life eh? helicopters gravestones war peace

So I did some writing, oh, I write in the book “i money earth” not a big-tooting important book, more just a feel, of life, for all of us .. wish it was more, good feelings that weren’t just a spark, that actually grew into something.

Ah we do our best.  No way to grasp it.  No time.

So that drawing above here, ah what you gonna say, like last post’s 1^st drawing big red thick lines “wrongg wering erung” circle, they almost become little faces, little beings “say I’m wrong, but please just hold me.”

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So yeah, we seek some accompanying, no one’s there to accompany us, nothing’s there, it seems like, asking someone for talk, lowering your barriers, daring to .. ah, or nothing.

Accompany me on that.

Someone.  Out there.

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//so yeah and this little drawing helicopters at grave sites send pesticide pest of everyone pestilence nah leave my gravesite alone little helicopter little smiling green helicopter like a joke cartoon of a little smiling insect, green, happy, healthy, fly, Spirit.

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So show you care someone point out I’m wrong but I don’t tear your head off.

Someone point out I’m wrong.

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So also here’s some writing here, one spot, from in the book .. here right here this writing is halfway to the blog, another file, it’s 7 p.m. here, about, did this other writing a bit earlier 5:30 or something.  See ya.

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(so this is from earlier in the day.  Thanks.)

5:25 pm

Oh did some work on the blog there today, drawings, oh “that show something is with us” “something mysterious” I mean all around us “everything is perfect” with serious repercussions, the idea of perfect, like model’s faces, adjusted through photoshop, experts, get every little mark, blemish, and bodies, and shape, and size – unattainable ideals .. and yeah, you’ve all heard the story .. so I thought I’d come to sentences “the ideal sentence” “the ideal shape” ah, skinny sentences, fat sentences .. ah leave them alone, they’re trying their best, like here, just regular-old-person-sentence, you’d find anywhere, trucking along there, what accompanies it what tears it apart does what accompanies it help it, when life is still shitty.

Trying to talk, trying to have a few good friends.

(are my semtences in shape, or plump, or some bidy p[srtt, semtemce psrt, word part .. please come here to this word protest with city cutie with me, come in here and please come in here with me girl.) Whst;s the point id fspelling words wering fur effect, bexause so much is spelled wriongm in life I look around can sayh nothing can only protest it has limited effect but hrre io wotk on something/ work sbd exageerste the wiggy red line under words, and try other methods I have a life here/ and meet with yiu, in reality, with these drawings, this art, show in galleries or just sit with you, anywhere, person, know this about me too, as I travel around/ because we nered tio see, jeer/ no not jreer “here”, if I can sa it nowhere else, thigs are going weringm everywhere come here this comfortable city nased on “well-spelled semteces’ with an underbelly, no one can shw work with / we do work with it here/ I at lasst have somre ability to work with something, make progress on aomething/make intio something

So we make ot inti smethig here.

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