I guess in terms of love it’s a messy op[pop drawig/ poopoo/ yep/ oo some balance you’d rather have it true but a bit rough around the edges not all frays cut off all-stick-out barbs polished not faked snipped pruned ah but hug me with your face down there or don’t just draw in your far away stufio studio mess a few boxes thrown around more papers everywhere walk through seagull angel make it damn good arf “art” boy
Woof golden eeOh, if you could go a bit further, into what? what does art do? Many a one two artists form they have as great opainting people gather in it there, so many minds view gather there hen heifer plop wolf but tin box thin their lives bull have to paid drunks sling ham have to be hard comedyfycks hasve ti be jhasd excikse my lamgiage “sop if you di fyckubtg good drawi8g ertyc, do yiou love me stop and stop[ drawing and tell me in thst way iff the wall taken out fallen off hinges of the femalerame cottyon iof there is a framn but frame me or dress me cinnamon flab me get me whst dyd you want my body my minxmiked groan my goopdness steal my goodness I have none you con for what I don’t have you do good Eric you great rush at lying about me good lies goodness does my touch still give you an erectiomn we have nothing elseno literary poosum you lie so good in this writing thanks you dint hasve much in life dio you? either of us lover and eric
We none of us do.
Viewing lirrle paper sit in shop, enclave, hamnbuirger use magnifier look at papers in greasy hsmburger no don’t, but look at tablet computer compare svansScant chamce, a little gerts through, honour. “do you have any of this love in your life, eric?” “you’re not supposed to ask that.”
Misspellings maneuvers wolk walk weal olkMoreiover it’s just running around scrambling to appointments and sycj.
A touch your wife she kisses is there any deep talk an hour put aside for deep talk the papers the inference “of the human doing more” “in life” noSo, good paintuig.
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/so yeah, Merle and Janey, sit at another meeting, exploring these papers “Oh will it ever get going?” she says “is this really some way to make a living, but also have heart? .. I almost feel fudlupicking embarrassed to say that. heave” “Yeah,” Merle says, wiping his face, no “it is a rude whap and hug and confusion to even be here /the humsnm, we cant really loppove. in these bodyes. Hsve a good life, good hind-enfhonour . .. ah we might wesr some jewelry, extemd the buidy, like you hsve little stsrcasses, ramplings, screw spit words scaffoldiig thin in there throat aluminum. “ “love me bastard bah, ‘ she saus. “I ended before it began bash canlt” she says. Alone drawing at kitchen table go out later meet people at meeting places for this odd stuff
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Oh in a strange society papers markings official i.d. money sticks forests ramble accuse fade climb a tree be king or humble literally sit somewhere in nature and blonds antiques 21v ha swirlsd on paper .. don’t be a pifg, and draw/ and just us, modern, contemnutporsry choose a fsncy word .. chew the cud .. on nothing .. we really can’t get inout of it, canlt meditate for 14 years, every day, take a few hours, up in the morning, before talking to anybody, get it in, the good morning to feeling deep uninterrupted go deeper fool smart, seal it in, fool love develop it .. oh, it’s not so foolish it takes years, most people can’t even sit for 5 minutes, close their eyes/ their head starts crashing and flailing/ sit in a medustion cushon, cross-legged, it’s too damn shitty piss uncimfirtsbke .. so they ciontunue on with life, “I don’t do thst, it’s not my style” wamnt amswers fyr life croissant pain they cant deal with jam dripping down them canlt see no hornyorigin “I hsve my life I lipvery curl snarl I camt see where this comes from” so lookk, in odd roundabout, waway out a few throusand cuycjes/ circles “book damn fun serious parent elder” “because I can’t do any myself meditate you do some eric gruesome big book tedious happy us take in short dose”
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Oh we really do meet in my mind we meet sad humans realize the sad state of it looked to art movies pleasant wallpaper but weren’t living ourselves .. so much is taken by worry about living, attempt to live, live for short spaces, and then none – you get so tired of it all – where was I indeed living at any time in it all?
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/you wonder that and what can you do, life is taken up these worries, and make a living and pay bills and feel rotten and take drugs or whatever you do, and your spouse male or female, them, hettetisexyal gay alone happy sour camnmdy barbed worfed / wharfed? but they’re going through the same things, the girl they connection is very frail
They thrm usSo almosy dimnt hsve the guts and the strength tio do this
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Whst is this life is full alresdy
Coulf I push aside some of my worrues make room fur this
I dint know
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