we kindly oh move around tap toe shift in seat sit forward sit back, what to say, you know gather thoughts have guts just spray it out ah elephants cheetahs rhinoceros people students class shape belly head hair people just people we are

so these two drawings, ah I'm tired here, 1:20 a.m. in the morning here, did 3 entries in the blog today, but keep it up, good work ..  Talk, express, these hidden things, odd position, to be polite, giving, keep it up, for all of us, sad inside, we have levels, we talk regularly, but oh we all have so much else.  No access.  No excess.  No little bit.  Starved.  We try to not get cranky at each other, for this.  "Get cranky for what?" we don't know.  "Leave me alone." we don't know  "say in regular words."  We don't know.

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so here's a little writing from offline earlier, goes with drawings I guess, be good sometimes, and express, if you can.

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11:40 pm

So I did a 1+1, it took me 1 hour 10 minutes.  Oh good to visit, the eotu loves us or knows 10 billion split off from him, little humans trying to love, trying to be something, accomplish, what are you, do you make it, details, overloads, try to be something, today, all run out, details, didn’t work before, didn’t really work before, oh we did okay, men and women, the story, the many variations, did a lot “towards being something” being these beings, 2 legs 2 arms, brains, citizens, destructive, keeping, kind, jerks, everything, joining together, making “something” I guess .. the eotu stares, “you made something, I guess,” come visit, if you meditate, come see, ask a piece of me to visit you, troubled human, overloaded human, job, personal life, cellphone, porn or restaurant ads, anything, they get you, “look at me, look at me” need some other type of information, meditation, that no one knows, no one can speak, come with me, so yeah, /tell the eotu what it’s like down here, introduce yin and yang, moonlight and sunlight, keep it simple, just tell him what it’s like, a piece of him, staring, kind, blank, glowing, everything, in a small space, saying nothing, doesn’t need to, /be something, through all of us, now spin with yin and  troubled human and piece of eotu, spin in a good way, lose earth, leave earth, come see, discuss the failures to be anything at all, nothing.

Come discuss.

Ah be with him, the eotu, leave separations intact, a little bit closer, know the eotu, still be humans, poor damn things, so many bad patterns, failed to really love, you did okay, can the eotu love, did it ever love, why have things revealed now, why discuss this?

So this is what I saw tonight.  Yeah.  The mechanics of it, being around the eotu, you see some things, can’t carry them too far, maybe next time.  And even getting marginally far, still bring the eotu back to earth, farther steps in meditation, come see, be the little prayer being, as blank as you, mr. eotu, she sits there and doesn’t have much to say, of details, sweeps through all human details, is asked to love, if she can, she might be able to, blank, glowing, kind.  “Can you speak now?” “No, not just yet.”

So it is.  At least she gets here a little.  I love her.

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