ah I wish I had a big book it was connected by little spots I could print out pages not damage it snip out little bits not damage a "good book" but it was designed allow me snip out little bits haphazard leave them places leave "title page" of my own design, impossible to assemble book, the whole thing, just like the whole world

Ah you know whole big book terminal cancer or terminal loveliness humans spreading over the earth the big ice cliffs falling the deer falling confetti at weddings is that wacko? Show me peaceful protests or assemble a mentallill tinsel tensile bridges to poor far spizztettchnoralf everything

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It’s just “I don’t want to read another book” but you assure me it makes sense in a long-winded kind of way you spend 10 years like determining to do meditation, learn how, a master can send you to the door, you go in, spend valuable personal time, years and years .. “or I’m too busy drinking” says the teenager, or young college age/ drinking, while learning skills, to make money .. who will assemble dumb book, world book, world dna, world science, world religion, world everything, all falling apart .. little pieces, mean nothing, we scramble “hey eric you got 90,000 page book? that’s huge, but not as huge as 10 good books or a library wall, or knowledge was supposed to get us somewhere

World

Let me have a little plastic sandwich bag of eric’s words ah I didn’t read them sorry guy but I enjoy placing them places “for the book never read” I put a sticker or a little standup sign identifying the book “too long” “or too involved” “to ever read” get a social feeling over, a social feeling assembling it

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Ah I buy pages format interesting extras pictures he does art “wants us to do art” I don’t know what he’s talking about “I buy the latest news” he gives some free, some he feels embarrassed about, close to, so he hides it, makes us pay, it makes him feel better, ah privacy, games, embarrassment, we’re all fucked up .. pieces scattered torn up stores cars people not blown apart by bombs please, but just the feeling “nothing is assembling” just more and more is being made, I don’t see it adding up, I don’t think it can

Something is missing

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And he talks of a little being, “that he projects near him” no he doesn’t hsve a prohectir beam or some new technology frm califpinis cpertyno or something, no he’s just talkig and from yesrs of medustion and mental illness schzip potbellhtrenia potrebello?, whsteverr thst is toilet, not a dufferent oersna;ity, just niot fitting with reality “he left to go to the store of the sky blue” “was tortured there here somewherte menrental frill posit krimp iss cramp my style oof “body he left behind” it was tir per etired – he left it behind you

Niw he’s zoom bck

Ah with things to scatter say his minions friends nice wordf wha we all just juice, little being get, good beig, adds it all up without a 2 asrms 2 legs bdy

Feel thst little beig

Poster being

For confuasionNo hes too shy tio merssed u, you do it criwd of readers opu develop it, okay it’s he’ll gve you hnts, do as best you can on hints built strange quality mind vantydo without meditatiomn and crtaziness rare guive you things that can definitely assemble