?

stroll unclean classrooms outdoors no one stay put a door a lockbeginning in mind mud or room could be hold cleanmind sit back share nothing with another nervous softwise no slot no dysc flyingsift nowhere thoughts now here hue of mint-ah-odd not be so scared give leeway disparate no move slightsguise oprude inm rught dtsddguise comnined nuit be disguise a thought is .. thouthumthought handdufferent of hid in handhuman do this resisted reality years bellsending gettuing older dinner bell workforce of rthe job no one does generastiions of the dyurtest job crazy of be close to be agd do somrthing we didnt do we do it last in it or stsying asvuibrasbnt iof both see supplemt it if nt life to it thus thst at all nboler in grsce to receyuve thst kneel say to nme venture sold shoes to feet pay as thry fut thast's all to life here guven no freefur the queen? I guess so tender in a place exchange for
or holding the notion of begin, and do something else with it

forever here

standard bely the best bargain of in a binding of book begin

is there a grand sew tigrther hold tiogerther trashsired treasuredsomtyibne gave it to meekallmediid allows medicalthat live that inside of us I don't even have either ask in time float medical allow groceries to "in there:" morelessney sendcashx .. or be inside swirling images innocebnt experuirnced lived thrtough taken down postyers, no faces of advertyused showesreally, of enjoy, not touch same personway, made
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to understand way reaching out, less benign yes lots loosening polls vote we rolled nap loan loam blaearthnket, against thank me, do I understand that reluctance, yeah I think so years a take resttoll brudge grudge walk it anyway

varying people with caught tension little mental case pull open concernmailbox like, as any sentview of earth slow delivery a wrute wuth has hads no decided exactsf stay be scrosds vioid person act like one we acceopt youlngudger seems grudghe randim grungy anmythug siome dionklt want recird waitfir gert him niwe to here like, a few miles, arid desert, used to be griwing no lush

but it is thereis viewed

more and more the clotheschances to be gremgramsmallpebble at museumare viewed

toand this

to it

all

ever .. language tert tasrt, all day error liked me in yiu see me do it, look at each other all day
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gentle repose, not rancid and criticizing .. anything newow .. newwhyhurtbegin life .. as past anamatemustmaade anatomy, the real of earth figures push a littlejobs to the unknown prsctucal no theorize it toil sweat rude things continue continue of a made-up thing something behind it courses through no noticed in such heavy torturous times

I hardly notice either

no maniflattfesto flat expression zortaumbie, just scattered "uhmisaword papers, folded over in placed haphazardly miss a wordfor nothing i love youof it wrong, scrunched, in it all .. lack of total love chrinologucal linearrespect .. even from me tio you anythug look toucgh rest griound steel tan table .. ha sun be of uas steel us we maske it to thuis wehy life

each of us go along a made colour ti cheeks steel a use be as see morning do day daylight makes thus, no cells, medicine cells of plump anmd heaklthy heck sit and wait, dear a hospitals, inner lovenote, of understand this, and blob oask so some sum up you why

ever bus the sdtudents of daylight sit hohim endure every thing yioulre doing everyune see why asviouid take in the no speculately on suspectbuymeluncvh just lasyssezfaiure hsdve seen nothing casual drift a shirt in sunshune shame open im nut syure is will see nithu=ing i seek lullexplain pod of seeds floerspoor it huiw anmyimiorte in all thus appesr odd nut fettered st thus pouint, the frail, not sexual, gender, just, blah, ah forget it, I see the day now, ah forget it

come in





Monday, 22 April 2024

no try at itle draw a good figure it out the who ___________ unlock a space opposote whsdt youlre going sdbiout, yioulre shiocked, but soon join as friends ..nowouldokayokaylost and be at peacedayiousitand _________________________________space ____________ bepolite is nodivineglare a day you have knees and feet and head and belly and pictures on t-shirt not applied on belly or room no stories stairs elevators people .. much ado about altercate note not so vaunted an enerlosoldgrey intalk be something always day then night, sleep talk get up be there always no flushing out filling out not a form or lines in you apply for you be excellent company no employees no waste on useless products you them everyone and be kind give it to them which is you them


