delicate shy picture

Delicate shy picture, pen touched down delicate shy ..

Really we have nothing to say no it’s not a reporter with a microphone shoved in our face it’s just our story, perhaps we have let too much out, years of work, delicate, words are not herds of cattle trampling “gyeah! Gyah!” well maybe a little now that I say it that way, ha ha/ but we keep going, little words, you don’t photograph them, snip out a word from a sheet you printed, tilt it up, like against a bottom of a glass there, get a little light from the sun, photograph your word .. ah we do okay, really, we print them out, or post them to social media, or write a note, to our daughter, send her off to school, ah words encouragement, we do our best, they float, in meditation sometimes, at the end of some long journey, each day, a sit-down session on the cushion, it takes an hour and 15 minutes just for that part, and there are other parts, and sometimes that part is repeated .. oh “to see,” /poor humans, we try to communicate, be around each other, say a few things, have the guts, have the composure, ah not a big deal not pushing for the “big say” ever .. say very little, /and words are kind of sad, if you could pat them, they try, they travel, to movies, literature, they try, we try, “humans are giving them, after all/ Aren’t they?” poor little things, peek out, inside themselves, stop in midair, it takes years of meditation, not to panic, move farther into life, this way.

Oh like delicate pictures, though you say it very faintly, hope they don’t hear, in a way “go away eric .. ? ” or not said that strongly, but in this way, /is this crazy, the poor humans, trying valiantly to communicate, ah as you grow older sure you put a good effort but also you just lay off don’t want to get into it, this far into it, ever take the chance, go crazy “surely that has something to do with it? anybody that would be thinking this would be going right out of their looping the plane pool ping luckily has on paper towel under dish hotdog fries diamond papers crazy what was that?” oooly laughy ah sure it has something to do with instability but in a good gollydamnway, jostling the human “hey sammy wake up for the toast it’s rising sun china baking porcelain blah lawouflans/ now that’s a word I just can’t accept chomp chomp wake up!”

Now what was that they float I say them into the air we watch take turns watching them sit an idle time to spend day what you got a big bowl of pot there eric? no pot never agreed with me but I do my meditation try to keep clean regularf;y shower l;ike aftyer mowing the lawen if you meditatye/ oksy thry;re getting a buit wrankled here, ah sentences opening up, life opening up, fuir this/ ah do you need the wiggkly red lines of spelling misdtakes, our lives communication knowledge libraries “all that we is” move fur therwsrd/ there-ward it breaks free a littlem thery float emerge from the tops of even these lines like words as they are /are you sure abouthis they just find a way are born/ later don’t sdhowet ah you’re allergic to the lawmn/ oh we’re backl to that, okay/ the allergens can affect you in the meditation oh it’s all very delicate ah I said a bit too much here no it’s fine eric crazy humans are needed too/ ha/ be a good boy/ pat parppt park it park this attitude/ and the world doesn’t listen/ pat pat I pat the world back then we start slapping each other/, your pet words? they ate nice eric you are a good boy/ fit human places line up for this future “what were you saying, eric? I didnt hear you?”  “nothing please fires me up your contrariness” the big breakthrough no room left awkward soup plilly lilies? for us as we are here giving me travel human I am in the air these off of screen or paper, device, eyes read hello I do stop midway do a little pirouette did you see me? as this weak spell don’t base so much on the standard way we all 2 deliigjt arms 2 legs whoo protocol train all it wants it is getting very sad people are very sadfsafe in their current alloopfuckenposition “but are you rude too much going crazy again, eric all of us?” *smile your real name say it for all* nope I don’t think so it entertains me in a hum in catatonic what kind of cat and its drink? wholesome barbarous but flee feline pat cat word doggone word way I like flimsy premise fantastical things on edge of rationalityrralitu coming to earth they’re fine .. enter me in a book .. come along open the tin box light of brain sit inside going to court loop satiate of this/ shackled in morning cereal sugar mind poor human Palaeolithic herarty hearty write correctly ov ug wanrts a court tennis case of thisxi guess interporalete4 bacjkj and forth humans/ wants to be hehssard barfelly bare, every human sad and throwing up down rowing in it terrible loneliness giving tears as party favours frink I lens an over you wicked my blending each word walks eye teasers see the poor thing here in midair revolves like a model for you is it a place for humans a new place on a blipog sure to excuse me I’ve had enough Sure as if eric

thanks

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/oh end of that writing there what is it a stylistic approach like you slam your thumbs down on your cellphone thumb tackle other one bites it ache boast reek own you money pig other thumb sure whatever your nickname for me noo

