What does it hurt, to say something nice? Yeah keep writing behind the scenes, to do with the book behind this “does some of it get really weird?” “yeah, I guess you go far enough into meditation you forget a bit that some people don’t know at all what meditation is, what it does to you, that lots of it isn’t capable to be explained by words, ah people do their best, you meet, the minds have fancy expectations, or ‘of other worlds’ ah humans, as if with words, say something, anything, just guide our fairytale things inside don’t disappoint them too much and don’t tell us how really hard meditation is some days, is that wrong not to tell us, or don’t want to scare us off, we can meet maybe with others, not brave enough to do it on their own, need help, and with suspect we lose the essence, but still need help, will build up the essence some other time”
Ah meditation, and help, you know, help, leap, jump, for joy, comics, house furnishings, living with someone, people out there, students, artists, people, talking having coffee, sleeping
People.
So Janey, yeah, one of the characters, in this book, mini-internet, weaving, our own, impossible things, ah “all the characters” you too, live people, some alter ego, or not a childish super-hero, ah what do we all have, mature alter ego, practical alter ego, but not too boring, too simple boring given up on everything “you’re no superhero then are you?” but Janey, Jamey fastyssimal, fuzzes out, loses fiss “no that’s not my name” I am fantasrtycc. See my biceps bulge, ah she does okay, hasn’t taken so many drawings around to drawing exchange talk to art collectors face their questions want to know about floating words the being in her, ah it’s too much they’re rude pushy judging, where it’s a soft intimate thing, for friends, not a moneymaker, but she’s got to live, and all the conditions of it, sad world, and art collectors, dollar signs in their eyes, or confused, to live a good life, take pointers from this, see someone good at it, with a good heart
Janey is tired. She does her meditation, is able to go into work a bit later in the day, the graphics studio, the boss is okay with it, she sat down with him, explained she needed the meditation, and surprisingly he was okay with it, has been to meditation conferences, it’s popular, the high-tech types computers graphics systems IT I don’t know, tired, moneymakers “you not into that floating words stuff though right?” “oh no no” as if he’d even ask the boss “Hello baby” the studio, oh people are alright with floating words, it’s just emerging, we all try, it’s hard to get hard to act real in it, you depend on how you were in the old world, it’s pretty heavily ingrained, it’s pretty hard to just jump out of it have your bearings in this at all, you’re eager, then it gets downplayed quite a lot, things just happen, you get disappointed, it seems nowhere some days, it takes a lot of strength to get through to the next day with it still intact, still care, still work on it .. and yes Janey your place is good in this book too. Your place is good.
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