Papers damnit “okay everybody line up soldiers stand straight give me your art papers” give me your heart, liars, for life, give me a bigger spread.
Are we created, act like god, ah have a say, have a seat, edge of universe, all sit here.
Have a tea, ah, just break bread, break precedence, tell me a little, just impossible to say, humans intent on getting it all done their way. Be weird, Janey. Be weird, Merle. Come out of that sustenance, suffocation, as humans. Remove the suit, viral infection suit, or human skin, nah don’t do something science fiction weird just hug me in a few words, fuck, it’s all over, for no one it’s never all over to do this. Fuck.
We stay put, “know” we are these 2 arms 2 legs. “Know.”
Can’t really design our mind to do the more it’s supposed to do./ or less be a freak embarrassed kicked out of the crowd kicked out of our home married our wife for other reasons had kids for other reasons, can’t tell them, are you gay, dad, no, are you a bank robber, no, do you kill people, no, will you quit asking me all this shit, what the fuck are we all doing?
Walks out of the house, has a smoke. Doesn’t smoke. Really. How do you tell them all this? You can’t even form it in your mind./ we go on with all this shit, big book, joining blog on internet, thousands of pages, millions on this subject, yawn, you asshole, eric, thanks, we all have nothing to say.
This is a depiction of that.
Perfectly./ noise in your head fucking shut up no not hallucinations just dissatisfaction ah with all the tv sets and laptops, dogtops, my dog carries my tablet, shits on the screen or it’s a cartoon depiction and I’m so fascinated – don’t smell anymore, don’t laugh anymore, dog. We’re all dead, fucking give me a reason to shut up. I never said anything. Gloom, no contact with each other, say none of this, sneak around, offer me a paper “that’s a nice paper.” Fucking artist. Nah, don’t call me that, I’m just dead, don’t have this part of my life, don’t ever make it.
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We try.
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/by the way, here’s the full text for the paper above.
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Thank you very much for playing far respect to near this outher part of where us in kept.
That’s all like a brain creating a thought from a messy hand drawing.
Hello.
Say something interesting we never do we just licking cunt all day long to you. Never say anything face level respect kneel level are always down your pajamas elephant squirrel mouse praying mantis your clean cunt us horny lick and fungus forest eager I don’t know how to say this you Lucille any name Haley Veronica just choosing names no one I know just cunts along the way when we ever get to anything else in life a corridor a picnic bench respect you it your cunt your body. our lives. Our true fucked up lying lives.
Hold me I did my best to curl around find a side there wasn’t a cock on and I was just me
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/ ah okay end of those cutout words pasted down on paper from the little photocopy scan of handwritten paper enlarged .. ah work to it .. I been meditating 14 years now, a little each day, hardcore, 2 hours, 3 hours, a set cycle, set steps I do, sometimes need more, there’s a CD I listen to, but it’s far more than that, as you go through the years, you build a personal story. It’s quite difficult. It’s a devotion.
But really, this time, knowing we’re more, and no longer being in awe of it particularly or taking a chance stepping into it with meditation freeing ourselves from these 2 arms 2 legs bodies, no longer being so concerned, so “in it” for 24 hours a day. So in it, so in life, there is more to it than that.
What is it?
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And it takes time thousands of pages “uh eric I have a ball game to go to/ uh that movie’s on tonight” we need it entertaining, stupid, I can do that, I’m stupid, as stupid as you “excuse me?” life goes on, fucking on, ah I give you what happens in meditation, take little chunks, the whole story, my odd life, the police, after me for counterfeiting, of currency, I didn’t do since 18, 19, even then, just cameras, old school, no computers, hand done way back when grandpa, and I broke down ophilosophy faith, itches, broke, stitches, repair, fade do art fiddle, find my way, needed time, no I didn’t get married have kids I needed time
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Whole life went away
For this
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To see this
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Ah eric I still got my movie to see
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Okay
On this little planet 5th from the sun or I don’t know how the fuck it goes but in meditation to see something, alive live down heck outdistance naysayers be naked safe in your imply eyes spaceships brain bored bedroom ship disappear cock flew head was grasping steering wheel cock useful body still be there ah eric you crazy fool feed us make us get it, get some, ulterior not strip down in any known way, need this, now, in something else go lipids nutrition you don’t even know those words I know give detail texture chef dumb words taste apply temporary tattoos in brain canals run step around luminescence daggers with stamping gentle fuzz static machine you utilized my sultracoopl unseen garage cub brain love you baby unborn a meagre thought here love you gradually in there reader words make their way across space into your brain we external tether watt give bright whistle thistle scratch pour these finder eff words go be kind offer me university sit garbage slap universal high man screw as 3 year course seven life in here, a 14 year old prayer being girl a million years old sit with us you stare lick lips no not screwing with her delicate meditation haze hey hopefully meet her all of us in time blather bleed come to birth menstruation words egg but all of us wide all ee assortment coaster drip go there for us eric chemistry alchemy blend you are the vituperative cranky love god ha ha just kidding give me encouragement as a bleep of man and don’t commit duoicde what was that word from lonelinesdbe interested in this eric hold to it, hold on, we all hold on with you, earth holds on with you. whee etes dssapesr live e,ty spce happy, see the thig, not made of matter anythug we see words gwently misspelled we think is true in our dtiory
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