Anyways you get my stipple

Let’s coat the house

anyWriting is as it is, humans are as they are, I mean wehhaya want more but have no, life is duffycult we’re supposed ti be a complacentjwrk upmunity, you knowe there will soon be 10 billion perople but nit a cluer hiw tio talk relate communicste new gizplay guve share .. ah we do oksy with grapple grape smold, push fuyrwsrd emulstion think we are filling a painting kniw hiw ut’s dine brush fguuidance we swish swabble every life they did it before and grandfatherts before and grabndmoms nit quite there the humsn not quite here build on that which was not that good going to run out we’re not quite here waiting for the dock this model slim in click of a good civilization we’re not quite beatimnghere .. it’s as if we fill in with psrtual heart of some strange beg of bag said “this hookwas good enough to fill oin on the humsn guidelines then stasr” duesmt work, humsn all lump says you are all humsn beig saus oksy more! sore nothing much gets here dine out say me the humsn guidelines give more are more books and aert and hurt crestion nazzy crazy artists sad snazz, “our pretty pctuirte” you do good artist we’ll try to be like that the being we trying ti fill in the humsn sentence trace out fine doesn’t have enough to work with, and isn’t allowed its full self, wherever that is, ooki .. it guves tio the humsns, properly, they decide, but they aren’t decidig enough confident very good .. they insust it’s like the move over shoveies or the book planet roads or the pictires fickle on the wall .. it’s hsd ti deal with esch other in this look impasse, something else wants inm, but it’s patticake doinguient, wants to whimmlework it out with the humans, political ink bem ben talk, if you want meaning press mewill, oiietry, poems, oinkertry of this delicate talk.

we do okay, I mean, a million freetuckig in pages chapters told me mill adrenaline to spoor pages here eric

we’re talking

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/end of that writing there, but .. misspelled words, if handled correctly they inspire other words the mind balancing between rejecting the word stopping flow or being daring

And so we see bravery

Other work to dolds do olds we

More thasn the erutig crude edifice we try writing out our face, we see our sentences, life on earth

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So, we are doing much more than offering new words, pile of them, junk cars stacked, nirple she eples blarig hirns I mean whoops but that we have humhumour durflity humour flighty what here’s your ticket was I saying here we all know things are bad but other worlds besides this perfect lie figure, this is a protest, in the sentence poor sentence lots of them ubiquitous ull, hereear the tap-tap on pipes stranded in ourselves this is instead of smashing windows with fingertips typing poles, ah turning over a new leaf cars .. delicately prune trees of brains exploding out heads in growth was shocking till I got sprayed then I was off we approach sentences lingering in puke from heads, how we sparted cueak, some dial how we are./ volume pace m,omentum stop turn to this, comm.

calm? Any spelling dreadful land of speech built sop prisonerly

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We just need to know, how to do it, how to meditate 13, 14 years or kiss us here eric where we are show us how these words work, extra space, we are living, just here

Taste a little here a better life I thought it was about money it is in some ways but do we never get to the next place or the only place tell me here life lacking a heave me we strive heave me shell me meter out conch shell snail turtle slow we sweat in its lacking a hesitate weaving no matter the material beauty of construction

here on earth

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Oh end of that writing there, but life, seeking the narrative that will get us through, storywelltelling or movement dip now in the words, a diffmifgranteremt way, any sense to that our furefsthrs and furemothers and all this stuff women men hsve invemted and reinvented amd still we’re here doing our best. We. are. Here. As. This. it’s okay wartswjsts the big deal then we get thinking it’s not so okay ah each day caught where to go to switch dimensiondimes sad pay a dimmer an hour a dimmee 80 years all the chance we have dummyspin it let it fall our grace im televitten bite or hsve a chamce guvem thst it seems to want ti stay in this sentence all our hope wrapp;ed here this way, cranky like blowmn apart buioldings do some here not in our lives my feet I need my feet, don’t fight hsve a chamce at art somethg language here, this brings that

We just don’t know what to do, offered these bodies, these chances, we all want to get an education, we want our kids to get an education, but then at some point ah don’t say it, but “nowhere to go” no one has anything original, outside the original bag, outside new, not even new, not here, we taste for that, we lick our lips for that, not even new, not here, not in my mind

Show me that here

On earth

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You’re well along the way with this

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Hold us eric you crazy man you competent man crazy competent not here

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We need just to know things not clear to us, why words float, why your sense of self can actually move inches into them and who knows where from there, do we follow this for years and years explore see something to this, trust this?

