ah the papers drawing lousy scratch scribble slice swipe fill in try to balance add a bit smooth out "me" while you're waiting for "me" any of us, waiting for the mystery in us, we all are

Oh to just fill in the time huge project get us here to earth strange pieces of sliced along a curve paper scissors cut with x-acto strips welcome home papers hey spaceman any of us university student old man businessman “where you been” “did you ever get you to me?”

To just wish clouds had little dot-dot roads punctuation drawing tattermatter physics torn paper assemble bored unskilled person no matter the education no language teenage no language professor lost silent scrub up magic and operate not with witch nurse strangulated triangulated radar dive deep in straggly roadside laced up grade 1 teacher took wring way for a night lost drinks ran out straitlaced slumber party she’s safe at home watching movie it’s good to whore out cups of mound make female gust raccoon broadway rust practice rant on say ants crawl zip teet-tee anything into the wild blue yonder throw in some words make me understand what I can’t about you mystery human on earth I sadly capitulate become bored and chip bits on my shirt late at night save me tell me more set me up in this why, why now why you help me? here what none of us can say bring out of bag surprise even us mess has bright spots say what we can’t say become upper beings fill in with mess modified looks good  I’m surprised have in us legitimate subfooject matter foodllow alongside mrs. appelate grave worm wasted tears millions pie the other multi tassel of m,ulioes “try” “okasy, try?” spell some yo got you tired ran out yeah whast of it, we all

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So here’s some esrler writif earlier tonight offl;ine book private shoooh keep it trysted zip moth up

11:45 pm

It’s near to impossible get all the pieces assembled to talk this.  Ah make low-skilled but lots of emotions drawings shaky my own have confidence on I know this is right we should be speaking like this alien beings or c’mon it’s practical I like it, unexpected how people like these beings so much, honest, beyond world.

Be honest beyond the world.

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So shaky beginning pieces confusion of all this try with a million papers a million voices small results much garbage we still like it

It is the only way

We dig in, and we like it

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Try in a thousand things only 10 get through, or really low percentage it is the way it is no other setup for it no better method this is how it’s done unavailable better world this is how it’s done, we suit up, ride out, like this, are ready, unknown task, unknown way to do it, we finally have our way.  Ah, risky, or inane, dumb, what do we call it, on its way up, functioning, where we were just frozen before, staring .. ah going along with life, this is not anarchy, this is past it all, protests, anarchy, living some life not fitting in, we all do, we all feel it “no one’s smart enough to actually come up with something that works” no one’s smart enough, can feel us, odd creatures, no 2 arms, 2 legs, and not fantasy art, weird creatures, other planets, meet in bars, have odd faces, bodies, nah we all just know we’re here, humans with hidden thoughts, not much to make of them, no access to them, they carry us along, probably 90% of us is them .. they carry us along.  But no access.

“I don’t care.  I do.  It wears me down.  No group, no tattooed, no untattooed, no book readers, no bike riders, bmx, or bikers, motorcycles, groups “know something pertaining to their group” but nothing like this, strange, meditation, mentally ill, stabilized, saw it through, wall of fire, your mind has potential but you have to go through the wall of fire first .. touch our mysteries, explain to us, those that haven’t gone through a wall of fire to see it

Explain to us, this is a good job

Little by little we get these spots small short bits sections areas, it fills in we live our lives still think of this include this it fills in for a better life for all of us

Includes this being I want to see with each of us, dare to ask about it discuss it

More and more

Dare to what odd question? what odd group? None

Just people, this distant inner life, not any of us, not in words we can use on earth, anything we can use on earth, but this does

The words my mind unwilling give me weird almost does make it spacey silvery but competent not a loser drunk and high and showing up unprepared we make it this crazy high, but sane, down to the brass tacks, do good work “words are not this” “stop in midair” I look don’t know if you’re raping me for my special inside I give no one can’t function in can’t have a life in, you dare to take my hand on it say I can live it in this world that says it can’t be worked on no one does tattooed or not or risk it all or throw it away what do you look like, scream it out like, try to appear as it or have opened doors on your surface, this inside NEVER EVER touched, no one, a lot put on a show, but no one, change my distant galaxy, in me, never arrived here, give me the language, how it comes a million miles, hears you .. this buried in me, I occupy myself with many things on earth, but this never comes

Sit with me eric, take it slow, don’t be rude

Be crazy spectacular not a weirdo you know how to use these words by now, we’ll be careful with you

Meet slowly, we both know how to be careful and slow with each other now.  We know this exists.  You leave it be.  Come close to it.  Put an arm around it.  In some way.

It feels safe.  It really does.  It looks, cringes, or half cringes, or no it’s getting stronger say hello to humans in human life.

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/endf’ snippet/ 12:20 am

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So end of that writing offline back to halfway here ah pay homage to Janey graphics workshop work hard young person two jobs 3 try to piece it all together get proper sleep go out with friends some nights “see what this is!” ah drawdot smidge many more get senses like smude runoncude in encoded smudmuddyge dumb carnage clackvoaed wink mouse void smudge sig dumb hun wosn woke but high buildigs boof ask me radasr radical warmplain snuggle mess million dollar mnschines xero fly so fast but we’re all so dumb and smart at thing height need but im sad fill in, bsrely get logioc fool me gust of smart cold hussy this, I want hustle get marmalade butter tyoast on line for sense gather these to dirty this bag goes far pass foot on so long ball I barely understand this you got gist of this yet yells captainnever if but this is done so fun don’t push it

Just like it should be