Old I like you I like me I am old older pin up my underwear threadbare I kept some don't care am naked to no one.
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(Disclaimer: This is about nice people that are really rotten people underneath and they have a good act and I get sucked in every time, oh they are unconsciously doing it oh just like sex drinking hiding lying bisexual any sexual get it all bring it all on and act nice and can be sweet and are deranged and psychotic but we won’t tell. Whoops. What was I talking about here? Retract all that. But nice people aren’t fun enough. Whoops./ they certainly are, good hearts, and all the finest minds of our generation like sleaze on the side. Such that it is. Taken too far, no bisexual does not mean you’re bad, but gorging on flesh like it’s fish in a bucket does certainly mean you’re a fucking creep. Whoops. Now put that a kinder way. Our leaders in power have proclivities. Whoops. Not all leaders, just some. Oh, you’re having a hard time modifying this. We all like sleaze on the side. Ah no but comment and not be a no-nitghig danbbkler fake kiss me. Enough said. There is no truth life, it’s nit s trye world. We canlt get anywhheere, nit onky sex but money and raisig kids and schools and salsrues, all lies, get some, I believe you. Some of upu are good, and you are. There.)
Yeah disgusting girls fuck a lot like cum down their throats and say they’ll love later on they dream of sucking their guy’s cock all these other guys are just practice they’re dreaming of him, ah as they sell t-shirts online rude things “daring things” no depth occasionally do have depth brilliance then wander off into shit, they’re taking drugs, traveling selling things .. now when do they all die at 70 can hardly remember that wild life wrinkled skin on tits thin like having paper flat ones stapled surely that’s a joke they don’t even care they got nothing to say hopefully got stashed bank account they don’t talk about with grandkids they’ll steal it .. what did mom do what’s that odd tattoo nothing’s nobody’s got anything to say past career job wild life “pick up on honour” when I’m old c’mon eh I don’t need it now I’m smart rude got slang know the words from dirty smut I coast I am one level above dirty smut I lie to myself I will be a good person one day I will be the best good person.
Live forward 30 years did you skip out go mentally well I’ll take a break never were that bad, saw them, never were their friends, what does thus world do, for calm at 70, new space ahead, for world, that can’t get past generations of shit and nothing else, or best brains like shit, on the side, rude, titillating, provocative, ugly, raise the ante, sell t-shirts, or digital prints you put in plain black frames on your wall, to show you appreciate a rude fine mind, rude fine art
Nowhere
With me
Marry me
All the way through
Or something else/ I hug you, don’t put you down I’m really not, You’re beautiful girl
Somewhere in there/ raise the ante find fine mind fine at bad parking at curb, of buildings for heights .. you is almost there daring at physics rude at physics what the fuck is that, in you, consciousness/ for fuck, or trail it out to words tell her the girl “I don’t want to fuck, don’t want to fuck you your wet cunt get my cock in there can we talk of physics of what they don’t know, in fuck and cunt and brave and touch don’t say the bad words just touch me be brave be with me recognize these feelings or past lust push me off for months let me read a tapped computer book from you someone steals it gives it to me for years you write half-aware it’s coming to me unique vein not your cock vein my mouth running over it instead I don’t run over you with lust and using, I use you here, I fuck you here I am so frustrated but gradually afraid I’m losing my life of ignorance becoming smart in talk to you right on to the face about important things I lowlearn leaveusalone that from here the poophysics of missing toilet human mind shut the door missing human derision derriere any word I not in school just fun me my loser life dimension neither slut on the stemstreet or brain flower in university rise mixmecmbination drink moments butterfly dates wooshes flimsy dream drapes seams incalculable jeans expensive words genetic food unformable mix mind spirit “alcohol hall somewhere roam attend to me” here lay a fumble ooze million pages pad following blood us nowhere baby ashen grey birth of tomudda from no one smiling daylight free, tapped from eric’s computer wacky, gradually begin you to live lopsided no-learn-lean over a better life, yots yardswamp people pleasing swimmingly chaotic in downstairblast nuchleler spell any way shorts a slippery word spell nice shorter another wave me lemon slice we are in a pool of snigger brains on the ground