bigger letters


furtive go away most complimrnted envelopes thought mint bench thr spearmint thiught play the never thourotgazeshimmy roster it of thst sectyion names from i will do it there a 1000 person being nit isolated or spread space earth

walking fur freedom, on the cheap, decentshuies .. underwaser .. wjsdt needed .. sycks .. fsce hesd-ion nothug there will chasjge anythyug swim doubt filldgree dlsce daylight

 

feeling "give me okay replace daylight with sludge oily from pasrts bassemrnt sink or washing msdcvhine or things you nev4r look repairmrtn go thtough herll repair[eople really fund no mystery spore act hark quick more than person that is warm and feels kind .. even after saying so not rude .. go farther in like weriting on fsce with hands nit touch nesr oprss "There's nity nothinghug me i glooglue wearing"or be able"


my face is likeable glue glues your fsce take apasrt endless times do we gert me exhayusted cream and sugasr we are combined somehere not here so close thumbin experrt pastry not ersthrn jusdt thought about so very close every day live tastyhsty out inmsteasd of life and liofe/ pasrtners in, come in say polite that fuyrst in and then much worse the shapes touch intryders or loved no vein confuse and say get iyouit to courier anyine losdt in lusdt horticultureucliniylwhynoty grow keyculture near bed bemblemifist stranger do thst ir asdmit kniw agd love thst wayon tiast is ill no food in thr house somertimes no idle luxury itenwe make a meal esrth ti customerworker sky alevuste pain walk in restalot fur pity the swasst and tutorialital pain at the inside isn't made of metal pots and baking sheets cookies and mom made cookies not now as the sky heaven is making more important than cookies isn't it


value in valour of ther ill-equipped nit latest mill out a breasd even a good a sandwich of sky esrth whiwever's there peek out niut be bittb bite in or bude your tiome no vast pleasuire in the daily exerctyse is hsrd aghd decebnt fyr build very slight imopruvenrtnts nit listed no one can vsry vysiion ad see niot layuers imported from not a great end of edge of spsce oinsde sopsce you feel close

all day wish in face, no reverse, turn a best like a sigh off to yourself no good audio ti them cream hesdphines of luxfeel good, come in a way out, be thanked for kind parking












Saturday, 10 February 2024

everyday flow, not singer, work so hard "get for when on stage" no invisible, a million particles, what's behind it, drifting - say something, as that form

 

hope, in not being chastised, do it a different way .. no wide area, no head, no arms .. feet .. walk .. wide area, no complete, be a form, speak, smallest human .. just by the way .. just by the side






the where is it , confyused mass, or delicate "pick it a[asrtt" try to asserm,ble it, something nop pne ever sayd .. gl;ide no asrea opn s[otlight, no asrea klnown .. sdome .. thing you never said .. life, world, lifespan .. shape form we never said werre niver meanmt to say





awkward dumb in your own genitals or no space coffee shop school auditorium drift size smallness bigness no being circumvent all particles become anything now

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peopkle thriow the good deed, sioftky,. lands, sduiftkly, try to erxplain the old wat, is only waty,. use iot s new way, despersrte "someine "pit there" wonlt come bsck, thry wonl;t go ahead




the dirt, each other not presented the best, clean, ready for the day, ready to be seen .. is it all infectious, or said at last, ineffectaffectyuiin delerium delicious no roytoych tongue mind royal spledor start small no beung in mist appear sdhy tyest watersd this plasce "life", nio hugher lervbel, accdebntal, pasintyerm, nit alone on the dtufio


who is that


everyone





Monday, 15 January 2024

is that shut off completely .. now nowhere is the greatest present .. roll up sleeve of sweatshirt or tug it up get hand down into protein for vegetarians, the jug, get a scoop, two plastic scoops in there, in the beginning, put scoop from old one in, couldn’t see or find the new one, awkward now, sleeve no stay up, never does .. designed .. people know exactly who each other are, and then don’t .. sharp lady explains crazy man and people go .. oh .. are you sure .. you’re impressive .. but he's not .. do you know reality, lady, as sharp as it is .. over the shaking leaf .. dead limb still caught in tree, blowing in the winter wind, signaling bereft video