Why do words move, as they do now, we read a page they float off the page through our eyes we don’t notice them they are gently intelligent, what kind of being are they, are we that being, a higher being, never stopped to tell us, load it on, scare us, our transfer to it, stay human but transfer into it, partially, our part of us, never got a lot done, as a good person, the world is suffering, the human cannot say it, cannot do it, as themselves.

How fresh are you in this very fresh and I don’t mean slapping a woman’s ass, it is wisdom, for women and men, and neither creature, a new creature, in words.

Poor little things, they are shy now, have been shy all through here, have done my bidding, in some way, but peek out too, the many years it takes, to see them as they are, begin to understand, their great intelligence, calmness, simpleness, but complexity, as beings other than the 2 arms 2 legs culture but we are tied into them.

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And Janey and Merle, our two characters, at least in this blog, oh he the older artist, in “fine art” I suppose you would call it, burp, and Janey, in graphics, like for posters, and advertisements, like for band posters, independent bands, coming to town, starting small, wanting to make it big .. ah Janey and Merle have no time for this, you know that, neither do you/ yet you are here, sometimes, when time allows it, gentle, gentle, we breakbread, talk, I take you places, not possible, this isn’t a fantasy, for either of us, times are tough, words starve too, this is real life, huma hasopod ee, no I’m no fool stringing yuss along, this is real life, all the yessirs of big fntasyes, this ois omne thst is dampstilled down, can live work..  Whstever life you’re libing, just as a humsn.  You canlt see this, you kniw thst.  Oh, poor all of us.  Come sit with me, I’ll mke yo a hot chocol;ste.

We just hsve a lot of spaces in our missig words, ribcsges stcking out

Stsrving fur messes of maybe

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Ah” Janey says, tired, meet for a coffee after work, the Cafe Whumble, half whim half rumble sure no it’s calm, around 4, 4:30, in the afternoon, ah meeting, for news of this, on the blog, cafe.  It is here.  We all meet.  They sit.  “Yeah yeah eric make us out how you want us to be.  We still live.”  Janey adjusts her scarf, takes it off, Merle unbuttons his coat.  “Whadda you got?” he says.  Interested in her work, papers, a leadup into talking like this, if humans ever can.  Ah take it slow, read the book, from the mystery man, mind shot, but he does okay, express it to them, hints he has received, staying well, in meditation every day, hanging on the only way he knows how.  Not smoking cigarettes, not drinking, and not masturbating to porn which loses chi you have worked so hard to develop, loses it when you ejaculate, very valuable energy that is stored carefully better than gold in yor bnuts or in your whole bdy you’re niuts.  Wait.  Ha ha.  We do oksy.  W;re pretty good.

Thanks we have paopers as few Jsney has a few Merle trues though it’s nit quite his medium paper pbnicl he’s used to the bigger paintings ah life “the real srt is in us” he has troubke with thst, he’s masde hus csreer, he’s tsblished he my nit/ he spells well be top tier but he’s top 100 the country so yeah .. and Jsnery and all the other people papers a little but a brighter hope fir them what they can say./ want to hear it sit with the strange man sit see him stasre a little intelligent nit him it’s somithig else comig through him no hcus pocus or good try at a fake yep it’s no the hsrd wion hes scared wants ti give but will keep it insude him till he dyies if its necessary, ah trysts no one in this way of lasnfusge between us out on the street, in capcofffes, mee till, just sttsre, ruub shsrp nails a little on fuigertups need as trmming nithg more ti say.

Meet so sacred on this.

Whst is this. no purple robe  combinstions fune srt and graphics and nefloasferther amd lsngusge talkig and neither

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Whst would he be like this man full chsrscter as this, whst would esch of us be like tryig this in the birdvrrring sapped of any verve cold lives with each other/ sometimes it’s like thst/ say nothig/ new brand, new happy, move on, or stay on and work at this give double take each view, be brsve sm,srt hsve seen this work on this

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It’s a hard life, the books of fantasy, even non-fiction, writes it all up like it’s possible, it isn’t possible .. then we come to this

Damn book

Damn misspelled book

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Back there some huge work we can make art from each page, measure distance of words from our lips smile make drawings make videos laugh

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Possible words measured from mouth hovering who dares occupy them live there for a different being who dares

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Straighten it out take all material in, worldwide, /who dares, see someone else do it on video, or see a friend do it, see if it’s good, or no that’s not so good, discuss, share, nothing, on this, we can’t say this, ever, we get carried away in a book, simply a boottom book boot it out get out

Or stayAll is lost

Or stay pleaseShy disturbed picture

Inniocemt

About to cry