Help me
All of us
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that's really quite brilliant old man 53 we take drugs no I don't we are ample ass fat sit don't exercise do a bit cant do this cant csrry this through
do a bit
on this world
What do we all do, what can we do
nothing
I am finished last spark, a little of this, but that's all it is
you are sopping t-shirt liquid sag wet pert firm chances of opting out not working this it is myth of old age incapable I adhere to real world not psychotic capable inside meditation that is really quite firm and pert, I love you
wanker wrinkle masturbate tide of beaker blue foam up in mob of stirring angle staster statistician linklien sugar so soft ice cream come inne bliss no drugs classy dear bet on day blue sky clumps cheap art project like this claims to prossfipnal; cleaned not true all false where's we cheap chair all the fast where was I going along to this, I like this, i fit in
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potty mouth to somethig better duye world grsvesite roll ball gets tuck on hole come basck out rollagainsme way roll awat
plasy ball game with kids
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you can do this old man be intelligent smart platonic respectful and include this as embarrassed get through it necessary for intelligent discourse
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strong smart learned raped my mind psychologically by life terms it greet slap slam who bad as physical rash pee where I still made it vibrant as many microscopes soaps over me wait and trance train live no all through misleading trial life all the way home to this now I did it to myself some of it oh who knows confused make it through life's verbatim intelligence whisked knowldirtyedge gnarled on the raw iff side
i am now string of beads learned wise mala no whipped beaten to a day of infancy at the end of my days mercy
yeah, it's kind of fun .. ever derive, or begin to make "past it all" not be a fool, still alive, in these precarious times .. so much confusion .. what is "life" "or higher being" "or hang around a coffeeshop” what is any of it? / to ever sit with someone, naturally veer in, you are past the moment .. but still in the moment .. built all these years .. simultaneous .. not a farmer of the moment
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9:45 a.m. Sunday, January 22, 2023 / comment left on blog post “ gorgeous old people ..” of November 8/13 (the original blog post, when made)
"doesn't have a pocket of bizarre time that cures us all up" a line from all that .. it was suggested to me, I started to read .. wow! it gets very rude - but is sort of accurate don’t you think?
As far as older people, polite to them, polite to me, I now include me .. but getting on .. or book travel roads, no published book, to censored, to can’t say what I want, so that is good. I carefully, brazenly, say this – both – no opportunity “great” “older minds” or being never there, all of us, through the thing
Nice to say
Thank you
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Chances skyscrapers aren’t tall strong people
Nice to be this being, somewhere
Thank you for allowing me a tiny part of your life
We all win, communicate, like this
Where is it, it is loaned to us as “viable” these are years world is glancing, to the eyes, maybe not “of this” where is it
In each of us, fields, tight spaces, everywhere
Is this
Pause to recollect, memories, forward, into it
Nothing makes senses to give this and make sense, work dot i, world it is
Make it, some recipe scant provisions to each person “test” not sex, life, food, youth, older, sensing, believe .. touch this .. surer than believe, any of us .. now .. pause “great things” then say no sure a being can do this see this, scamp of not a little bird, so playful
Yes
Chickadee, just lands locally, sometimes, yes
Breathe fresh air – everyone – get out there – walk – ditch the paragraphs, forced censored published of free poor not a great thing to do this here like we all are
World
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See as “why are they doing there?” why don’t they say hello – as everyone is this
Evening weird-being-phone becomes wonderful birdy “cuckoo?” no, not the derogatory term .. cushion .. meditation cushion .. torture, straighten out a billion people, anything .. not the offered book, organization, anything now .. breathe grey resin floor, flow “meet no one in life” as we don’t meet anyone, of this .. yes we do ../ further than history, anything
Thank you
To all