I think we all have a lot spelled wrong not only for high school or any school in college if you made it there but life if you expect anything to teach you like from afar
Like meditation, no time for, most people, but if you’re dying, and rapping the door of society just brings smirks ..
If you’re dying
So to not so much complain as work on something, comes full circle, society interested “the bum’s not complaining, the bum’s got something for us” ah we none of us want to sit with a friend hear their complaints we know it’s all bad life is bad hey see it through smiling face honestly smiling, but not dumb, you’re staying around, didn’t take a death cocktail, call me up to let me hear your last breaths you fucker
Find something else
For this
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We’re just tired, and we do sit with friends yeah whatever the case will be there suffer their bad moods even in suicide yeah .. oh terrible push the buttons, we go that far, want attention, escape, retention, retemter teeth whstever get good teeth gert good days from here on in, straighten these words, buck words, no one knows how basrely keeping ion keeping the on-top-face dionlt/ straighten my face wire my face grow it up good/and all along the way come in doctor friend and wire it up quick “is it any use doctor at this point can I not just show my real self? It’s out of alignment, it surely is. It’s ugly, it surely is.” want ti tell anuone, like it’s bsd lucj/ straightem these words c’mon you can but I just feel empty when you do, but I feel emty niw too “quivk eruc! Save me!” “if I don’t say anythug, msybe I can just continue” you can from now on eruc spell them right we are teetering ../ / “oh you found me out with all this eric now whsdda yah ginnass do, I push you up against a wall, ‘you’re wrecking my life! I don’t want truth fucker!’ stick my finger in your shoulder, pousse pish blade or something, or frint of shoulder fund a suft pocket insertion ‘thanks fur the change ma’am thanks fuir counting it up good’ hurt you ram it ram it “niobiody must find out thst much more than the sentences aren’t spelled right, protest warm cozy with me eric damn you found a way I wasn’t looking at it warm and you’re the one that didn’t go away in this cubby hole for two three family extended photos smiles you prop them up bless you piss on you just kidding don’t make me face a fucking thing thanks for holding my hand through these long sentences it is a long way to the top of feeling good from admitting and not dying from being honest crazy honest/ read friend be so good companion farts and wake up tomorrow no wet crack and possibly start wiping came up clean so happy on something we did it we’re starting on it!” ah all of us settle down and shit shut up it’s not happening .. all spelled wig out crazy bitch keep away from my front doorstep crazy bitch hope wrong.
No good spelling svailabkle, no alternstuves, nowjere ti resch fuyr to correct all this. Onky desth destrycion if we ever sdm,it it. /C’mere sit a spell. C’mere really, touch him or her on the shoulder. Sit, make involunttsry sound with lips snap suck it in keep on syrong weightlifting moment terrtible pass it going enougjh /.. spell good a little here .. orchestrate I have never felt so warm in stupid uppity good writer before .. hold me my blank alone scared can tell no one .. I found you here internet book .. don’t go .. a little more, while I stabilize .. you stay “I stay” people on the edge with a good face now alone in apartment at computer “don’t fuck me over eric if I’m holding on this long with this” it will done damadd up tio as massive good shit cry empty fsce WE’LL ALL KEEP GOING noew shaddup hugging yiu buddy friend girl guy sure .. we need a sure thug,/ what was that? thing I mean/ if we sdm,it ti this, we need a sure thugm, THINGthere’s nithig, in human sight, nothing at all, push on we push to wear binocularblinders polish blinders look stay on track, clear day lens blinders thank you make it half shitty and get me through make this realistic /there is nothing but bleakness bright pull back the curtain up ahead past this outside crack crumble crust universe of this .. a few losers and weakilings ciomminyr supper sit silent not me I talk you come to the right place yicide save you free no links but we must hang ion there is nithig but bleakness past this just kidding this will last batteries foodstuff in your pocket.
So I dint say anythug, masybe tomorrow, I will say some we had it heremore.
We close the door afraid to screw it up you feel good not walk away vurse me
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peace
Yeah so I share some of my written work, come halfway to the blog take a look at it compose a bit open “new post” just make a title while looking at the drawing I have here, already did, oh it all goes well whammo oh files wouldnr load picyture day wasting away try again/ file format didn’t load two days ago, now loads now and one that was working for two days doent load/ who figure/ good we walk in the farmyard, of computers, no it looks better fucking lonely, we hsve jagged faces for cartoon psychiatrists not there, domeone love us, not pay you, we ask of no one afraid top state it so clearly .. afraid this day of all days put it on the spot/ but do, it doesn’t run, the creature here, reader self, reader self psychapteriatrist or something spindly ruination meagre, inpossible in yiu in me, it’s really hard, to have anything circumvert stop[ save “I’m doing okay” I op[en to no one/inscribes life, monogram, hankies, toilet, sit cry I cleaned the barhroom sit cry no cockroaches standing up to stare at me and cry too/ wheels around, gets by it doesn’t just wheelies land smack dab in it pudding porridge my sagging self inflated to complain and win, drive you batty own you marry you we are here today, friends and family in my private self I love you eric I love you too we are plain inside human beings devoid of body, good/ stay a while forever long past our deaths thank you established this communicatiomn here now it helps “this has helped more than anything these days, eric” it’s really hard to see more than human eyeballs wheeling around and just staring at themselves puke pop big gallop swap splash we whiz fail
We are more colourful good word than this
As it helpHow come nbiody can get there, like this,. eric,. in my life?
I don’t know
All the lazy slobs esting beer and pizza and smoking cufsreetes and snorting combdake they hid in the hollow of a pen rats insect specially midifuied trees stop friends lose your house you dumb fuycker is this all life is
Humsns are just them,selves
or
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We see some of the bsd spelling perfect pretty senyences on paper modified wotld allbruight workld panacea utopia fuck lip climb get handhold we are here long term friend give false hope or off give us as it is or give us chance to step back work with sentences like these don’t words pictures the streets the handshakes the meetings look at me this way, another’s face pass by, didn’t try, I am tuned, but now sit with me, turn it off a little, “reality” responsibly, sit read out some of this slur drawl pause not drunk for sure, not drippunk or stulloned, just unsure, to puncsay these words, push pussha at paper reach these for a higher place, clubs nasty rooms no if we possibly can do better why .. / lay it out, get it spotty, more in blewbook blow away papers in wind, the flow of the humongius crap good sdtiff fall off ledge high apartmemnt or rtun n street letting them go birds that sprung wings from people dying “I hate it! I wonkt do it anymore!” or hiold on, do slow pop force membrane work, every day, for world, wont work on it, world can’t ../ deep sturdy furre away tapped some get uit “whst are we scratch me love” “what are humsns nocturnal sruffing groom” meet on that doorstep full og people ghosts fogauin again spell the tiniest place some autonomy good hard objectivity step basck workable be abke ti fgrasp ANYTHIG
about life nit just be cauight in it, please
dying
like we were
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