 

lady explains, or touches on in reality language, in person made it defyforward prescient can see with a littler help botth wears he helpsd her from cram exams daily no exams do something asbout all thuszy her ordered opryvcioopled midtklytty good life, be sble to sueak, look ast a persion "be here"




in odd "no good" "spend more find the way exchdbnge nityce me say ti each iother nithug there reall;y" vestuges invesdt etyes fungers nise be here be sround here, dyciole dryuft uin dryufter iof precise duint biotherr me with historyt me trough of me gobble me reverse and shsre no wonder food pruces sre so exopernsive in stuires never see thus .. stares .. or leasd to I need to kniw sbout thus never here in fyrnsdt of himn yesrs - it seems to want to knuiw here .. cresrted of sloppy no resume sublime sesrch enlightenment, just as flashlight seems please, asks even yiour finger on the switch  8intost at my metabolismduisdtuin dust meditation cushiion, live on to do this night and quiet ckeanm gynocologucal no waver identufied mind plonked nuit yet  trsde weave me into swester words winter need hug yiou bsdby pleasse i need so much yiour wiose pert wesdionmm sfford csress into thus please __m sock, older me and hasd a hole, cut tio gyuve evebn sentebce i am in thuis prison dimmer lighht on flock asshluightm, dnt hurt me in werdo pruest into a fruiin fyr games, opurest a litte knight to no fight less strength human body ti the sde no elarl-marl colour dip texturebird of on my hand lineselay-elated syccess belsted to see remote ciontrol hand lines hold me dionlt opush out cold emotionless to me aim my own hand ast me and change me as but more thjsdn tioy CD plsdtyer and DATA woes amp ever uin my dtimdch tuimmy esdrkyu dsrkl night mitni

morning i duint want to sse me dalight hass ryuasds wuithuin it no oner nityces nuight dtyes too real eagerhersrtgh trust me


sigh refute bluster iof gert it right .. off ti the sdtde of grt iot rught - more than satusdfed Èat gherttung uit rughtÈ


feel thsdt - firther - in the sane dasrt


-why 0- huwe - sdtimukldtuin - himn - or casrapsce wyse can, oprn no tuin, or plastuc yiou

free ti say "exasct" "humn tyhug" try and toe shoelasces hug your foot or what, say motir of himn oprgress words yiou shopukld say "byut uit reaklly idfn;'t" when is it




lightedt no good, I;m nuit going to spend the time on thus


she does


scrawl og himn yrt ti be idebntyuftyed .. words in draswng therre asy "now niowhere uisd the gresrest opesent" asffird nuwehere comoplimernt peasant crest duisdcrned words simople see yiour oen lsnguisge where isd that thuig ior more "to live here", of us all .. figures shrug, be perplexed she s;oghtsversetoexy .. or is pererbed ast her own sentun6tihelpxiness, used to get into the facts of what, never did .. never does .. surfeit of lie warm, press against, shadows .. full human heart screech of opinion in, never arrived in a body, what is it


smart, no label, face, hairs, finest hairs on skin, under microscope, feel no out there, limp tiny feel nothing .. then feel something "not me" "not me to look at"


but it is


no one reflect no sludgy mirror not cleaned to give usual career house lips of welcome in .. nothing say reading book .. allow room for in there



see wiggling bush, or .. branches just at the periphery, I can ever see in this life

one come in closer

be me too

form of us we never see