So I went to my Christian Wholeness, very good to go, I was quiet in the group, but I enjoyed that one song we sang “You are my all in all” a religious song, very lovely, we even sang it twice, it feel very nice to sing out loud in close proximity to other people, the lady next to me was holding her hands open to the air, receiving the energy – it really is gentle and powerful, gorgeous songs like that, the tune, the words, rolling along, making you feel better. / that people would share, let their inner voice out freely. What they can’t usually do, let it out, share, in a wholesome way, not sexually, but of the soul, it is a much higher height than seeing anyone naked, I’m sorry to put it that way, but it is sincerity, not using./ And then we sang it twice, the lady beside me wanted to do it again, / sing feel her voice come out no fences no checkpoints no seeing papers just have it all come out, all of us did, there was no mistake, no regret, it was beautiful// so that was good too / to do it another time, a beautiful woods walking angels fresh air sunshine song, some of them just have the keys, to that lockbox, good feelings sharing wilfully with exuberance the voice holding sheets of paper the words we love it/ in life, the obstacles/ but humanity is good and golden, loving and sharing, all is not wrong with us/ I need no other method, that momemt when it comes/ this singing is good, right here/ I see people naked, their feelings unclothed the cipher the code the complexity bare it has planned enough practiced enough in there/ inside, we are allowed through this invention of singing songs carrying baggage getting home/ a tune having words I see everybody is totally free of encumberment but it is no breasts springing free it is your heart scared/ I feel better. I needed that. I really needed to have my heart peep around the corner and come out naked/ that. In all my years not see many people inside, at all./ .. perhaps I make too much of it?/ no, it’s sharing when you don’t have a lot, talking a chance, honesty will go far, will it?/ are we struckl down, no they love us, one woman even said “we love you here, Eric” oh companions, if we can have some, love, between us, meet for fellowship the gift as a group, sitting, giving each a chance/ and I am glad I did the “extra” meditation last night, it helped, the nighttime meditation to clear out stale chi/ caring, knowing how to adjust, give self-care/ but it is so hard, to keep it up, follow its rules/ it is a good life though/, in your heart, carry it forward, let others know even a little, you have this in you, love/ perhaps a small word, not directly, bit something, emanate, feel peaceful, through all this work, then it comes out .. with people .. we tiny do our best what is fitting in society and more gorgeous naked feelings of the heart so much more than naked of the cock/ each of us though, another day, another week.
Get us through Help us.
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/endf’ snippet/ 4:25 pm
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