oh, a picture, a man walkig in a hallway, a huge painting hanging on the wall, business lobby, roll slab marble can't, prestige and grunt grovel I get my own no, douse my marbles make hold no I don't talk person sitting on bench just a little bit in front leave them autumn
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oh a caption .. for
ohthedrawing above
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(so the below here is some writing I did offline. Thought I'd include it. The vacillation, the vexation, between book and blog, inner place and outer skin, outer face and inside. me you)
The hard ways, of talking a little, back in this book, ah I did a little work on the blog, oh with “janey and merle” he shows at the “Mary Tune Gallery” she works at an advertising agency, graphic arts, pencils, not art, crappy dirty artists living on bread and grey water grey hair at 20 all drugged up dead but “real” ah anyways you get my drift it may not be that bad .. but pull me through, talk of any, what humans almost a little talk of, art does big
They continue on, not as big as art
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Hold me, I just want to be a good person
I look at paintings hung in big lobbies of high buildings, I say nothing to people as I walk by
“Nice painting there, want to talk about it?” I don’t say anything
It’s as if it’s special godly “but we do it!”
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yes in me it gets crazy but some straighashead calm ah books as art and paintigs as art amd thigs I canlt say to my girlfruend as art, I dint hsve a gurlfryend, but you grt m meanig, all of us, strtchig out, to talk the big stitching spiel garment face words respect be, we never do, it sounds blowhsrd bombasstuc get too fsr into it you sound like a fool, might as well do a boook
as if I dont sound like a fool there too
everywhere, not adjusted up down, tine of fork poke sky, temse, grammer piggy mess, when seeig from up abiove, if yiou ever can, poke youir meal down here, ouch, be kind, prick
that never does get to them insulted here I absorb the punch I take it
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ah the point being, it's very hard to enter this "computer coding," if you want to call it that, faces, words, how you seem .. if you can talk a painting .. ah, or if it hints sadly, at us, incapable, have nothing much to say .. we let paintings, books, stick drawings in dirt, the peculiar "not us we are very busy with being alive" "it doesn't happen in us, only extended into books" like this, carry the load, my small smelly life no not cat litter but just .. feelings/ we all .. us janitor stockbroker sketcher sketchy lack load off, well .. we wait, to not be painted gas art smell, not be the next generation of paintings, life .. impossible
evolution a step we don't see or catch our foot on, ack! caught artists arrest my grammar mark makers foodiefoodls have the same fiddle with charge of the light my hand bears and cats and honk the bull brigade at nothing in their personal life we don't try at this, we just crummy excellent often the old life pose preen ah get photo so taken sad hold me at your once in a long time back love don't know how to do any love like you all of us any what hurt fizz burr stick to me moving here the next sentence oh, in evolution sad, so busy
/ who at blank bank fill human, these colours let the art of wonder do all the work world jeans last and it doesn't even do evolution to say this that good, say once twice words
.. make it through on nothing
.. --. /- I have a little here milk and cheese porno photo memory car champ mauraufderareen any word play with paint evolution kindness in paint colours i see
we just wish oh in cloud of almost get this I extend to heaven art store do something with it do something with me here ..
It wasn't this way all the time we stand at bus car police bicycle person walking corner wait for art to speak to us in passing catapult breeze soft slow coffee slows at our nose "hi" in a human it never always ease does does sub a sub do subs soapy edge there what are you saying paint I paint a world I can't say or interact on, we build such a human in art
never come get it
we make so much did you see me begin my painting or art or book or words I cannot say to another person "so much making" cars nuclear weapons potatoes snacks cakes so much making but not us
we are busy
staring be part of it all
but not us
so much is moving
but not us
busy on the making, but not us, in the evolution of us, so skilled at plastic moulded, aluminum machined, screws nuts bolts millions millions
but not us
artists make refrigerators too you know
there is nothing there keep your food cold in your painting, you are no better than that, have not made anything more than that .. keep feelings preserved, potential preserved, in paintings
a refrigerator a little bit better
can you move up ahead through the refrigerator forward yeah I'll take a pop out of the fridge that's all is that what you mean
yes
nothig more, we move, rest, refresh, we move .. here ..
We cannot evoomlve, machines are us? or paint on canvas, or any taupthig, not us, cannot grasp us, to move up there and past pit that against where .. so good at m,aking things move pause ill-placed commacose but not us hospital
hospice pages new pages so odd snip[ out word paste down or do sketch any way show me youdeal take out of knapsackl ramshackle deal cab person who wont talk just moving through at me atack sit smile and love at a stare step regroup in reality stair at place photo us humans regroup mount stairs at the stares of any we will dull you to being happy again forget this you are fgood refriferator happy
some small spe;;ing get me to this a little
we organuize whawt hthe human cant think
we just have a beginning in papers related to this book papers people draw work on missing us even though I'm sitting right here with you approach it interrupt this dimension that draws the papers, you are here despite you appearing in your body
all
that is all of you for now you make inroads, slow missing head book brain pour it soul show papers interface unevolveed with human with frfges and cars suggest a little now
we feel a little of that yeah
pour some out
ReplyDeleteit's a lot, nerves of forced to be, work on things nothing to do with the person, but the person gets sick in it .. where back in "you" things work as a natural not known, not a computer, a thing to learn, new moves of “farther and farther from you” “what you want to be” “be excited” “do ads” but feel sad in life, unreachable in you, find that, to speak to other unreachable people/ or .. you .. this thing .. or never has a place .. speak .. be formed by go through crazy of life .. before life, you’d like to be, speak and be as that .. but have to go through all the unbearable crazy .. to reach, no cone-shaped "data" or "forest" begin .. people unnerved, by .. ever "deciduous" trees, or "coniferous trees" shapes, leaves "data" wanes off