it's like that "oh don't see me" alien foreign thoughts snippets breaks plummets "I must present myself" "unfortunately it is not me" "this"
What are we? So I did some writing today, offline, /again, in my word program wiggly red lines appear under the "wrong words" "misspelled words" "jagged words" "grope for hope words" see me, inside3 very 400 lines, as I say skewed., sigh irp, give a little, push blig, polish raggaassanfa, no polish, flump .. all of us, want to be touched, odd communication to the part we never show.
So for full therapeutic value you could copy this to a word program see it as it was meant to be seen odd foreign inside words, left alone, but shown in the open.
Rhythms.
For healing.
/again, I go to groups, for healing, companionship, unfortunately "they sre niot as high-wiffend asthiswrtig you neen sniffing ends you dog?" eek! is thst aterrubke thig rut ti say who, on my part, and adymb thig. oh masybe c'mon sail along, take the row behind me spit on my hair "don't you dare!" moisrniost,, what was that word I almost got it moist crumbly cake my head you spitting into it twirling fingers around in it stirring with me.
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Oh, I went to my Christian Wholeness, it’s good to go, I mean, it’s about 8 or 9 people in a fairly small room? they call it the “quiet room” at the organization, but it’s a bit huffing and bustling/histlung? No/, oh, animated, it can be, someone brought in their “SSD” dog today .. it had that on its harness, I’m not sure what that exactly stands for, I think it’s a dog you need for things like anxiety attacks, so .. a nice dog, it would yawn, then lie down by its owner’s feet, then say hello to other people, walk up, want to be patted, put out a paw, it finally found someone, near the end of the group, lie on them, just about get on the couch with them, oh, funny dog, they just want love, ooh they’re so “deprived”! cute fluffy dog like a poodle mix all wooly, and even during prayers it wanted to be patted, very funny .. what are we all doing, prayers .. ah, the dog just wants to be loved, /is it “stupid”?/ hardly .. but we, in our wisdom, oh there has to be order, and crazy sex-seeking people, “with everybody”? it’s a bit much, it hurts them, it hurts the people around them, but the dog is innocent, isn’t about to have sex with people, at least in most cases! Ew! Stay away from me! And life goes on, trying to make peace, deal in the Lord’s prayer, ah, I felt a bit ill at ease, hadn’t been in large groups for a while, fairly large group, and “I don’t know what to think” my stuff I publish on the web there (oh just started to, a little, but hold it back, don’t go overboard .. see what it’s like .. feel .. even if nothing “concrete” .. feel ..)/ it’s a bit outlandish/ (things I publish there, even the title “i money earth” “is that an insult to all that is nature” or is mother earth hustling, getting involved in money, a life, a job/\ ha! Me, my bad mouth, bad mind,m but kind) ah, the minisculecave dymp garbag milesd, the inner self, ti hasve an fscility with it, give it .. it’s not something that comes immediately/ life drags you get punctured deflated lie by the side of the toaf/toaf? Whast’ds yhat? roaf a while a long time years set up a tent half of you fl;opped out of it “I;m noit yey healed” do we ever last long enough to see grocery store of healed, oh everything there! Ah, grocery stores, get some things, if you have the money, do you get a treat, how many treats “coodles coo- of caramel” ice cream on a stick? / / .. you dinlt just splassdh all kinds of crap on pap[er (oh bsck ti eriotig here) – well you do, beginning .. or ill .. or ytrpoubled “sayig stuff’ paper, work your house building/dosdance, work it out, is it healthy, sdolescence, early 20’s, wpords, thinking poor slouch you’re good, ah, you grt stoned pettyu fassy, no nit the weeged, just “stined ti death” they send little gremalooinlins through the mail doff, jump out of a box wem, thruw stones at you .. ef we mememin oh, it’s a tough woitld, remember hurrying here. Getting some rest odd jumpy words sootnhe don’t just say all perfmy frazzerled mind earlegr is wring ein, wase brrimg on sround the curner, do it eryc .. hiw’d you knoiw, ring me touxhes, expe owenbce, of words, flame og foting of candle
Sit a while, sit odd misspelled words “I dint hsve ti kniw” resd gret some gl;immer “something impossibke to say”
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It’s painful, life./ see my pain, seethe wold, in wiords, trunfked by, 100;s ofthiem, grest pound I see don’t hurt you with mine just agree with yours gain entry, medicine of this type, work horses, orf tanalano ferrets, scieeyigm dcience gee gumo white, vlsck tip on tail word if, nervous, spitting geeagazw, jumping willonni, quiock, heart rate must be fast .. calm down .. saint water, I work hard exercise words thoughts unable to cure look at world sit with pain 20 people go by feel glance of pain their pain
Hidden
Come here, walk through these
When nithig else approaches you in life, nithig else will work/
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/endf’ snippet/ 5:05 pm
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