Ah do your best “metaphysical”? what? Is that an impression? For Halloween? Ah we all fit into this, what’s next, for us, flesh-based, what exactly is the movement away from that, or with that, is there something here, in these words, ah arrive in the book different spots arriving from all different directions, all different countries, all over the world, start at page 20, start at page 2020, onwards, find your way, in this “world”
So, here’s a little writing, I did, in the book, offline, oh .. I had just gone out, did some things, yeah I write a little in the book, that doesn’t get here, to online, oh, it’s just my comfort level, I go by what I feel.
So here’s a little work.
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So I did my banking, oh life goes on, and what kind of life is this, what kind of life is this for all of us, can we make some money doing this, is it a job, part of the community, we are valued, and compensated? Oh, poor us, looking for this life, included, what it all is, what proof do you have, eric? Are you healthy? Would you be dead by this time, without the meditation, all these goings-on? oh you can’t prove that. And on it goes.
Yeah, how does the typical person take an interest in this, I mean, a 90,000 page book and ongoing? Ah to be interested in this, is it a different style of book, is it modern, is it computer-based? Or unknown? building, building, what are we, /hey, give me a chance, we all say, for this other life .. yeah I guess it is really skills specific, is it just for me, my skills specific, how does a person, barely understand this, do a little sketch, they have ordinary paper, acid-free, just plain white paper, they have pens, pencils, this book, have read some of it, have come in on certain spots, tried to orient themselves, got advice, reports “where am I? what is this?” this page? what is going on? can anyone help me? in terms of humanity and the bigger picture of humanity, what we really are, when we stop being matter, 2 arms 2 legs, a body, /that used to be when you died, but now, have it here while you are alive – what does it mean?
Can we get going on this? “me, alive, when I am not 2 arms, 2 legs, not made of matter?”
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So that’s that writing from offline ah I try to share this book with you dear reader, the reader, female, male, people, old, young, different people, wondering about life, how it piles up, problems, and just get on with it, young, your first job, at a decent pay, more than minimum wage, ah see some crack of light, some future, to pay for things yourself, make your way, sign checks, make payments, get a mortgage at one point, ah that’s a ways away “grow up” what it entails .. very busy /“all the things that are” you don’t question much, as far as a book like this does .. you hear the statements about “well, a lot of people in China, first make a lot of money in business” well maybe not a lot of people “but then they ‘dabble’ in meditation and such” “after the ‘real work’ has been done” and so our world is, and in North America much the same, if not worse, we don’t know what else to do, /and do I have a whole cadre of friends that ask me how my floating words are going “my floating what?” as if it’s rude and unheard of, what do people do, to mention this at all? it’s not so farfetched to think about having a special room, and security, and meeting with people from the population, who want to be around, someone “Westernized” but knows meditation, /a very strange combination, and to look beyond matter, the human being made of matter, the kitchen counter made of matter, to talk as something outside of that, and you have to break matter’s hold on you “that you are only matter” “that you think like matter” it takes a lot of time in meditation, hardcore, medical grade, it hurts, you sob you weep you cry, going through a wall of fire, to attain this .. it’s no small thing .. and to be interested, /and older people, 60, 70, 80, I mean are interested too, /but old ways are well cemented in, ah hard to change, hard for someone 16 to change, let alone someone 77 .. to actually approach that there’s a code outside matter, a language outside matter ..
And what it means, for those of us inside matter, living on earth as 2 arms 2 legs bodies ..
What it means ..
Is this just idle talk, something to play at, or is this vitally important to earth?
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This takes a long time, I can remember just getting into meditation, as if each day a lump like a squash I don’t know, fresh or rotting, divided up, feeding a lot or hoarding all for yourself, your feeling of life, what it is, what your meaning is, “just to be” “not be doing anything in particular, but what you are, if someone asks you a question, what you are.
And all humans, that oft-overlooked part “what you are” “if asked a question” “to be, to emanate” “what your opinion is, what you won’t do and will do? Who you are, never worked on much, grasp slowly, any pieces to it at all, and there are many pieces.
Like in this book, each page, slow-going, do we know what each piece is, its true meaning?
Do we know?
What we are, if asked a question, just standing there, not doing anything?
Can you include/ that you are not made of matter, too?
It takes this long to work to that. These conclusions. And new land in a very different way from earth land.
It is strange, to bring this to life in words, and watch the words come from the human mouth and the human even disappear and the words just be there.
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